Interview with Jamison Green Public
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Evan Taylor: On excellent yes that's going now. Okay.
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Evan Taylor: Great. I can see you. Great. Your friend very nicely. Thank you. That's good.
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Evan Taylor: So thank you so much for agreeing to do to do an interview here and this is a, it's a great
honor for me to get to interview you. One of those
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Evan Taylor: One of those folks that was, you know, paving the way when I was first first coming up
myself. So I was I'm so glad to be able to get you on the list.
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jgreen: Thank you. Well, it's you know, it's just
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jgreen: A matter of timing.
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Evan Taylor: Well, it's, it's also I mean the whole the what we're doing here in history is like it's a matter
of timing, you know, the
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Evan Taylor: Point in history that will never have again where we have folks who knew about what's
going on, we're organizing before the internet and, you know, we'll never get these you know those.
That's true.
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jgreen: Yeah, just the other day I got, I was on a list of Portland area business people are at, you know,
activists working in the business arena and Portland.
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jgreen: Somebody was advertising a production of I, in my own wife, which is the play about Charlotte
von malls Dorf
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Evan Taylor: I don't know who that is.
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jgreen: You don't know who that is. Oh. Well Charlotte von Miles Dorf you should you should look up
the book, I am my own wife.
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jgreen: And there's also a film made by Rosa on primetime from Berlin.
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jgreen: That is of this by the same title that is absolutely phenomenal and
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jgreen: Basically they were promoting this play, and
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jgreen: It occurred to me that
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jgreen: You know they were talking about why you should see this play. It's really, it's a one man show.
It's really incredible. It's about Charlotte vitamin store who killed her father and the Nazi era and lived
lived completely crushed stressed and her entire life and
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jgreen: You know, ran an antique in Teach store and just live through the whole Nazi thing.
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jgreen: Wow cross dressed
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Evan Taylor: All my goodness.
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jgreen: Yeah, and I actually met her.
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jgreen: In and I and I responded to this email. I said, well, it's great. They're putting this play on and tell
them, look, which is a little tiny town on the coast of Oregon and which I think the theater holds
probably fewer than 50 people in the audience.
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Evan Taylor: Okay, it's
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jgreen: Tiny and and I said, it's really great that they're putting this production honest and I was
privileged to meet Charlotte fun mall store.
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jgreen: In Berlin, a few years before she died and and she was, she was actually the most
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jgreen: Feminine and completely composed person I have ever met. Hmm, was astounding.
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Evan Taylor: All shouldn't have to be to make it
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jgreen: And, but, you know, she's not she wasn't like glamorous, or you know anything. This is just
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jgreen: A woman.
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jgreen: And
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Evan Taylor: managed to survive that.
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jgreen: Yeah, and you know, no response from all the people on this list, who I know you know like
nobody had a response. And I'm thinking,
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jgreen: It probably kept no idea what to say. Um, yeah. And it's and i and i did occur to me, you know,
we are in this sort of period where I mean I've missed meeting Harry Benjamin by a year. Wow.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: And I know a lot of people who knew him well but
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jgreen: You know, it's, it's, we're really, it's true. There's a lot of people who did a lot of things before
there was an internet and who
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jgreen: Who made a big effort to change trans lives before we really had the language for it. And those
people are fading very, very rapidly. Huh.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah well that's a bit in this doing the this project. It was one of those things that we know
we have to decide what do we, what do we want to focus on. And we just said, we're just going to focus
on whoever has the oldest memories possible. That's what, that's that's that's the focus
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jgreen: No.
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Evan Taylor: Not necessarily based on people's age based on how long they've been around.
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Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: So, how we usually start off, I ask you a bunch of demographic questions just for the, for
the record of an oral history.
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Evan Taylor: When folks, you're missing.
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Evan Taylor: 100 years or whatever.
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Evan Taylor: And then we'll get into more the
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Fun conversational
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Evan Taylor: And so just for the record.
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Evan Taylor: We are here today. It is just after 10 O'clock AM Pacific Standard Time. My name is Evan
Taylor and here in Vancouver and I'm interviewing Jamison green. And where are you located today,
James.
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jgreen: I'm in Vancouver, Washington.
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Evan Taylor: Oh, to Vancouver. It's good for us.
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Evan Taylor: And and you go, he is him pronouns.
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jgreen: As do. Yes, that's correct.
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Evan Taylor: And how old are you, today 7171 for the record. Not even close to the oldest person I've
interviewed
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Evan Taylor: Good.
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Evan Taylor: Were you born
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jgreen: I was born in Oakland, California.
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Evan Taylor: And where do you live now.
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jgreen: Vancouver, Washington.
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Evan Taylor: And how long have you lived there.
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jgreen: little over two years. Okay.
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Evan Taylor: And complex. A question for you. Are you employed I retired and what was your work.
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jgreen: Well as I'm still working a little bit
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jgreen: For my sort of career career. I was a publications manager and a technical writer. I have a master
Fine Arts degree in creative writing
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jgreen: Which I earned in 1972 and i i wanted to parlay that into and when i mean i wanted to work as a
writer and I happen to just sort of fall into this timing for the whole technological
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jgreen: Explosion. Right. And so I was able to do fairly well in that arena.
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jgreen: My last corporate position. I was Vice President. No, I wasn't. Vice President, I wasn't vice
president of one company, my last corporate position. I was
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jgreen: Director of technical publications for visa me
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jgreen: But I worked for Sun Microsystems, I worked for
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jgreen: Which is where I worked when I transitioned. I work for North Star computers. I worked for
Cooper laser Sonics documenting medical
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jgreen: medical technologies.
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jgreen: Late surgical lasers and and
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jgreen: Ultrasound and interact killer microsurgery
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Evan Taylor: Yeah.
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jgreen: So I learned a lot and I learned a lot about talking to doctors
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jgreen: Mm hmm. That particular job.
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Evan Taylor: And that's come in handy over the years.
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jgreen: Who has very much so. Very much so.
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Evan Taylor: And I know you've completed a PhD. Yes.
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jgreen: Yes.
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Evan Taylor: And where was that what was that
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jgreen: I took a PhD in law equalities law at Manchester Metropolitan University. I studied with Stephen
whittle and I haven't thought, I'm the first American and the eighth person in the world with a PhD in
law specializing in transgender and transsexual issues.
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Evan Taylor: Wow.
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Evan Taylor: I'd like I not for the purpose of today, but I want to get a list of those other seven
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jgreen: I don't know who they are there. They were all students have Steven. So, though.
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Evan Taylor: I was
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jgreen: The only Professor OB qualities law in the world.
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Right, so you could
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Evan Taylor: Have students who profession list.
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Evan Taylor: Right smart. Okay, and you have any visible or invisible disabilities that you live with.
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jgreen: Yeah, since 2016 I've lost the use of these two fingers.
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jgreen: Like you know there's I can move them, but I can't open my hand and my manual dexterity is
gone to shit.
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Evan Taylor: Is that does that relate to a particular illness or
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jgreen: Don't know it's just I had some
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jgreen: intense pain in the brachial plexus in my left side which is underneath the shoulder blade alone
or big nerve bundle and I just thought, oh, you know, it's a sore muscle or whatever.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: I was actually it's it hit me the day before I was leaving for
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jgreen: Kazak stand at the request of the US Embassy here to meet with the, the Office of the
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jgreen: Kurdistan.
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jgreen: Medical people. What is it the
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jgreen: What did they call their Minister health minister. OK, so the Health Minister, I was supposed to
meet with them about their very barbaric treatment of trans people. And this was arranged by the
embassy. Right. And so I wasn't going to not go
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jgreen: Right and
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jgreen: You know, so I you know basically faded away the pain did after a few days and then
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jgreen: After I after I returned, I was just woke up one morning with no use my fingers couldn't open my
hand.
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jgreen: Very weird very weird. So I've been to neurologists, I've been to hand surgeons. I've been to
nerve centers. I've been, you know, all kinds of stuff and
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Evan Taylor: No one knows what it is.
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jgreen: Well, there's a syndrome called parsonage Turner syndrome.
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jgreen: That my symptoms.
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jgreen: Pretty much correspond with but not entirely. Okay. And there's no cure.
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jgreen: It's just nerve.
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jgreen: Just the thing that often. Yeah. And so I have low I have less
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jgreen: Muscle in my forearm, it's like all faded away because it's not getting
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Evan Taylor: Stimulated used right it's really awful.
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jgreen: I can't play musical instruments anymore. It really messes up my typing.
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And
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jgreen: It's very, very frustrating and i i realized i I'm right handed, but I reached for everything with my
left hand.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, you don't realize how much you use it until it's not there to us anymore.
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Evan Taylor: Exactly. Yeah. Yeah.
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jgreen: Well that's why that and I also have. I also have
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jgreen: Life threatening allergy to peanuts.
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Evan Taylor: Is that a lifelong was, I don't want that.
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jgreen: That is lifelong and when I was young, I had the same reaction to eggs and anything with eggs in
it, and I could start, I was able to start eating eggs. When I was 51 years old.
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jgreen: So now, breakfast is my favorite meal but um but that that disability, which is quite invisible was
pretty traumatic in many respects.
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And I effected me greatly. And in and it's another way in which I learned to talk to
doctors
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jgreen: To stand up for myself, because you know it's people would got
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jgreen: It wouldn't believe that I had this allergy and that people were dismissive all the time. And I just,
I just had to stand up for myself in order to get care.
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jgreen: Many times he ought to be treated properly by adults. I mean, going to a kid's birthday party
traumatic incident egg age six kids birthday party here have a piece of cake, no thank you have a piece
of cake. No, thank you. I can't
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jgreen: Everybody eats cake, eat a piece of cake in a strange giant adult that I don't know yelling at me
eat the cake. No, thank you. I cannot eat the cake. I'm allergic to eggs.
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jgreen: eat the cake. What kind of child are you
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Evan Taylor: Allergic child.
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jgreen: What kind of child are you yeah I was traumatizing. I'm telling you, because I was a shy kid.
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Mm hmm.
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Evan Taylor: Wrong with you that you just, you know, your own health issues.
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jgreen: Right.
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Evan Taylor: I can see how that I can see all that mirrors later on in life where you're able to say it's
actually not. There's something wrong with me as a person I know my body. I know my health issues. I
need treatment right
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jgreen: I had the same issue come up when I had appendicitis. Mm hmm. I was dismissed and I think it
was because the doctor that I
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jgreen: Had been seeing it. He asked me what I did for a living. And at that time I was a construction
cable splicer I was the first woman construction cable splicer for Pacific Northwest bell
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jgreen: Okay, and it was, you know, really unusual and he laughed when I said what you know when I
answered this question he laughed and I said you know that's not funny. That's a real job. Yeah. And he
goes, and, you know,
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jgreen: This dismissive. And then he says well you just have the flu. Don't worry about it. So, you know,
eat.
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jgreen: Soda Crackers and clear broth and
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jgreen: You'll be fine in a few days. So a week later when I end up
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jgreen: On my PC room.
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Evan Taylor: Wow. Yeah. That's a long time. I decided to treat it. Yep.
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jgreen: And at the same they call the same doctor in middle of night and
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jgreen: And he's like, they're examining the. And by this time. My stomach is so distended that you can
press anywhere and it hurts, right.
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jgreen: They can't they can't see it can't feel the appendix in the right spot. So there you know. Finally, a
nurse says, well, have you tried a white blood cell count.
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jgreen: Well, let's do that. Okay, so then they come back, they say, oh, it's definitely appendicitis.
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jgreen: And they just start prepping me for surgery and
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jgreen: The doctor comes in and says, so is there anything that you did. I should know about that might
impact your, your healing you know post-operatively and I said it's, you know, a certain thing that's that
bother is bothering you. And I said, yeah, you
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jgreen: Like what I said yeah you treat me like shit and I'm a human being and I'm as good a human
being as you are.
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Evan Taylor: And what year was this
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jgreen: 1973
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Evan Taylor: Okay, see this is a this is an doctors were not used to being talked to in that way. At that
time, right. How did this go over
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jgreen: Well, he was he was really shocked and
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: And he was very apologetic and and and forever after that and I only probably saw him about, I
don't know, four or five more times in my whole life, but
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jgreen: Every time I saw him, he was, he treated me like I was his ex college roommate and we were
best friends. I mean, it was this, you know, he's pretty amazing.
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Evan Taylor: Maybe a little over the top, but very consciously done
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jgreen: Yes, yes. I think he learned something.
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Evan Taylor: It's about sounds. It sounds like at least with you.
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Evan Taylor: I'm sure you marry that to other people as well.
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jgreen: And also, but
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jgreen: He also bought one of my photographs
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jgreen: You know,
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jgreen: Yeah, I was doing photography
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jgreen: And he liked this one photograph of it that he saw and he he paid me for it so
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jgreen: Interesting. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: You certainly have a way of making people come around.
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I try
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Evan Taylor: And last couple of questions here. And do you watch race, ethnicity, or religious or cultural
heritage you identify with.
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jgreen: Well I identify as in terms of ethnicity of northern European Scandinavian Celtic English, Irish,
French
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jgreen: Definitely Scandinavian
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jgreen: I was adopted.
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jgreen: And that was adopted into a family that was English, Irish, Scottish Dutch Norwegian and
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jgreen: I was able to you know later was able to find out that my
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jgreen: birth mother was Danish and French
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jgreen: And my birth father was probably English, Irish
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jgreen: But, and then, of course, taking doing 23 and me stuff.
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: Yes, indeed I am Celtic and Viking
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jgreen: With a high percentage of Neanderthal
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Evan Taylor: Okay, so it's all confirmed that
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jgreen: All confirmed, but I was raised in a Presbyterian
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jgreen: Setting okay in terms of religious affiliation, but I never
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jgreen: Connected with that at all. I'm much more sort of a
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jgreen: Pagan
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jgreen: Nature religion kind of
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jgreen: Feel like connected to the earth, and all that. Mm hmm.
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jgreen: And so I'm sort of atheistic in that sense. Right. But I do consider myself to be relatively spiritual
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Evan Taylor: Right, so more of a spiritual practice than a religious
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jgreen: Yeah, yeah. But what my parents actually taught us in spite of the long into the Presbyterian
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important thing they said was that we understood there was something out there, bigger than us, um,
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Evan Taylor: So there was he there God, but I have to be something that inspired you. Yep. Beautiful.
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jgreen: She ended our relationship, but that time we had a one daughter and a son on the way. Okay.
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Evan Taylor: Wow that's difficult that time and at the time of the kids too. And that's, like, all that stuff.
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jgreen: Right. And that perhaps the surgery would actually help her your eight. And so she did it. And
then, and when when she got that when she internalized that she said to me one of the nicest things she
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, came to that understanding that way. Yeah, yeah. Wow. So that's a great story I'm
particularly you wouldn't you wouldn't know this, but my my PhD research was looking at
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what they felt in their bodies versus what their doctors said was the right thing to do or whatever.
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Evan Taylor: People very much had this sense and and their gender and sexuality informed that so
directly and yet their doctors were completely unaware that
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Evan Taylor: Like for instance, a trans man might experience breast cancer and a very different way and
just surgical reconstructions, then a very femme woman might feel or whatever. Right, right. So that's
fascinating. Thank you so much.
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jgreen: I'd love to read your, your thesis.
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Evan Taylor: Why, yes, and then your, your, what is your current gender identity or what has been that
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jgreen: Fully you know just self disclosing transgender male. Um, but, you know, really, it's, I don't
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Evan Taylor: Um, and then in terms of sexuality. How do you categorize that and has that changed over
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jgreen: Well, at first I was very attracted to women, when I was very young and occasionally to a guy,
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jgreen: So then I tried to I tried to be a lesbian. For a long time, but I never really felt comfortable as a
lesbian and even even long before I transitioned.
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jgreen: In many contexts, my lesbian friends would say, Oh, we're going to a women only event. You
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jgreen: So I thought, you know, well, okay, I'm just, I'm transitioning from female to male that must
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jgreen: That was in a period of, of, okay, I never learned to date. I have to date. Now, if I'm going to find
a solid relationship that actually works. Why do I keep reinventing these bad relationships. Let's try
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jgreen: More conscious. So I'm going to date without doing the lesbian okay we had sex. Now let's get
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jgreen: This isn't going to be the last relationship I ever have just because I'm with with you now, doesn't
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jgreen: Because I think a lot of times we especially back in the 60s and 70s when lesbians did that kind of
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jgreen: And so I'm in. And I realized I mean you're I'm like in my 50s thinking of this, you know, or not
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jgreen: mid 40s late 40s. I'm thinking, wow. Now I understand how straight people go through this
whole phase about learning how to have relationships and learning how to choose partners, not they all
do a good job at it they don't
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jgreen: You know, I, I just never learned those skills. And so now I'm going to date and I decided that I
was just going to be responsive to people and guy said come on to me a lot, and I just decided to say no
I'm not afraid of this
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jgreen: See what happens. Try let's try gay. Let's try straight. Let's try by identified people and blah, blah,
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Evan Taylor: And so this just open that up for you in the way I've just like let me explore it when you did.
You were sort of like, okay, that people are people, and I'm not that whole I love a person not a gender
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jgreen: Exactly. Gotcha. So, and, you know, I, I am very monogamous. And so, as my wife, then that's
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Evan Taylor: Because you've been, you know, around from a time when that was definitely not a word.
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jgreen: In the 70s when things got political right and like the the task force and the human rights
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jgreen: And this is, I object. Let me say for the record, I object to the 501 c three nonprofit model of
community leadership. I don't think having a 501 C three means you are in charge.
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jgreen: But these organizations say they are in charge and claim to be speaking for everybody. And I, I,
although I have worked with these organizations and I know their leadership and I you know there's
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jgreen: But nonetheless, they both said okay we need to stick to sexual orientation and we need to
make sure that everybody understands that we're just normal people. And we own the only difference is
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jgreen: You know, and therefore we got to get rid of all the gender queer looking people. We got to get
rid of the men and dresses. We got to get rid of, you know, the super dykes, you know, we don't want
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Evan Taylor: So I'm thinking about this particular you know POINT IN TIME, AND I'M REMEMBERING for
myself. Anyway, my, my generation that people were talking, we didn't want the drag queens, you
know, to be leading the Pride Parade because they're gonna make us all look bad.
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Evan Taylor: That sort of thing. So I and I'm, you know, I'm wondering from, from your perspective in
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Evan Taylor: With was mistaken. The sense of it divided people, when in fact we have the the
commonality of all of us.
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Evan Taylor: being oppressed by how it is that we're supposed to do, gender, whether we do gender and
straight or do gender as it says gender or whatever, but that that is the oppression, we should have
organized together.
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jgreen: And that's, that's the, that's the only reason why I sort of adopted or grudgingly took on the label
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jgreen: It was such a lightning rod right it with it with the word sex in it, it made a lot of people upset.
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jgreen: I thought it was an organizing label, not an identity label.
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jgreen: It is what it is. It does what it does and things get on that catch on and things that don't, don't.
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Evan Taylor: Doing these these conversations, it's inherently an intergenerational practice where I'm
talking to you as a generation above me, if not a couple of generations. And then we're preserving this
for the generation to follow me, if not a few more.
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Evan Taylor: And so I'm thinking now about, you know, as somebody who's almost I'm just almost 40
and I'm thinking about the 20 year olds right now. And when you say the word transsexual it's it's it's like
it's like a racial slur like it's like
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jgreen: And I don't know where that came from. I mean, some somebody somewhere said that's an
insulting term right and you know it's the lip in the medical literature is rife with it. He is everywhere. It's
a, it's a very, very useful term, especially for people like me who's gender never changed.
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jgreen: He my identity never changed my gender never changed my the way I express myself never
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jgreen: There's a lot of people have to really learn a lot of things about how to express themselves when
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Evan Taylor: He. Yeah, I've seen a picture of you, and that was supposed to be pre transition I think
about 21 or something and and you have like this long hair and I, and it was supposed to be free
transition and I just I can't see it. I'm like, You look like a man.
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jgreen: That that yeah there are very few pictures of me with long hair because was very little very tiny
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jgreen: And specifically because the phone company had a policy that guys couldn't have long hair.
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jgreen: And so I decided to let my hair grow being the first female person there to see if they would say
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jgreen: But the guys around me recognized. Oh, I can let my hair grow too because they all wanted you
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Evan Taylor: making the world a better place for everybody and everybody. Yes.
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jgreen: That's right. So, so that, and then as soon as the guys started letting their hair grow and nobody
said anything to them. I cut my hair again.
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Evan Taylor: No Mark yourself back to the mail.
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jgreen: I also did. It did something else in that context to where guys always you had to as a cable
splicer, you have to call into a test board and tell tell them where you are. So in case there's a problem
on the line, if they send a high voltage current down, they won't fry you
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jgreen: They can tell you to get out of the out of the cable if they need to do that. So, um, so you've
always call in and they had the test board had this record of where everybody was and everybody
identified themselves with their last name.
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jgreen: And I decided I wasn't going to do that. So I just, you know,
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jgreen: I don't go by green a green, you know, I'm not in the service, you know,
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jgreen: You know, at that time, I was I was using a while Jamison was my name, but I use Jamie for short
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jgreen: So I said, Hi, this is Jamie, this Jamie. Jamie green. Yep. Jamie and producing all the other guys
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Evan Taylor: Yes, yeah. At Knox that and that sort of, as you say, the toxic masculinity, in terms of the
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Evan Taylor: And these things have a ripple effects. Right. It's amazing when you make one small change
you know and and again we're talking about
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Evan Taylor: transact visit. But so much of transaction ism is wrapped up in the changing ways that
gender has been understood and the ways, especially I think masculinity has changed over the last, you
know, 50 years or so.
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Evan Taylor: Absolutely. And in terms of the so when we're talking about activism, but it's not a word
that you identify with you identify as an activist is not a word you would use.
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jgreen: You know, if you were identified as an activist that you were easy to dismiss okay and I so I used
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: Other people labeled me an activist.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: After a while,
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jgreen: Let's see. I guess probably more so during the Obama years
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jgreen: I became more accepting of the term activist and would be would if I asked to submit a bio
somewhere I would use activist, rather than advocate.
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jgreen: That would use advocate in some other way.
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Evan Taylor: But what was that was that shift that happened around the Obama era that made that
more comfortable for you.
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jgreen: Um,
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jgreen: activists were welcomed him into the establishment.
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jgreen: I'm activists were
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jgreen: Recognized as having an important role to play, it is having an impact that was meaningful in the
social structure.
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Evan Taylor: And you figure that that is related to the fact that we finally had a black man and power
and that the idea of activism to to affect that change was now sort of welcomed in that in that way.
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jgreen: I yeah. Possibly. I don't know that it's, I don't know that I could attribute it to his race, per se, but
the he was he was a community organizer. He was known as a community organizer prior to running for
the Senate, he, he wasn't in the senate very long.
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But
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jgreen: Because he was much more of a in the street, kind of a person. Hmm.
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jgreen: And yeah, I mean, certainly the fact that he was black is important. I'm not trying to be
dismissive.
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But
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jgreen: You know he he he was he was a he was a late
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jgreen: adopter, if you will, of any kind of LGBT
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jgreen: Pro LGBT policies. He did not come easily to that table.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. He was going to do specific organizing to that to create those conversations
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jgreen: Yeah, there was a lot of
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jgreen: A lot of people within the administration. I wasn't one of them, but
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jgreen: There were people who were
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jgreen: Were able to make that to have those conversations and and to affect his and, you know, I'm
pretty sure his wife actually had an impact on his ability to accept the idea of
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jgreen: Same sex marriage, you know,
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jgreen: But in terms of trance stuff. I think
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jgreen: We had a lot of people who came to it from a spiritual perspective grain and we had
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jgreen: You know people like Bishop Gene Robinson, who didn't know anything about trans really but
was willing to learn
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jgreen: He had the year of the administration, right. So, you know,
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jgreen: progress was made in that in that regard. And this it, but it was the openness to community.
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jgreen: That
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jgreen: Was that I think
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jgreen: Enables enabled those discussions. Mm hmm.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, yeah, somebody with a different background and understanding what community
organizing looks like. Right. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: And in terms of thing. So, you know, going back to before that, when you were first, you
know,
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Evan Taylor: Involved in what other people were calling activism. What sort of dream to That Was it that
you felt you needed to do it, or was it the fact that you
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Evan Taylor: Had a position that you know that you were able to contribute to other folks what was,
what was the sort of beginnings of that work like for you.
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jgreen: Well, I would say just
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jgreen: The salient thing was that I
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jgreen: I realized first well
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jgreen: First of all, I realized that
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jgreen: Doctors didn't tell us anything he
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jgreen: Insurance just it had exclusions preventing our health care.
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jgreen: And not just transition related care, but any kind of health care.
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jgreen: Yeah, because the clauses, although they were targeted to transition related care. They were
written so broadly that they gave cover to any BIGOT Who wanted to say, nope, sorry, I can't treat your
sore throat. Nope, sorry, I can't sit your broken leg. Hmm. That's a transsexual leg.
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jgreen: can touch it.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, I'm not a specialized enough. Right.
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jgreen: So that had to be changed.
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jgreen: And as I gradually met more trans people in the late 1980s.
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jgreen: I realized, hey, these are all good ordinary people who are living with shame and fear. And I'm
like, that is wrong.
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jgreen: What am I going to do, what am I going to do about it because and I'm
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jgreen: I decided at the when Lou Sullivan died.
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jgreen: He had asked me a week before he died to take over his newsletter. Right. And in the newsletter.
Nobody published their whole name.
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jgreen: Everybody went by just an initial and last name or just to initials or their first name and last initial
right you know
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jgreen: But nobody. Everybody was really super worried about confidentiality. Mm hmm. And
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jgreen: You know, the locations of meetings were not
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jgreen: Publicly available right now I'm you had to know somebody and you had to be interviewed by
Lou before you could be given the, the location of a meeting.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, go ahead, sir. Okay. Right.
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jgreen: But, um,
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jgreen: But I, after I took over and got more exposed to more people and
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jgreen: When I say took over and you know that sounds
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jgreen: A lot more active than it was. I mean, I just now, I had this I had this in my house now, whereas
before it was somewhere out there and now it's in my house and I'm having to produce this thing and
I'm having to think about this, and I'm getting communication from all these people
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jgreen: You know, how do I manage all this and I'm thinking,
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jgreen: We have to be public.
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jgreen: We cannot be so closeted right we will never get our needs met. We will never make the world
safe for us to be different if nobody knows who we are.
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jgreen: Hmm. Nobody people don't understand us
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jgreen: Right, some point I published a little squib in the newsletter, saying, Okay, I'm going public.
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jgreen: I'm going to start doing
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jgreen: gender diversity trainings. I called it okay and
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jgreen: And I, because I think we need to let people know that we're out here.
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Evan Taylor: And that was the language you're using back then with gender diversity train us
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jgreen: Yeah, okay. That's what I wrote in the newsletter.
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jgreen: I'll have to go and look at the newsletter make absolutely sure. But that's, I think, pretty sure
that's what I wrote gender diversity training interesting is that it was going to be a gender diversity
consultant or something like that.
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Evan Taylor: Fascinating, because that's the language. We've come back around to now.
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jgreen: Yeah, nothing's nothing sacred
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Evan Taylor: Was the reaction of other folks in here.
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jgreen: People were the people called me up from all over the place. Don't do it.
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jgreen: Don't
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Evan Taylor: You're going to do is
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jgreen: You're going to expose us, they'll take away everything we have never survive.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: It's important that we stay hidden. Right. And I'm like, I'm sorry, I disagree with you. Yeah, I
really, I really think we have to
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jgreen: Step up a bit. And then, as you know, a couple years later when the term transgender was
coming up. A lot of people argued vehemently against the term. Nice. I said,
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jgreen: An emphasis on one person I know said you know that's going to erase transsexuals and we
won't be able to get our medical needs met.
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: I said, look, we're adults, we have those of us who have these needs have to speak up. Be
responsible take care of our needs.
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jgreen: Right, make sure that those things can get handled that a word isn't going to change that.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Mm hmm.
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So,
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jgreen: You know,
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Evan Taylor: I'm certainly thinking that Lou would have been very, very supportive of the idea of you
going public because he was so you know so out there himself in that way.
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jgreen: He was not very public at all.
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Evan Taylor: Huh.
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jgreen: He was very, very shy. He did some did some public speaking, which the last last year of his life.
He asked me to step in for him in some university classroom settings.
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jgreen: But, and he and he was outspoken in terms of his approach to the medical community trying to
educate them about the difference between
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jgreen: sexual orientation and gender identity. Right. Right. And that was, that was his significant
contribution, but he he totally supported the confidentiality. He totally
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jgreen: He wasn't all that out there. Okay.
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Evan Taylor: He
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jgreen: Wrote, he wrote a lot
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jgreen: Of a diary. He didn't share that with anybody.
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Evan Taylor: I'm the only thing I've seen of him that was, I was thinking about was this this interview that
he has with his psychiatrists, that was so
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jgreen: You know,
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Evan Taylor: It felt led me to me was most public at that time how the publicizing of that in any way was
just so radical
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jgreen: It wasn't publicized. It was just recorded
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Evan Taylor: Oh, yes.
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jgreen: It was not on TV or anything like that.
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Evan Taylor: Okay.
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jgreen: It was not a public thing.
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Evan Taylor: That was much later that that became
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Evan Taylor: Probably
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Evan Taylor: The internet and digital collections and things
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jgreen: Yes, it was circulated because there were several copies made and I recall. He himself sent me a
copy his copy because he said, I don't need this anymore. Yeah.
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jgreen: And yeah. And in fact, you know, Dallas Denny, and I wrote a Dallas Danny and Jason Cromwell,
and I did an article about about some research that we did about language that's used in in
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jgreen: trans community and the how the medical establishment kind of messes with us linguistically
and
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jgreen: We actually from our first our first discussion about it. Actually, it was at
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jgreen: In Vancouver in Vancouver, BC at the big meeting in 1997 and I presented on our on some work
that Dallas and I had done on bisexuality and and then I mentioned about the
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jgreen: The bad language.
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jgreen: And I recall. He was in the audience, and afterward he approached me and said, well, Dallas and I
were standing there talking and I represented the work as mine and Dallas and he approached us and
said, Well, what do you want us to call you.
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jgreen: And we were like, man.
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jgreen: You know, we're not going to speak for the entire community.
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: We'll get back to you. And we went out and did some research on it and and with this was pre
internet
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: So, I mean, Internet existed, but it wasn't widely used in the
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Evan Taylor: Mainstream yet.
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And
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jgreen: So we did some research and we had
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jgreen: A paper and then I presented that paper in 2001 at the big conference in Galveston, Texas, and
that paper.
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jgreen: transformed the language that doctors were using at the time he basically I was there with two
other two trans women who also had presentations on the language is language us and they put us all
together in an opening plenary session.
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jgreen: And at the end of it.
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jgreen: The three of us presented our little you know 15 minute abstracts of our work and what our
theories were and all the questions afterward came to me.
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jgreen: And I was, I was really kind of surprised about that, but I'm realizing, though, that it's it's the fact
that I'm a trained communicator. The fact that I've had so much experience.
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jgreen: You know,
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jgreen: Working with doctors right that um I think that they just related to the way that I was delivering
the message. It's not that our messages were that different. Right.
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jgreen: But then that was during the time when you had your overhead slides and they had pencils that
you could are these crayons, you could write on your slides and
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jgreen: Yeah overhead projector and stuff.
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Evan Taylor: And little weird wacky things
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jgreen: Yes. So throughout the entire conference for the next three or four days, however long the
conference was
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jgreen: Doctors would be presenting and they would have scratched out the quotation marks around
the pronouns are names and they are around the organs.
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jgreen: And they would change. They crossed out the names of things and and wrote over them. I mean
it was just, and they would stop themselves in the middle of their presentation and say, is genius in
here. Is it okay if I say this
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jgreen: I'm not kidding. It was was
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jgreen: It was phenomenally dramatic wow that that was boom. It's just shifted right there.
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Evan Taylor: And so what were the words they were using, what would they change them into
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jgreen: Well, I mean, they, they were instead of like, for me, they would call me female because
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Evan Taylor: Gotcha. Okay.
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jgreen: You know, so I was a woman who was living as a man not really a man and that and he if they've
used a pronoun would have would be in quotes.
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Evan Taylor: Gotcha.
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jgreen: And my name would be in quotes. Yeah, you know,
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Evan Taylor: I'm not sure.
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jgreen: If you know they're talking about a
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jgreen: Neo vagina, they would have vagina in quotes.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. I remember sort of around this time yet, you know, if you looked at journal
articles. It was so hard to tell who they were talking about right, it would say transsexual woman when
what they meant was a trans man.
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jgreen: Exactly.
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Evan Taylor: And then he was so hard to and I remember just looking at articles and having to
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Evan Taylor: Figure out, and then you know you learn who the doctor, the doctors were because then
you'd learn which doctors referred to people appropriately and which ones didn't um you know even
have to figure it out in the articles.
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Evan Taylor: And my
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Evan Taylor: Language is very fascinating to me very fascinating to me. It's the department that my PhD
was in was land to literacy. So I'm fascinated with how language has changed. Not necessarily.
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Evan Taylor: Know the language itself, but the what we think and believe around it and how it culturally
it shifts are just things culturally
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Evan Taylor: What the conversations that I'm asking folks about right now is the some of the very older
words. So, you know,
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Evan Taylor: A transsexual was, you know, you know that one of these still like a newer term at some
point. But before there was like transit or training or some of these these older words and do remember
those words being used in community.
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jgreen: trannies used occasionally, you know, sort of like dyke.
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jgreen: Trans definitely existed in the 70s.
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jgreen: Stephen widdle wrote a paper or wrote a big thing about how he invented it in the 90s and I had
to write to him and say, I'm sorry, Stephen. If you go to the
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jgreen: Gay and Lesbian history. Historical Society in San Francisco and look at the street newspapers
that were circulated in the Tenderloin and and the pole district. Now you can find trans all over the
place. Right. Yes. Yes. You didn't make it up and
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Evan Taylor: That we're referring to, like, a specific fact like hacking of the of the trans community.
Where was it
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jgreen: Was it, but I think in those days it was really about people who cross dressed. It was probably
about sex workers in many contexts, but
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jgreen: In that those particular neighborhoods, but also it was about people who crust rest and we're
sort of in the in between.
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Evan Taylor: He said,
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jgreen: cross dressing may not have been, you know, like traditional cross dressing you know where you
know
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jgreen: You're, you're a guy and you're going to dress up to look like your mother right you know
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Evan Taylor: But it could have also been like people who are doing drag or whatever as well that time.
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Evan Taylor: And so what's the word. So I'm just a clarification or we were talking about the word trans.
It was it was trans us differently than trendy or trans II.
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jgreen: Yes, trans. He was more
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jgreen: A little bit more derogatory tranny was definitely derogatory trannies very popular tournament
Australia.
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jgreen: He was like the term in the community to
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jgreen: It was not thought of as a derogatory term at all.
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Right.
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jgreen: In the like in the 90s 80s and 90s, but I'm
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jgreen: 20 was pretty was training and translate pretty and like tranny transit he, she, it.
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jgreen: Know, pretty much the same kind of bad language.
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jgreen: But like
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jgreen: Like lesbians could call it call each other dikes but if somebody else called him a dyke, they were
in trouble right you know trans people would call themselves transit your tranny but if somebody else
said it. That was not good. Gotcha.
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Gotcha.
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Evan Taylor: And what about what are some of the other sort of changes that you've seen in terms of
how we how we refer to each other because you're, you know, you've seen this language actually unfold
itself over the years.
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jgreen: Unfolding threefold.
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Evan Taylor: Interesting. Tell me more about that. That's a, that's an interesting observation.
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jgreen: Well, I think it's just it we don't have control over language, you know, and things come and go,
then you know somebody something catches on at one point and fades and then somebody uses it
again and somebody else likes it, and boom, it catches on, you know, it's, there's no
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jgreen: There's no rhyme or reason. Exactly. I, you know, as somebody who's
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jgreen: I write for two reasons. One is to be evocative to move people and one and the other is to
educate, to inform. Mm hmm. And so in both styles of communication.
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jgreen: You use words differently. But you have to be clear.
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jgreen: And so that's in either in either
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jgreen: Realm. And so, clarity is the thing that matters to me. I don't like to be cavalier with language in
the context of
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jgreen: Where I might be educating someone or you never know where you might be educating
someone
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jgreen: Or only with your, with your closest friends, can you be completely free.
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jgreen: And and they might call you on it if they don't understand something, you're saying right but
strangers won't call you on it. They'll just take what you said and they'll use it the way they want to. Mm
hmm.
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jgreen: And I think that's something that a lot of people don't realize when especially when we think of
education being well I'll just go out and tell my story and that will educate people write your story is not
educational unless you give it context.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. If
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jgreen: Without context that connects to the life of the audience that every single person in the
audience, they won't get it.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: They'll take something
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jgreen: But it won't necessarily be what you intended right
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Evan Taylor: That's something that was so different when becoming invisible man came out and that's
what was so different about that than a lot of the other books that were around at that a lot of the
other books. I mean, there was what like 10
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jgreen: Or less. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: But like a lot of the other books that were coming out that were sort of memoirs in this in
this way, and we're very
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Evan Taylor: Autobiographical but they didn't. What I found different about your book at the time. And I
think that's also because I was
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Evan Taylor: I was in university is it was a young sort of college student and and what was so different,
was that there was a context to it. There was, um,
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Evan Taylor: It wasn't just here's. It wasn't just here's my here's my personal history. Here's my life story.
It was here is my life decision making.
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Evan Taylor: In the context of, you know, a theoretical way that we can actually look at the world. Here's
my worldview here's, you know, the politics that I've been involved in. Here's the cultural context and
and you gave all of that sort of
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Evan Taylor: You know what I what I that time recognized as an academic context, you know, I think it
was so much more than that. But a, you know,
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Evan Taylor: At least there was that, and I think that was so different, because at the time.
576
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Evan Taylor: You know, people were just just literally writing, you know, it was like your personal
journey because take your personal journal and go and publish it and just cuz he were trans people think
that was groundbreaking
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Evan Taylor: Right, but your book, there was. It was there was more meat to and I don't know what it
was, and I think
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Evan Taylor: Is this what you're saying right now that that good communication requires good context
and clarity around that. Yep. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that I really, I really remember that that book for me
shifted something culturally because
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Evan Taylor: You know, it changed the idea of being trans from
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Evan Taylor: You know, I wasn't quite familiar with Aaron divorce work yet or anything like that. But, um,
it's for me it's shifted the conversation around transmits from look at these neat weirdos.
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Evan Taylor: You know, it's very interesting. And, you know, yeah.
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jgreen: Of course,
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Evan Taylor: It's still going on.
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Evan Taylor: Yes, but it shifted the conversation away from that and it for the first time I think made
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Evan Taylor: At least for for trans masculine folks and it made us an interesting subject of study.
586
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Evan Taylor: You know that I could be like, Oh, well, we could we could you know we're an interesting
bunch of people like you know let's let's let's do some work on that. Let's understand this phenomenon.
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Evan Taylor: And and and i think that that was there was a shift those trying to happen in the late 2000s
around that, you know, with Aaron divorce gender blending book things. There was some shifts
happening.
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Evan Taylor: But you for me in that book made it accessible to the average person who actually wanted
to understand more not just a fun story, but we wanted to get something and be interested in it. I think
it stimulated that conversation.
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jgreen: Thank you. Thank you. That is what I wanted to do.
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Hmm.
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Evan Taylor: Well, you certainly, certainly did. And I told her in the story as well. But I remember going,
you know, to the very depths of the university library like way down in the basement way down the back
over in the corner. And there was this one shelf.
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Evan Taylor: And on the shelf was Cromwell's book on the show like there's, you know, there's just a
few. And I remember that shelf. And so I think in doing these conversations what so
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Evan Taylor: You know, we talked with the intergenerational aspect of it, but as much as there's
definitely intergenerational trauma that happened for trans folks doing this historical work, I think, is
part of the intergenerational healing that we can do.
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Evan Taylor: Where you you know there was what like no money in green or something. There wasn't a
the books that were around for you. We're not you know you're not as helpful as perhaps you would
want them to be.
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Evan Taylor: Right. And then for me there was a shelf. And now what we are creating for the next
generation that's coming behind me is an entire archive.
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Evan Taylor: Yep people's lives and histories
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jgreen: Yep. I agree.
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Evan Taylor: It's i mean it's it's it's it's groundbreaking in that, in that sense that we're able to have
conversations across three and four generations.
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jgreen: Yeah, it's fantastic. I really, really like it.
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jgreen: So,
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jgreen: Sister get back to the the activism thing. And I'm not say that not to be dismissive of this I I really,
really appreciate what you said about my work, because that's exactly what I wanted to accomplish and
and I'm really proud to have been able to
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jgreen: To reach some people
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jgreen: But I'm
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jgreen: Just say back in 1992 so I started doing educational talks and this is again about context, right.
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jgreen: I started doing some of the talks that Lou was too ill to go to. And then I kept after he died. I got
called more and more, but I used they used to do these panels and they they they have a gay man and
and lesbian and across dresser and a transsexual or they you know it's whatever they
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jgreen: Did
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jgreen: And so I would go and be the transsexual or the male, the female to male transsexual if they had
that kind of array right but um
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jgreen: Yeah, after a while, and sometimes I would speak last frequently, I would speak last in the in the
row and
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jgreen: You know, people would would say, well hey guy, you know, by that time they'd be comfortable
with the audience would be comfortable with us. And they'd say, So how come you're not wearing a
dress today. And I'd say, Well, I don't do that anymore.
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jgreen: We mean
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Evan Taylor: Maybe purposely I don't do that anymore. Yeah.
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jgreen: Right. So, and that was always a shock to people had this idea that trans people were always
men and dresses. Right. Yeah, always and that you know female to male people simply didn't exist. And
then, oh, if they do well, of course, women want to be men because
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Evan Taylor: Of course, who wouldn't want
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jgreen: To. So, you know, you're, you're not interesting.
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: I understand you. Yeah, of course. Right. So that was, that was a tough one but it as it happened.
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jgreen: The same professors would call me back semester after semester. And after a while, it didn't
actually was probably a year or two. So, two or three lectures and they stopped inviting the panels and
they would just invite me
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jgreen: Hmm, because I was able to give a context, right, I was able to provide some history. I was able
to provide some social
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jgreen: Content commentary. Right. I was able to put things in context for people
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jgreen: And talk about more than just myself right yeah that's made that made me an interesting
speaker.
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jgreen: Now, people were also interesting speakers for many other good reasons. You know, they were
funny or they were angry and people
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jgreen: caught on to that emotion and they like that and thought that they were powerful. So whatever
that it you know there's lots of ways to be an interesting speaker, but that was, that was my little hook.
Mm hmm. In those times.
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jgreen: And then to move into the activists, so I was strictly doing education right and then I was invited
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jgreen: Out of doing this education to speak to the San Francisco. Human Rights Commission.
625
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jgreen: To their they had a community based board called the
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jgreen: gay, lesbian, bisexual, HIV advisory committee so GL be HIV advisory committee to the Human
Rights Commission right
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jgreen: And so there was a staff person from the Human Rights Commission who convened a monthly
meeting of this committee and I was asked to come and educate this committee about why they should
have trans trans people should be included.
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jgreen: And it took two years.
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jgreen: To convince two years of monthly meetings to convince this body of community members that
trans people had a place
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jgreen: And trans people deserve human rights and considerations that was so finally in 1994 we got
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jgreen: To hold a public hearing in the supervisors chambers and invite witnesses to testify about how
they were discriminated against because of their transgender status and then
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jgreen: And I helped to organize that and get the get the people to come and testify and then
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jgreen: And I wasn't the only one involved. And I was, I was
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jgreen: There were several other there were several trans women who are also involved in educating
this committee and then in a few trans men would show up periodically. Yeah.
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jgreen: But, but I was probably the only one who was hundred percent consistent for all those years,
and
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jgreen: So anyway, we, we, they held the public hearing
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jgreen: In 1994 in May of 1994 and
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jgreen: And there was a there was recorded testimony and they get a transcription and they had asked
for bids from contractors to write the report of the committee that would be make come up with
findings and recommendations that the Human Rights Commission could adopt or reject.
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jgreen: And so I bid on that as a writer, you know, as a professional writer I bid on that contract and I
want it. There was a huge uproar from a lot of trans women.
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jgreen: That that
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jgreen: A white man was getting to write this report.
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Evan Taylor: And this isn't the mid 90s.
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jgreen: Yep. Okay. Yep. And so the Human Rights Commission people had to remind them that I was also
a member of the subject class. Hmm. I mean, constantly people would
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jgreen: Not recognize my trans ness. Right. And that was
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jgreen: It was sometimes it's useful and other times it's really damaging. Mm hmm. But anyway, I wrote
the report, it was accepted by the Human Rights Commission, it's still available on the Human Rights
Commission website.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: And it actually the findings and recommendations are remarkably appropriate even today that
describe what are the problems that trans people experience and what can be done about it from a
municipal standpoint. Right. And the first recommendation was that
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jgreen: That we should have a non discrimination ordinance and so that the Human Rights Commission
could investigate any complaints and
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jgreen: Help to resolve issues because that was one of the big problems right yeah you know trans
people would come and complain and they would say, well, we can't. There's nothing we can do. There's
nothing in the law that gives us any authority because
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jgreen: Anything for you because
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jgreen: We don't understand you anyway.
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jgreen: So,
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jgreen: So anyway, that so then they asked me to go and sit down with a city attorney and draft the
ordinance because they wanted to be sure the language was correct, because I did not want anything in
there about transgender a transsexual
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jgreen: I wanted it to say, gender identity or expression right that because those are universal
characteristics that everyone has and no one should be discriminated against, as a result of their gender
identity or expression.
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Evan Taylor: language we use up here in Canada and our human rights laws so
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jgreen: Right, it came
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Evan Taylor: From now.
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Yep.
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jgreen: So that passed at the end of 1994 and then we went into effect 30 days later in January of 95
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jgreen: But as soon as it passed, and this was like completely out of the blue. I had no idea. I was going
to say this, but I had been thinking
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jgreen: About how to handle these insurance exclusions and the fact that people were cut off from
medical care and paid into their insurance plans, but then couldn't get any benefits from it, etc, etc.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: I'm and I had fought with my own company. I was no longer working there.
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jgreen: In 1994 but
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jgreen: But the company Sun Microsystems, where I worked when I transitioned. I had fought with them
about some of some of their coverage stuff and
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jgreen: I didn't win. But, you know, it gave me more food for thought around the issue, right. So this
soon as the, the non discrimination ordinance passed, I turned to the Human Rights Commission, guys.
And I said, guess what, now you're in violation of your equal benefits ordinance.
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jgreen: E, the equal benefits ordinance was their flagship legislation that moved to domestic partner
benefits across the entire United States. Okay.
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jgreen: Back in the 80s was a huge, huge deal. And they were extremely proud of it. And they had a
room full of attorneys examining contracts with with vendors who were trying to do business with the
city to make sure that they had
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jgreen: Equal benefits.
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Evan Taylor: Page.
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jgreen: For gay and lesbian people and
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jgreen: You know, so I said, now you're in violation of this they went, what
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jgreen: What, what do you mean. And I said, well, and having never read any of their insurance policies.
I said, likely your insurance policies that you offer to your transgender employees all have exclusions
that prevent them from actually accessing the health care that they need and
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jgreen: They went, oh my God, wow.
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jgreen: And you don't
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Evan Taylor: Need to go and read it at that point, you know. Yeah, everybody knew at that point that at
least that our community. We all knew that nothing was covered
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Evan Taylor: Right, right.
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Evan Taylor: Right, I don't need to go read it. I'll just tell you it's there.
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jgreen: Yeah, so
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jgreen: You know, the big sort of flipped out about it. But then I also said, look,
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jgreen: You now have well no, this I'm getting mixed up strike that so I said that at that time 1995 1994
rather end of 94 and
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jgreen: They kind of flipped out and then a few years went by, actually, at least two years went by and
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jgreen: I think it was two years, maybe it wasn't even quite that long. Anyway, a couple of guys from the
FEMA group by that i i was still leading
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jgreen: Who lived in the city because I didn't live in San Francisco. So I wasn't always engaged with stuff
all the time, but they went to some meeting and they had a big protest about it about insurance and got
really angry about access to health care and stuff like that.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: At that moment,
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jgreen: Somebody went to the reporter WENT TO THE MAYOR'S OFFICE AND THE MAYOR'S OFFICE
started referring press calls to me.
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jgreen: To my home.
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Evan Taylor: Your home number, even my
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Home.
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jgreen: And you know what's this about you know these demands that San Francisco provide health
insurance benefits. And I'm like, Well, I don't know anything about it. But so, but I jumped on it.
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jgreen: And we
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jgreen: We started meeting with the with the
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jgreen: The system health system service board, which is an appointed board of leaders in the
community. There's somebody from the fire department somebody from the police department.
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jgreen: Somebody the city Treasurer someone from another person from the Board of Supervisors a
medical doctor that's appointed by the mayor, these people
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jgreen: Do you determine what are the benefits going to be that go into the health insurance plans and
we met with them for years.
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jgreen: monthly basis for years. And a lot of times you know they they put this on the agenda we gather
doctors and therapists and stuff to come in as witnesses testify
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jgreen: They and they we'd all be there and then they'd say, Oh, we're gonna have to table this item,
sorry, we can't. We don't have time for that. Right.
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jgreen: They were trying to get us to go away night and I was not going away. He so it took it took until
the year 2000 for us to get
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jgreen: Benefits in place into in one of the plans that they offered, but the the thing was I had a theory
and the theory was that there should be no cost associated with transgender care.
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jgreen: Because
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jgreen: There's very small number of people are actually going to use it right relative to the large pool of
insured.
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jgreen: But Aidan to me dawned on me many years prior that as an individual, I could beat my head
against the insurance company wall forever and not accomplish much
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jgreen: To make real systemic change the employers are the consumers of insurance policies right
they're the ones who make the contract. He they are the ones who have the power. You're the ones
who are paying
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jgreen: Paying the bills. That's right.
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jgreen: They're the ones who are paying the bills.
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jgreen: They're the ones who have the leverage to get the insurance companies to do something
different.
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jgreen: He so I said, you know, my theory was there should be no cost associated with this, the numbers
are small utilization will be low and
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jgreen: They basically every procedure every treatment or procedure that they are restricting from trans
people are already offered and covered for trans people. Right. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: It for for whatever other health conditions that they might, whether it's breast cancer
reconstruction and all that stuff. Yep. Yeah.
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jgreen: So that was my position and I was going to stick with it.
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jgreen: And I pushed and pushed and pushed. And finally, we got something through but and that wasn't
exactly what I wanted. Because they put in the $75,000 cap.
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jgreen: One, which I thought was useless and stupid, but it was they were just trying to look as if they're
being fiscally responsible
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: Yeah, and but what they're doing is harming people but it's and finally they got rid of that that
stuff. But it took many years.
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jgreen: But then I there was a guy who
717
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jgreen: Who I knew a gay man who had developed what he called the equality index.
718
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jgreen: And it was a he was into shareholder activism and he developed this equality index and he
wanted to get companies to be rated on how good they were around equality issues and he sold that
instrument to the Human Rights Campaign.
719
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jgreen: And then in 2000 or 2001. I'm not sure exactly when they sold it, but
720
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jgreen: The first edition of the corporate equality index came out in 2002 okay but he sold it to them
with the condition that they always include transgender rights.
721
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jgreen: And transgender issues at the time they were not
722
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jgreen: very adept at that trans issues at all.
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jgreen: So the corporate equality index is administered by the workplace project, which is part of the
foundation so it's part of the nonprofit educational arm. It's not part of the lobbying arm great and
724
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jgreen: I was invited to join the Business Council.
725
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jgreen: Which is a board level position without a giver. Get that was filled with
726
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jgreen: This board was filled with gay and lesbian people who were
727
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jgreen: usually fairly highly placed in in major corporations around the country and they advised the
workplace project on the development of the corporate equality index.
728
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jgreen: And the measures that and how to do education around it and blah, blah, blah. So I was invited
to join the Business Council, and so was a trans woman named Donna rose. Okay, who was at the time it
was working for Dell in Texas.
729
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: And so the two of us. BASICALLY CARRIED THE TRANS flag for the workplace project and using
the corporate equality index, we got
731
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jgreen: By 2012 or 13 more than two thirds of all the fortune 500 corporations were offering trans
inclusive care.
732
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jgreen: Wow, and
733
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jgreen: I'm in. I met up at a, at a, at a Govt health conference. I've met up with a guy named Andre
Wilson, who
734
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jgreen: Knows new newly in transition guy who was a union organizer and he and I became friends
because I could see he had
735
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jgreen: Skills that I didn't have and that together we would be able to drive this insurance thing even
farther. Yeah. And so he and I from
736
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jgreen: On he and I developed all of the education stuff that HR see used to devote to train corporations
and corporate benefits managers.
737
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jgreen: To ask for this coverage to make sure that this coverage was equitably distributed to convince
executives that the coverage was necessary, you know, all, all this stuff. We just did a ton of work with
them.
738
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: Yeah.
740
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jgreen: That was
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jgreen: Then in 2014
742
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jgreen: This Center for Medicare and Medicaid Services lifted the exclusion.
743
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jgreen: On transsexual surgery.
744
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jgreen: Which they had had in place since the early 80s.
745
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Evan Taylor: Wow.
746
01:23:34.230 --> 01:23:47.520
jgreen: And I know for a fact. And people say, oh, and then other insurance followed after CMS did this.
Well, that's not true insurance was already doing it, that's what gave CMS, the courage to do it.
747
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Right.
748
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Evan Taylor: The the the motivation, if you will. Right.
749
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jgreen: So doctors believe that because CMS opened it up that that this is that insurance is now more
widely available right
750
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Evan Taylor: But it happening. Other way around
751
01:24:05.280 --> 01:24:06.090
jgreen: The other way around.
752
01:24:06.510 --> 01:24:14.730
Evan Taylor: Yeah i mean it's it's it's so interesting that, you know, in that way, you're able to sort of
leverage the corporate
753
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Evan Taylor: You know, the, the need for the need for capitalism to continue to just sustain itself, you're
able to hook into that and harness the in a way of saying this is actually not just this isn't a socially
responsible thing. This is financially responsible
754
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jgreen: That's right. Yeah. You've made an investment in your employees you hired them for a reason
you're contributing something to your bottom line.
755
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jgreen: You want to make sure your employees are healthy. You want to make sure your employees are
getting along, you want to deal with all these things. So hey, you have to do this.
756
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, that's, that's a brilliant. It's a brilliant strategy in that way to do to be basically it's, you
know, to use the system against itself.
757
01:24:55.890 --> 01:24:57.330
Right, yeah.
758
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jgreen: Yes, so
759
01:25:01.440 --> 01:25:03.690
jgreen: There's another aspect to this that
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So I was just thinking of it. Let me think.
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jgreen: It'll come back to me. Sorry.
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Evan Taylor: No worries. I was wondering about it, where this connected with your work with w path
because you were around in Delhi path all through this time that you're describing here.
763
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jgreen: Well I the first my first W path meeting was the one in the hip big meeting in Vancouver in 97.
Okay. And while I was there.
764
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jgreen: There was a revolt.
765
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jgreen: At the meeting and trans people demanded to get pounded on the doors and demanded to get
in and listen to the discussion of the forthcoming fifth version of the standards of care, right, and there
was literally nothing in the standards. Well,
766
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jgreen: Tiniest mention of breasts. But other than that, nothing that had to do with trans man.
767
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jgreen: Right and
768
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jgreen: You know, everything was was geared toward trans women. And so some guys
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jgreen: Basically said, look, we need more of this and Stephen Levine, who was the head of that the
standards committee at that point stood right there on the stage in front of hundreds of people and
pointed at me and said, all right, I'm going to make you an advisor.
770
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jgreen: To the standards and you know you can let us know what we should change.
771
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jgreen: And I'm just like, Oh, fuck.
772
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jgreen: You gave me one week to review the standards document and get him back a
773
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jgreen: Recommendations. So I went through it with a fine tooth comb. I actually stayed up 24 hours
doing it made myself ill.
774
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jgreen: sent it off to all the guys I knew who were at the meeting right and asked for their and guys I
knew who cared.
775
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jgreen: And who were logical and smart and asked for their feedback and asked for their just make sure I
didn't miss anything. And they all came back and said, This is great.
776
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jgreen: And some people said, Oh, you should have this, this, and this, but I did have that I know. But it
was very, very fast turnaround.
777
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jgreen: And then, and when I sent it in. I sent it with all our names on it, not just me all our names. So
what happens the damn they take the only corrections that I offer that they actually accepted were
punctuation.
778
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jgreen: They took literally nothing that I suggested.
779
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jgreen: And Dallas Danny was also an advisor from the MIT male to female perspective, right. So our
names are listed in this version five when it was published in 98 as as advisors to the committee and
literally
780
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jgreen: I don't know what they if they suggest if they took any of Dallas suggestions. But they took.
Literally none of mine. Nothing substantive
781
01:28:15.270 --> 01:28:22.290
jgreen: In 9091, I think it was
782
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jgreen: Was it 91 when the meeting was in London. Okay, and Aaron devor was on the on the standards
had been appointed Standards Committee, right, and also
783
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jgreen: And Lawrence was on the committee.
784
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jgreen: And they came to me and asked, I was not allowed to be on the committee I was not allowed on
first I have to go back and say back to 97
785
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jgreen: While I was at that meeting several people who are on the board.
786
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jgreen: took me out to dinner and said, You have to join the association, right, we really need you.
787
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jgreen: And I'm like really
788
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jgreen: And they said, well, but you can't join as a full member because you're not a doctor so
789
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jgreen: You have to join as a supporting Member, but you can at least come to the meetings and blah,
blah, blah, blah. And I'm like, So, what's the price difference right there supporting Member and they
say, oh, it's the same price. And I'm like, Why should I pay the same price for fewer benefits of
790
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jgreen: Membership
791
01:29:29.790 --> 01:29:34.020
jgreen: Come on. So, but I joined. Anyway, as a supporting Member.
792
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jgreen: And I happen to know that for the next
793
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jgreen: Four years.
794
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jgreen: The board argued about whether or not I could be a full member
795
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jgreen: And I know it because one of the board members sent me copies of the email exchanges.
796
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I'm
797
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jgreen: In which I was. It was labeled is
798
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jgreen: An activist who had entirely too much power.
799
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Evan Taylor: Interesting. Yeah, it goes back, back, back, back, that that the dismissive use of that word
again.
800
01:30:15.810 --> 01:30:16.170
jgreen: Yep.
801
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Yep.
802
01:30:18.810 --> 01:30:31.680
jgreen: And so, but all of a sudden in 2002 after that whole thing with in 2001 at Galveston right with
the language change in 2002 out of the blue, I get a letter from the
803
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jgreen: The membership committee chair, who happened to that time to be Walter boxing right who
said, congratulations. You are now a full member and you can vote in the next election and, you know,
804
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Evan Taylor: So is this the sort of thing that the all the protesters in Vancouver were were upset about
was that they weren't able to access this inner circle love of clinicians
805
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jgreen: Yes. The meeting was expensive so they all got in without having to pay. I paid I paid even
though I wasn't even a member I paid
806
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Evan Taylor: Right.
807
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jgreen: To attend the meeting. I was a presenter and I still paid you know i mean there's everybody pays.
So I'm, you know, I wanted to pay my way. And so, but all these guys got Ian because they found it on
the door and which you know is great. I mean, it has to be done.
808
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jgreen: That and
809
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Evan Taylor: Sort of the voice of the voice of reason. But I think that you were the person who was able
to
810
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Evan Taylor: Take the know that that that that movement. They were trying to make by literally just
getting the door open. You were then able to say, well, that's, you know, since we're opening the door.
How about we really opened the door like lead us into the before members, I
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jgreen: I didn't say that, um,
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jgreen: I didn't say that, but I did question what why they have to why they wanted to be so exclusive
813
01:32:00.510 --> 01:32:02.070
Evan Taylor: What was it for you that motivated you then.
814
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jgreen: Because I believed that we needed more doctors on our side.
815
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jgreen: We needed people to understand us better to meet our needs better
816
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: To be more responsive to us and to speak up for us in contexts where we couldn't speak for
ourselves. Mm hmm. He
818
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jgreen: And so
819
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jgreen: That's why I wanted to get involved.
820
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jgreen: And then in into so in 2003 they had an election for board and
821
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jgreen: A friend, it's a
822
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jgreen: Therapist in New York City.
823
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jgreen: called me up and said, If I nominate you for the board. Will you accept a nomination. And I said,
824
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Ah,
825
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jgreen: I'm just starting my PhD program. I won't, I won't have time to be on a board.
826
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jgreen: And she said, all the board doesn't do much anyway it all. They only meet once a year. It's like,
it's not a big deal. It's just something nice on your resume. She goes, I know you want to be president of
this organization someday.
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jgreen: It would just be good to get your name out there on the ballot. Nobody ever wins the first time
they're on the ballot anyway.
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jgreen: Get your name on the ballot get with your little statement about what your vision is for the
organization. It'll people will get to know you. And then when you're ready to run for president, you can.
I know. Okay, I'll do it. Well, I got elected.
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jgreen: It's true.
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Evan Taylor: I was not planning on this.
831
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jgreen: Right, I did. I got elected in 2003 to the board and for the first four year term.
832
01:33:52.350 --> 01:33:54.510
jgreen: They hardly spoke to me.
833
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jgreen: The other board members. I mean, it was sometimes in that we only did have one meeting.
834
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jgreen: A year.
835
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jgreen: And actually, at that in that those days. I think we only in the first for the first couple of years, we
only had a meeting every two years.
836
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jgreen: 2006 they started having meetings board meetings in the off years okay but
837
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jgreen: Maybe it was 2005 anyway for the first two years there was only one meeting a year and in the
first couple of meetings, I was in people, you know, slide start to speak, they would just they look at me
and then they turn away. I mean, it was, it was downright rude.
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Evan Taylor: Wow.
839
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jgreen: That was
840
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jgreen: The animosity. Yeah, it was like, I don't know if we can listen to you. You're not if you're not a
professional. You're not a physician, right.
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jgreen: So,
842
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Evan Taylor: And when did that start to shift. I mean, did you ever feel like there was a moment that that
that that changed or was it always like that.
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jgreen: Yeah, it started to shift in 2005 2006 I'm Stephen whittle got elected president in 2007 right well
he was actually elected, he became president in 2007 so he was elected in 2005 and then he's president
elect for two years. So he's he's there and I'm
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jgreen: Also, so he was the first trans person to be president of W path. I'm the second trans person to
be president of w, okay, um,
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jgreen: And it was that was it. One of our year meetings, I think in 2006 pretty sure it was 2006 at
846
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jgreen: Even had his chair.
847
01:35:48.870 --> 01:35:49.290
jgreen: Okay.
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Evan Taylor: Oh yeah, you're cutting out there a little bit in frozen.
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Let me just
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Know,
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Evan Taylor: Pause this for a second.
Aaron replacement
Interview Summary – Trans Activism Oral History
Summary:
After introductions, Jamison begins by talking about a play called “I am my own wife” based on the life of
Charlotte von Mahlsdorf, whom he met briefly in person. The interview begins with demographic information and
Jamison shares that he has a lifelong allergy to peanuts that has not only been traumatic, but has shaped his
activism in the sense that he had to learn at an early age how to advocate for himself and his health with
authorities in his life - particularly those who didn’t take him seriously. He recounts an incident as a child where he
ate a piece of cake after an adult pressured him to. He also recounts a story from 1973 of calling out one of his
doctors about his terrible bedside manner and that the doctor completely changed his approach.
He was with the same partner for 14 years who became the mother to his children, but the relationship didn’t work
out after he began transition and she didn’t understand it. She passed away of breast cancer in 2008, but before
she did, she reached out to Jamison to let him know that, after her own mastectomy, she had come to understand
his feelings of gender dysphoria. He talks about sexuality, and the evolution of his identity; he and his wife are
monogamous, but they are both bisexual, and queer, and that is important to them.
Politically, he objects to the 501 c three nonprofit model of community leadership and their organizing strategies.
He also discusses the problematics of the discourses used to identify trans people and the confusions between
political strategies and identities. Jamison talks about his own techniques of what he calls “social engineering”. He
talks about working in construction and growing his hair out as a woman, and how that encouraged his male
colleagues to also push with the company to be allowed to grow their hair long, and he also ensured that the
company called him by his first name, not last. He talks about organizing in the Obama years and how he began
to be more comfortable with the label of activist as activists were invited to the decision-making tables.
A week before he died, Lou Sullivan asked him to take over his newsletter. At the time, no one published their
whole names in the newsletter, just initials, but Jamison felt that visibility was a key to changing the political
landscape and started using his whole name and doing gender diversity trainings. There was a lot of pushback
from community members who felt their survival was connected to being hidden.
He recalls a training that he did with doctors at the Vancouver 1997 conference where the doctors all changed
their language for the rest of the conference and it was an immediate shift in how medical providers talked to and
about their trans patients. He also recalls different words used over time to describe trans people and specifically
recalls the use of the words trans and tranny in earlier years.
He describes doing many talks and lectures in the 90s and joining a community advisory board to the Human
Right Commission where it took 2 years of meetings to have trans rights included. In this same period, he also
pursued complaints with his employers about the health insurance coverage for trans people. The mayor started
referring calls about insurance to his home, so he started meeting with the city’s leadership board about coverage
in the health insurance plans. Finally, in 2000, this coverage was in place. His priority in these negotiations was
that trans people shouldn’t have to pay anything out of pocket for health care.
He was then invited to join the Business Council, which is a board level position, and along with Donna Rose,
used the Corporate Equality Index to increase the coverage for trans health to about ⅔ of all Fortune 500
companies. Andre Wilson and Jamison developed all of the education stuff that HRC used to devote to train
corporations and corporate benefits managers.
Interviewee name: Jamison Green
Interviewer: Evan Taylor
Date of Interview: February 28, 2020
Jamison remembers being appointed as an advisor in 1997 to the standards of care and consulting with other
trans men about the contents. However, none of his suggestions were taken and used in the revised version
published. He was invited to joint the WPATH board, but there was some pushback from other members who felt
he was too much of an “activist”. He was elected to the board in 2003 for the first four year term - but the other
board members would barely speak to him and would turn away when he talked.
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Evan Taylor: Hello. Can you hear me and see me.
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jgreen: I can hear you and see you
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Evan Taylor: I can, I can see you, but I can't hear you.
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jgreen: Oh, hold on, let's see.
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jgreen: Well, let me try with my headset should be working without the headset, but
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Evan Taylor: There we go, there we go. Oh.
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Evan Taylor: There you go, that's working.
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Evan Taylor: Is that okay perfect
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jgreen: Okay, I won't put on the headset, then
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Evan Taylor: No need for that.
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Okay.
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jgreen: How are you
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Evan Taylor: Great. Now, sometimes the headsets as well. I'm just gonna say something last time, but it
actually worked itself out sometimes they can kind of bang against the color and it's a weird
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Evan Taylor: Sound with it. So if you can do it without the headset. It's actually usually a little bit more or
less distracting sounds
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Evan Taylor: Good. Awesome.
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jgreen: Got it.
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Evan Taylor: So let me just check double check. Everything's recording properly. Yes. So we're back on.
So good morning again. Nice. Nice.
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jgreen: Yes. Great to see you. This is fun.
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Evan Taylor: So I taken a look at sort of where where we were at last time. So hopefully we can just
seamlessly move right through into the next pieces. And so there's. There was one question I had for
you and that we left off at the end and who nominated you in 2003 and four, the board.
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Evan Taylor: Kit wrapping. Okay, you've mentioned, it was a friend from New York, but I didn't know
what so on.
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Evan Taylor: And so yes, where we were, as we were talking about those those first few years were you
know folks were perhaps not as receptive to having a trans person on the board as maybe would have
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jgreen: They started with a trans person on the board. They started with Jude patent rate and you know
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jgreen: And four years later when I reelected. He said the same thing. And I said the same thing.
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jgreen: Well, that, that may be a factor. I don't know. Really, honestly, you know, I never felt like I was
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jgreen: You know, I got I got people did say a lot of people did say nice things to me and they thought
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jgreen: I think, really, it was a matter of timing, I think, you know, there was enough ground swell of
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jgreen: You know, I was trying to take it proactive. Mm hmm. And so I think it wasn't so much about me
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jgreen: Right, right. But I don't think the organization would have been ready if I hadn't already been
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Evan Taylor: A few sort of you know that I've created from what you're telling me where I'm picturing
you just sort of sitting there and what it means to be a trans person trying to be part of a trans
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Evan Taylor: Sis folks and non trans folks, whatever, turning away from you when you're trying to speak
like it's it's literally the most invisible eyes and disappearing act you can do to turn away. And that's
supposed to be not just a safe space. It's supposed to be active proactive.
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Evan Taylor: And it's not just where you felt it need you needed to take it. Yep. Yeah, it's mostly. How
did that feel to you in that moment, I mean it's personal question. But what was that emotional
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jgreen: Around you know that there are people on that board. And there are people in the organization
who are wonderful, who were so supportive and who appreciate me very, very much. And it was a very
painful, painful process.
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Evan Taylor: And would you, what would you say that that's a conscious strategic way that you do that
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Evan Taylor: What are some other strategies that you learn sort of in a corporate world that you brought
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they didn't want strangers to be nominated for positions and to take to come in to just sort of appear in
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jgreen: Right. And, you know, as a manager myself when I was managing in corporate America I. One of
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jgreen: You have to, and you have to let people have autonomy autonomy and be able to exert their
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jgreen: I never assumed I had real authority and if TMI, other than to remind people about what our
goals were to remind people about the values that I thought we needed to preserve that Lou Sullivan
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service organization down the path is not a service organization. Right, right. W path is a professional
membership organization for you know that educates professionals. Mm hmm.
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people. Hmm. Right, not about controlling trans people, right, which is what people have always
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And they're one of the one of the famous ones was guiding john brown right who
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what trans people need and how trans people best can be treated. Right. But, you know, they shouldn't
be exploited and they shouldn't be objectified
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was a financial motivation on people's behalf or providing care in that theory air quoted way.
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what was, what did you envision, did you see that this was going to be the place you product to or was
that you know that that just sort of develop along the way.
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made that happen because it was not an organization that was doing that in the first public stance, we
took out beyond the standards of care and I also complained
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jgreen: These are not big issues, you know, people have people have problems than they didn't get hold
of me and I write a letter explaining what the standards mean. And I said, look, if you have to write a
letter to explain what the standards mean that means the standards need to be rewritten.
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going to pay for, I don't know the exact content of the conversation. So I'm just making this up as an
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who happened to be a trans man said, well, judges pay a lot more attention to the WPS standards of
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different way.
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knowledge was starting to shape how you were able to to to do this activism in a way that perhaps you
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technical medical communications stuff that I've been exposed to in corporate in corporate world and
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Evan Taylor: Wow, I didn't realize that you did you actually started your laundry, you know, 2030 years
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jgreen: And she came home from class one day and was just really angry and upset and you know she
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jgreen: And she had to rewrite this paper. And I said, well, let me see it. And she goes, oh, will you
understand it. And I said, Well, just let me see it. And so I read it over and they said, Okay, three things.
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jgreen: This your instructor does not like or know how to teach writing. Number two, she's trying to get
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jgreen: Is where you are losing your argument and you need to phrase this in a different way. You need
to you know and i and i explained that. And then number three, you will not learn this by rewriting this
paper now.
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jgreen: Hmm, I suggest you do is go back to class tomorrow and tell your instructor, you, you cannot
rewrite this paper.
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jgreen: That you understand she's trying to get you to understand this thing. What you're going to do is
analyze a different case right a different paper showing demonstrating that you can that you understand
what she's trying to tell you
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jgreen: If the instructor doesn't like that paper, then you'll go back and rewrite this paper.
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jgreen: Hmm. And she goes, I can't do that. I said, you have to because both of you need to learn how to
how writing works.
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jgreen: Um, and she did it. She went back to school the next day she did the whole thing. It was all
successful every, you know, the first the instructor was like why you know really angry, but she stood
her ground and it worked out. And everybody grew and learned and years later.
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jgreen: After she had graduated from law school they appointed, my friend, the head of this Summer
Institute program that they had which was they had a Summer Institute.
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jgreen: For women and minority students who had been conditionally admitted to law school. Gotcha.
They went through a two month long course they took civil procedure.
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jgreen: And when and what what I did was I sort of followed along
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jgreen: There, from what I did in this sort of blew everybody away the I only hold held one class. It was
the the opening class. Okay. And I explained
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jgreen: What my procedure was going to be and how I was going to work with everybody. And the first
assignment was I wanted them to write me 500 words.
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jgreen: On what they did for their summer vacation. Okay. And they were all angry. They said, We came
here to study law. We want to write about the law, blah, blah, blah. I said, that's nice. You'll have plenty
of time to do that, I want this assignment.
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Evan Taylor: But you need to raise about the law. So the writing comes first. Right.
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jgreen: So with that, and then when I then when I got there first papers on a case. I could
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And, you know, nobody told me to do this. I mean, this is completely intuitive.
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jgreen: And as a result, and I worked really closely with each student and basically help them understand
writing and improve their ability to communicate on paper with words about the law.
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jgreen: Right. It stayed a little bit ahead of them in each of their classes. And so the assignments that I
that I made had to do with the work that they were studying
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Evan Taylor: And so this is like I'm hearing this right now as a sort of a, what, what's the, what's the word
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Evan Taylor: Something when something bad is going to happen. You can tell like a like almost like a not
not not a premonition but just the
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Evan Taylor: Foreshadowing that's the word I'm looking for, I'm hearing this as a foreshadow into the
work that you eventually have to do to teach people how to write about medicine. Yep.
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Evan Taylor: And is that something that you were very conscious of at the time that you were having to
do that at w, pal.
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Evan Taylor: It's a it doesn't reflect a particular value for you in how it is that people write and
communicate
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jgreen: Well, I wanted to be a writer from the time I was like seven years old, because I knew that
writing had an emotional and physical effect on people. Right.
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jgreen: Gotcha. And as I as I grew up, I realized that language really is.
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jgreen: It's the medium of government. It's the medium of education. It's the medium of law and
medicine. I mean, it's particularly that medium of law.
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jgreen: And that it basically has a huge amount of control over us. Then how people write laws and how
people write regulations and give instructions.
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jgreen: In many cases, right, and creates lots and lots of problems.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Especially when you're dealing with a community that's so so marginalized.
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jgreen: Have an impact and maybe subtle, you know, I was never going to be, you know, never going to
be a movie star is there going to be a comedian. I was never going to be somebody who
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jgreen: You know, that was never going to be a political candidate. I was never going to stand up in front
of the room and export people to revolution.
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jgreen: But I could change the world.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Mm hmm. Definitely. And I mean it took somebody with the, you know, that,
that, that very that very old movie line. No, I have a very particular set of skills.
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Evan Taylor: And it took a very particular set of skills to be able to make change at that time. And
somebody very uniquely positioned to be able to take those skills. Yeah.
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jgreen: So like, you know, for instance, in the last was the last, the last board election.
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jgreen: Excuse me. I can't remember. I guess it was in the election to the board where I was.
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jgreen: I was moving off because my my term is past president was Andy right and
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jgreen: In Marci Bowers had been elected to to start her term on the board at that point when when I
dropped off. Not that there was that I mean that was the timing. That was the connection not. Yeah.
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jgreen: My seat or anything like that. But so Marci Bowers, and we we saw it ran into each other in some
other context.
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jgreen: And, you know, we've known each other for many years, and she's and she goes, I just can't wait
to get in there and on the board and I shake things up. I'm gonna do this, I'm going to do that. I said, you
know,
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jgreen: I can understand the I know people are frustrated. I know you know i know that you personally
Marcy have been abused in the context of W path meetings because when you presented some of your
surgical techniques, years ago, people yelled at you and you know i mean
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jgreen: Yeah yeah people. Yeah, people really aggressive. I mean, when people are presenting in science
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jgreen: They can be really aggressive with each other.
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jgreen: I disagree. I think that's a bad idea. Where are you know i mean real human that's not so
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Evan Taylor: So you're you're talking to in this context of saying I'm aware that all this has happened and
you're pretty
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jgreen: I'm aware of that. All this has happened and I know you want you want it. You know, you're
going to sit into it in a seat of power and you have a chance to retaliate, you know, think that's a good
idea.
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jgreen: Mm hmm. I, I know you can make a huge contribution. I know that you can make progress, you
know, make progressive change but I advise you to sit and listen for a while before you jumped in.
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jgreen: Great because you don't know who all is in the room. You don't know where they're coming
from. You don't know what their vulnerabilities are right.
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jgreen: And you don't know what's going to act activate them or make them reactive
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And until you learn those things, you won't be able to influence them.
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Evan Taylor: Right. And also she she'd been away for a while and you've been there knew that there
have been some changes already happening. So you're kind of encouraging her to come in and take a
look and just get the lay of the land first before you start shaking it up.
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jgreen: Exactly, yeah.
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Evan Taylor: Who were folks like did you have folks like that for you that offer to you that kind of
mentorship or taught you how to do activism in that way.
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Evan Taylor: Trans or otherwise. And, you know, some people might say their mother or whatever, right
but but were there folks that taught you, you know how to how to how to have that patients yourself.
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jgreen: And I think about my father and he and I used to argue all the time about politics and stuff.
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jgreen: Okay, but his you know his advice was you can't change City Hall. You can't fight City Hall, you
know, you can't, you know, you'll never have power.
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jgreen: You know, I would do it.
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jgreen: Well, you know, my mother did tell me when in arguing with my father, she said that old adage
you catch more flies with honey than you do with vinegar.
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jgreen: So that was one thing, of course, that made me mad when she told me that you
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jgreen: Are not going to just be nice, because he's being mean to me. That's crazy.
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Evan Taylor: But eventually this end up being your, you know, the way that you were able to get, you
know, get your way in and change the lines of buying being able to listen and combat back, you know, in
a way, they could hear it.
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jgreen: But I also, I also think a lot comes from my own physical experience in the world because I was
so
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jgreen: I was constantly having to figure out what are they thinking, what are they going to do. Are they
going to attack me, are they, you know what, you know, and I was attacked, you know, many times and I
was ridiculed and I was teased and
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jgreen: And I was threatened. Mm hmm. And so I was pretty aware of my space right wherever I went
any, you know, whenever I went any place in public.
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jgreen: And so, you know, when I walk into a corporation to go to work. You know, I was
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Evan Taylor: On guardedness you know that happens. I think for folks. So then when you walk in a room
and something I you know
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Evan Taylor: That that certainly nowadays people of color, talk about in certain in certain ways, but you
know as as as a white man that's not usually what someone's going to say to you, but
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Evan Taylor: You're very aware of what we call the scan. Right. You walk in a room and you do a quick
scan. Is there anyone else like me and here. Where's the threats like it's just this quick
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Evan Taylor: It's it's it's nanoseconds, but it's a quick scan. Am I the only one in the room has a family.
Yep. And that's a trauma response is, you know, really.
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jgreen: Yeah, well, and I've, I've had that that skill I have from my whole life.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. I mean, in some ways, I have to reflect back in somebody who's up a very
different, you know, generation who has benefited from all this work that you've done and the it's it's so
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Evan Taylor: Terrifying and some ways to hear that you had to do that. Scan so consciously in in in a
space like a big dollar W pathway, you know, whatever reincarnation. It wasn't the time
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Evan Taylor: That that you had to do that in that space is is actually terrifying, in some ways, you know,
to me, for my generation, and I can't you know I can't imagine feel it was just like, well, this is the only
way to survive. Right. It's the only way to make it through.
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jgreen: Well, it's a lot safer now.
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jgreen: Then I think I really played a big part in that.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, I think so. I mean, yours, yours is the name that comes up. As you know, this was this
was the president where that change shifted, you know, and I think it's so much about that that legal
writing and the the positions that you took
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jgreen: Well, also, you know, during my presidency, I actually instituted as as a I treated the organization
as a business because it's a 501 C three corporation right here's a business it's structured as a business
never ran it as a business.
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jgreen: Hmm, and as a result they never grew
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Evan Taylor: To the rumble bit more like a clock.
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jgreen: Yeah, they rent. Yeah, kind of. And they were, you know, to be perfectly honest, it from the
being beginning they were afraid to draw too much attention to themselves.
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jgreen: Um, because there was so much antipathy toward the fact that they were treating trans people,
or even talking to trans people.
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jgreen: That, that, you know, whenever people would publish articles in the professional journals, like
the surgery journals, in particular the subsequent issues would have letters to the editor from other
readers.
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jgreen: Chris criticizing the journal for publishing such trash. Right. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: It was it was Geraldo level trash.
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jgreen: So, you know, there was so there was in there, a lot of the professionals did not talk to their
peers outside of the organization.
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jgreen: Their professional peers did not know they were treating trans people.
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Evan Taylor: I'm wondering, so I remember something, he said to me last time we talked. I'm wondering
if there's a connection here where the work that you did.
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Evan Taylor: You know, just after Lou cells and died and where he said, you know, we need to start being
more visible I'm
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Evan Taylor: I'm going to come out to, like, I'm going to let people know I'm going to say this, I'm going
to be visible, you know, to use your word very literally.
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Evan Taylor: And then with what you did with w path where it say no, we need to be visible about this
work and we need to be out of it and I'm seeing this. Both of these have been very connected
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Evan Taylor: We're
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Evan Taylor: Much of your role was creating visibility and saying we shouldn't be hiding about this.
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jgreen: Right. That's right, contracts. And so within the community. I was doing education within the
community, not only about, you know, losing our fear overcoming our shame.
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jgreen: early 90s. Right. And yeah and and both within, within the trans women's community which I still
think has problems with trans men, um, you know, it was, it was much worse than it is now.
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Evan Taylor: Tell me more about what was it, what was going on, then that has changed now.
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jgreen: Well, there were there were a few people in any given thing like say like International
Foundation for gender education.
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jgreen: Big organization that drew that tried to draw people from local groups local support groups all
over the country and there were hundreds of them for trans women and almost nothing for
transmitted. Mm hmm.
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jgreen: Then at their annual meetings when people who come from all over the country to attend they,
you know, they would get up. Anybody, any speaker would get up on the stage and say, ladies.
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Evan Taylor: Ah,
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Evan Taylor: So if you're trans man that ruin me immediately here. It says, if you're not there. Exactly. Or
you're being completely nuts gender.
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Evan Taylor: Either way, exactly right.
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jgreen: And there were people always add. You know, they would always make comments about
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jgreen: You know you well they make comments about how handsome. We were and because they
wanted to hear how beautiful they were
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jgreen: Right. And that wasn't we didn't really have that
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jgreen: It wasn't a big deal. I mean, it was nice, but it wasn't a big deal. So I learned at that at those
conferences, how important it was to give people feedback about their appearance, which I had never
ever done in real in my life.
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jgreen: Context in my life and didn't expect it for myself.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: You know, so I had to train myself to do that in order to
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jgreen: In order to build relationship.
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And also,
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jgreen: Also, I was I trained myself very consciously never to look for at a person and think, Okay, this is
a cross dresser. What do they look like when they're dressed as a male
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jgreen: You know, or or that or that person dressed as a male could be a cross dresser. What are they
going to look like when they're dressed as a woman, or even, you know, or to to put make any kind of
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jgreen: cross gender interpretations
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jgreen: About anyone I just trained myself to blank it out.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Just
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jgreen: Don't go there.
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Evan Taylor: Huh. It's
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jgreen: Useless. It's not what these people are about. And it's not what I'm about. And it's not it's not
about what we look like
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. We
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Evan Taylor: Are. Yes, I remember going to me, recalling when you're talking about that, going to the
very you know for myself. The very first
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Evan Taylor: Wasn't gender Odyssey back then when it was when it was just the MDM conference. And I
remember going to go into that and, you know, at that time, it was the
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Evan Taylor: Basically only space, you know, 15 minutes about 2005 and you
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Evan Taylor: Know, even a bit earlier, actually, you know, a couple years earlier. It was the only space at
that time that I'd ever. I think that existed in basically North America that was
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Evan Taylor: trans masculine predominant. You know, there's lots of other conferences, but they were
more, you know, transcendent dominant and this was the only one which is basket on it. And I
remember being there and it was a very weird thing and I and and I remember talking to
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Evan Taylor: To Lucas Walter about this as well and and he said he had the same experience where the
very first time we went to one of these conference where we're in
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Evan Taylor: A space that is predominantly trans masculine, you kind of forgot about it and you forgot
about it until three days later, you went back home.
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Evan Taylor: And you realize that you're now thinking everyone's trans all the time you're assuming that
they're all trends and
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Evan Taylor: What a complete mind trip that was to realize that within three days my entire worldview
had shifted and I didn't even notice it because there I was exactly like you're saying that wasn't who
people were to me. I just assumed they were all trans and then got to know them as people.
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Evan Taylor: Right, completely different contracts than I'd ever had before.
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Evan Taylor: Yep. Yeah. And so I just had sort of what your experience.
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jgreen: Yes.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: Yeah, so, so that's so are you know I was processing this stuff.
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jgreen: In back in the early 90s.
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jgreen: And thinking about, okay, how do we learn to communicate with each other. How do we learn to
improve our situation can't continue to just meet once a quarter or once a month or once a year in
these, you know, dark hotel rooms.
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jgreen: You know, and these ballrooms of of hotels and pretend that everything's okay yeah this is not
the way to live.
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jgreen: You know, it's great to go have fun. It's great to get together. I love that. But I know because I
watched people fall apart at the end of these conferences. Yeah, because they're leaving
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jgreen: Mm hmm. Because now they have to go back to their real life yes yeah and and how miserable.
They were
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jgreen: In. I'm like, No, we can't. We have to bring our real life into this space and we have to take this
space out to our real life.
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jgreen: Mm hmm. This is who we are.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. The consciousness in some way. We're part of that not hiding. We're part of that
not being visible and if we can you know that
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Evan Taylor: for social reasons that's fine you know over like just to get together. But then there's what
do we do, like, how do we improve our lives that we have to go back to so that we don't have that
crushing depression on the Tuesday morning, but we need to go.
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Evan Taylor: Right, yeah. And so when you first sort of started thinking about this in the, in the early 90s,
were there other trans folks that you were able to talk to about it that had similar approaches.
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jgreen: Um,
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jgreen: I mean, I talked to my friends.
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jgreen: But
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jgreen: Nobody really had and I don't even think I did at the time. Nobody really had a concrete idea
about how to change things. Or, you know, I talked to people about
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jgreen: We need better communication from the doctors, hey, we need better support to get our rights
from politicians we need better. We need to form relationships with with politicians in order to so that
they can see that we're human beings. Right. You know, that sort of stuff.
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Mm hmm.
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But
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jgreen: You know, and then and then various people had different ideas like okay, we're going to have a
lobby day. Okay, we're going to, we're going to go to
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jgreen: We're going to have our little regular social event. But then we're all going to get on a bus or get
on the subway and we're going to go over to Congress.
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Evan Taylor: I'm right.
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jgreen: And, you know,
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Evan Taylor: And then that sort of evolved from there and then it became the more the focus and
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Evan Taylor: Right, right. And so thinking there's also this line that happened around 2000 where
suddenly the internet was more mainstream for folks to right so there's
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Evan Taylor: Really changed how you were doing, you know, communication in the 90s with must been
very different than communication in the early 2000s.
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Yes.
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jgreen: Well you know I left him I in in
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jgreen: August of 1999
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jgreen: Okay, and I
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jgreen: You know, had not been elected to the w pegboard yet okay and
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jgreen: I had already established a lot of connections internationally with activists all over the world and
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jgreen: You know, it wasn't
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jgreen: I still wanted. I was I wanted to write a book.
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jgreen: And I wanted, I didn't know what I wanted to do. Exactly. I didn't want to lead an organization.
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jgreen: I didn't want to start a new organization, but
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jgreen: At that moment, just before the turn of the century.
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jgreen: Dallas Denny called me up and said we want to start an organization called gender education
and advocacy, it will be completely online.
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jgreen: Um, and we want you to join the board and we want you to be the chair of the board.
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jgreen: And I said,
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jgreen: These names.
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jgreen: But of course they did it.
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Evan Taylor: And do it. Was it just necessity.
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jgreen: Will it was opportunity again to communicate.
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Right.
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jgreen: And some of the things that we did actually were were pretty powerful.
447
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jgreen: We produce little public service announcements like
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jgreen: Dangerous curves was one of them. It's a little poster that had like a traffic sign with occur, you
know, the curvy road and says, dangerous curves and it talks about
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jgreen: The dangers of silicone injection
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: We talked to, we had, we had flyers that we put, you know, we create and post and then
distribute at conferences and things like that. Also about I think we had something about HIV, we had
something about
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jgreen: We had a bunch of them. They're probably still out there on the web.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah yeah I'm
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Evan Taylor: In Dallas.
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Evan Taylor: Dallas probably has come up on the agent side.
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jgreen: Definitely, definitely. So yeah, so Dallas. It was Dallas and Jessica Xavier and me and Sandra Cole
and Glenn Smith and
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jgreen: And Penny
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jgreen: She had a hyphenated last name mats was part of it.
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jgreen: Anyway, and Penny died is Penny ran the
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jgreen: The news service basically which collected news and then distributed it all over the place.
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jgreen: Okay, told people what was going on.
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jgreen: In the, in the political and social realm about trans issues. Mm hmm. And
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jgreen: Then we we did educational presentations. We did. We did our we did our little fire things and
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jgreen: Jessica went on to do the incredible epidemiology research and
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Evan Taylor: I know that name from. Thank you for having me.
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jgreen: Yep. And she ultimately worked for NIH. Mm hmm. And
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jgreen: You know, I mean, it's a
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jgreen: Big deal on of course Gwen had invented the transgender Day of Remembrance, and you can t
do our site was through gender education and advocacy.
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jgreen: Eventually that
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Separated
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jgreen: When went on to do other things. I started my law school stuff my PhD and and I had to in 2003
and 2003 and I had to step back, Dallas got busy with a bunch of other stuff and so be sort of it all sort of
disappointed.
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jgreen: Penny is passed away, Sandra whole passed away.
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jgreen: And Dallas and I are still doing stuff together and Jesse is sort of retired and glamorous still
writing stuff for var I think and and various other outlets.
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Evan Taylor: So did the end was this sort of a short lived on online part
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jgreen: Of it still out there.
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jgreen: Okay, still out there but yeah the the active part was probably sort of died down after 2003
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Evan Taylor: And I'm imagining at that point you were deep into writing your book as well. The book.
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jgreen: I finished the book in 2003 and it was published in 2004 it was
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jgreen: Was when I got when I actually landed the contract.
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jgreen: University Press.
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jgreen: Gotcha. Yeah, I've been pretty busy.
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jgreen: Working on that stuff. And plus, I still am full time job and
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jgreen: And was, you know, parenting my kids and stuff. So, yeah.
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Evan Taylor: So I'm you know I've asked a little bit about that, that, that moment where the the internet
sort of changed how communication what's happening.
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Evan Taylor: What are some of the other sort of, you know, over it. It doesn't have to be necessarily
Internet technology, but what are some of the biggest changes that you've seen in the trans community
over time.
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jgreen: I think with that, the biggest one of the biggest changes is people basically coming out.
487
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jgreen: People taking their place in their professions.
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jgreen: And not being afraid to say that they're trans
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Right.
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jgreen: Gotcha. And then
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jgreen: Another big change has been
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jgreen: The gay community basically
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jgreen: Actually
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jgreen: I don't, I hesitate to say the word accepting but you know they they recognized ultimately that
they had to incorporate us
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Mm hmm.
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jgreen: They had to they tried not to. But they hadn't you
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And so that was a huge thing but also you know that this was the other
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jgreen: The other big thing that the other realm in which I had impact was through the corporate
equality index. Hmm.
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jgreen: And I talked about that before.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah. You mentioned last time.
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Evan Taylor: Okay, and what I'm interested in this piece as well about how it actually you know affected
change that's the piece of it's really, you know, interesting to me.
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jgreen: Yeah. So what it did was it was designed essentially to engage corporations and give
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jgreen: The Human Rights Campaign, which was the organization that actually
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jgreen: oversaw the the index, give them the opportunity to do training, education within corporate
settings. Now, there was another organization that was based in San Francisco.
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jgreen: That is called out an equal workplace advocates okay they they they own the workplace. That is
their only focus is workplace is LGBT
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jgreen: Workplace success, right.
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jgreen: That is the only thing they do, whereas human rights campaign has an educational arm. They
have the health care equality index, they have the corporate equality index, they have their lobbying
arm. Their, their
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jgreen: 501 C four arm that does total political advocacy, they do on the ground campaign stuff.
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jgreen: All over the country in it. So, so they're big. They're, they're multi tentacles.
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jgreen: Organization that's focused in 11 different areas in the workplace project, which is part of the
501 C three foundation
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jgreen: They have a very small budget compared to the budget of the out unequal workplace advocates
but HR see got the corporate equality index.
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jgreen: Okay, and the corporate equality index is the major workplace it major
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jgreen: It's the major workplace intervention.
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jgreen: That allowed
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jgreen: LGBT people to really have an impact because corporations are competitive.
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And somebody gets 100% on the corporate equality index and they've got corporate
peers in their industry.
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jgreen: Wait a minute. Those people have 100% of corporate we should have that too.
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Evan Taylor: Right, right, which is not visible and measuring that
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jgreen: And sounds right. So, so I think I mentioned before that you know the the instrument was
developed by a gay man in San Francisco, who sold it to human rights campaign within with the proviso
that trans issues. Always be included.
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Evan Taylor: I didn't realize that part that was part of the proviso selling it.
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Evan Taylor: But it. Did you know Did you know this person and what what what motivated him to do
that as a gay man who didn't have a vested interest in that way.
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jgreen: Just had a conference, he was just a good guy.
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jgreen: And he was super into shareholder advocacy and and and the power of business.
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Evan Taylor: Interesting and for him it was, it was just they, you know, this makes two senses, it's both,
you know, an ethical thing. And it's also just good business sense right
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Evan Taylor: Exactly. Gotcha.
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jgreen: So, and then I did mention Donna Rosen I were appointed to the business council that guided
the workplace project.
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jgreen: With other corporate executives, most of them were actually we're executives. I was not an
executive
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jgreen: I was a director
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Evan Taylor: Okay, but
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jgreen: By that point, actually, I wasn't a director. I was just a senior technical writer.
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jgreen: And in 2002
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jgreen: When did I become a director and make 2000
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jgreen: I think I became a director in 2005 okay i was promoted.
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jgreen: But I was working. I was working for visa.
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jgreen: Okay, and you know it's a big company important company. It's actually a small company,
relatively speaking, in terms of number of employees, right, there's only about 5000 employees.
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Evan Taylor: Oh wow, I want to talk with much larger than that.
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jgreen: Well, it's got one of the like Coca Cola, it's, it's got one of the most recognizable brands Coca Cola
McDonald's visa.
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jgreen: Exactly top three recognizable brands in the world.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah.
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jgreen: So it's a big, big company and also actually has the corner of the market on financial transaction
processing. So they process many, many thousands, thousands more transactions per minute than
MasterCard, or American Express.
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Evan Taylor: Oh really, wow, I
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Evan Taylor: Didn't even I didn't even realize I would have assumed it was an enormous company.
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jgreen: Know,
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Evan Taylor: When is it easier in court. In, in, you know, in the corporate sector is it easier to to do
activism and change because there's a very literal financial motivation and sometimes it's a smaller
organization.
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jgreen: Yes. And because of the top down. If you can get to the top and influence the person at the top
right, top down stuff actually happens. Unlike ronald reagan's trickle down economy ideas which
546
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Evan Taylor: Right.
547
01:00:39.570 --> 01:00:44.520
jgreen: culture change can actually happen from the top down in a corporation.
548
01:00:44.700 --> 01:00:49.530
jgreen: Mm hmm. Does the paychecks get signed right
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Evan Taylor: Well, I'm, what I'm hearing this all comes back to what you were saying about authority and
the ability to actually exercise it and
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Evan Taylor: When you run something as a business when w path becomes an actual business, not just a
you know a club of folks who are interested in this stuff. But when it's
551
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Evan Taylor: An actual business that then you can actually affect and call on that authority and it can be
processed in a way that's predictable.
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Evan Taylor: That people can can accept that they understand and that allows them a way to actually
create be able to to make that change as opposed to waiting for everyone to agree. Yep. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: That makes a lot that makes a lot of sense. And in some ways it's easier to do that work in a
in a in the corporate world then in the nonprofit world where we talk about consensus building and all
of that stuff.
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Evan Taylor: You know that that consensus building in some, in some ways, my dad always used to say
he was a business guy. My dad. My dad. I was just saying, you know, like the consensus is just lowest
common denominator.
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jgreen: If you, if consensus is it difficult leadership position.
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Hmm.
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Evan Taylor: Because you've never you're never going to get everybody to agree, especially when we're
talking, you know, when we thought our LGBT IQ to to a
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Evan Taylor: Questioning soup. You know, when we have this big alphabet soup you doing, you're never
going to get everybody on the same page in that way.
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jgreen: And we have to allow that to exist.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: You can't control every aspect of life.
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: You know you can't like you can't control language.
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Evan Taylor: Hmm.
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jgreen: You know, but you can control values.
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Right.
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jgreen: You can control the the area of your that you've taken on responsibility for. Mm hmm.
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Evan Taylor: And I'm hearing that it's very much like you were saying.
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Evan Taylor: Last time. Last time we talked, and you were saying, you know, nowadays, you know, we
might say you were talking about the bisexual advocacy.
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Evan Taylor: work that you've done and saying no. And I'm connecting that took nowadays you know 20
year olds would be saying pan sexual or
571
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Evan Taylor: What, you know what, whatever, you know, Debbie pan sexual all sorts of different you
know combinations of words and at the end of the day, the value is still the same. And the value
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Evan Taylor: Is, you know, I am open to the person, not the gentle, gentle is not the gender not, that's
not what I'm at I'm after the person here and that
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Evan Taylor: Was the, sort of, you know, joining value that while we might have all different
perspectives on opinions, the value is the same. Yep, exactly. I like that.
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jgreen: And I think I really think that that in order to be successful in the world. You have to have space
and you have to give space. Mm hmm. To allow people to be who they are right to make the
contribution that they're capable of making
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. And in terms of spaces, what kinds of space. Are you thinking like physical,
emotional informational, what are the kinds of things you're thinking
576
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jgreen: All of it all of it. Everything whatever is appropriate to the context of the interaction, right.
577
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Evan Taylor: And so on. In some ways, I'm thinking, you know, going back just just assessment to when
the internet came out.
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Evan Taylor: That that was finally a way that as transports, we could we could make space in a way that
was, you know, we could we could be anonymous right we weren't going to get killed.
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Evan Taylor: For making that space, you know, maybe not right away but you know that there was there
was at least just this smidgen of space. We can carve out in the world and meet each other and talk to
each other without the risks that happens in the, the non virtual world.
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Right.
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Evan Taylor: That's right, yeah. So, thinking, you know, with the year 2000 then now.
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Evan Taylor: I you know I don't know another. So that's 20 years later by 2014 what you know if you
could, you know, snap your fingers and and you know make the ideal world, what kinds of changes
would you would you hope would happen over the next 40 years in terms of that space, making
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jgreen: Well, I think we have to solve the problem of religious freedom. So obviously we have to solve
the problem of people's
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jgreen: We still are dealing with people's fears.
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Evan Taylor: Um, yes.
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jgreen: And we still are dealing with in course, people don't want to admit that they're afraid. Mm hmm.
And fear for some people just makes them angry right and then they get aggressive. Mm hmm. And
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jgreen: You know, they can buy that time that they're so hyped up that they can't possibly even admit
that they're afraid.
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jgreen: Right. That's why they behave the way they do.
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jgreen: All these problems. It's psychology its individual human psychology
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jgreen: That we're still dealing with many respects you know we have not solved the problem of belief.
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jgreen: Right, so we have not solved the problem of belief which is which. The concept of religious
freedom and religious exemptions and, you know, we don't want to step on another person's religion.
So we'll let them hate you, you know, that's fine. They can you all they want
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jgreen: God forbid, we should step on their on their religion.
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jgreen: Mm hmm. That's a real serious problem because people who have evil intent will use that to
their advantage.
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Right.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: And we haven't solved the problem of good and evil. Um,
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Evan Taylor: I don't know about that.
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jgreen: Well, I don't know about it either. I mean, I just that just popped into my head. It's just, you
know, people with evil intent. Where does that
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Evan Taylor: Even come from right
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jgreen: What motivates people to to find compassion for another person situation and real ends and
say, oh,
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jgreen: Well, I guess I don't have to be afraid of you anymore. I can, I can accept you. Mm hmm. And
what makes people
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jgreen: get pleasure out of stepping on somebody right killing somebody. Mm hmm killing animals. Mm
hmm. You know what
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jgreen: What, what does. Where does that come from something that's completely beyond me. Mm
hmm.
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Evan Taylor: And I'm hearing that connection back to what you're talking about, about fear that the
future is you know that that it's it's it's coming from both like from both sides because
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jgreen: Right now.
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Evan Taylor: There, you know that the
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Evan Taylor: You know, really just right. Sure, whatever is afraid of us because they don't understand it.
They don't know if they don't, they're not aware of their own fears, it just becomes some anger and a
resentment that
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Evan Taylor: You know, get, get it away from me, because I don't I don't understand it. And I don't want
to hear.
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jgreen: It right
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Evan Taylor: We are terrified for, you know, for very understandable reasons of intergenerational
trauma that have happened where
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Evan Taylor: We're aware that, you know, if we will be killed. WE WILL BE BEAT UP, WE WILL BE HURT.
We will be legislated out of existence.
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Evan Taylor: That those sorts of things. You know that we have very real fears in that way, whereas the
fears that the other folks are having our fears of a lack of understanding or lack of education than our
fears are what they do to us when they don't understand us
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Evan Taylor: Right, yeah.
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jgreen: And then, you know, and then we get special rights.
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jgreen: That they don't get
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jgreen: Mm hmm. Which is a bunch of crap. Yeah, I'd be
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Evan Taylor: Happy to somehow that special rate.
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jgreen: Right.
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Evan Taylor: Now, being able to not live in fear.
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Evan Taylor: Is somehow right
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Evan Taylor: Exactly. Hmm.
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jgreen: Now there's that come from their interpretation that they still that they live in fear. So why
should we not have to live in fear. I don't know.
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Evan Taylor: And what kind. Is that, is that a fear of loss is that a fear of, you know, is that the, you know,
the fear of God that's, you know, they believe
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Evan Taylor: That fear that there
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jgreen: I don't know.
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jgreen: And without communication. Mm hmm. And a language to approach this stuff with in a non
threatening way we'll never find out.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. And we live in a time right now that's so much based in this call culture that
literally cancels communication.
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jgreen: Which is really awful.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: I find that absolutely threatening. Yeah, absolutely. And, you know, and I've been. I've been
attacked in W path meetings by by trans people who think that I am just this white man with power.
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jgreen: And treated as if, you know, well, you have all the privilege.
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jgreen: Right, you know, and
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jgreen: You know that's. I'm like, yeah, you're an MD.
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jgreen: Where did you get that privilege. Right. I don't have any of the privilege, you have
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: I'm never make the money you make.
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jgreen: You know,
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Evan Taylor: I'd be people younger than you.
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jgreen: Yeah, they're younger than me. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: Well, this is like this is not what I'm thinking about just doing doing this work that they
don't they don't understand because they're saying you have all this privilege well
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Evan Taylor: You know, they haven't had to sit in a W PAC meeting and have people turn away from
them when they're speaking, they
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Evan Taylor: You know, they haven't had to literally you know Bang down the door to get in touch. I'll be
meeting they have to do that those doors were opened by other people, figuratively, literally, you know
those doors were opened. And so there's a I'm
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Evan Taylor: A lack of a lack of historical context in the sense of, they don't understand what people
have to go through to give them the opportunity to get there two letters after their name.
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jgreen: They don't care.
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Evan Taylor: I'm the apathy.
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Evan Taylor: Why
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jgreen: What do you think what they want. Yeah. What is selfishness about
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jgreen: They want what they want.
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Evan Taylor: And then, uh,
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jgreen: Huh.
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Evan Taylor: Is that generational or do you think that that's a privilege or what does that function that
they're not sort of CNN.
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Evan Taylor: Idea interesting
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jgreen: Sometimes I think it is privilege. Mm hmm.
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Evan Taylor: The privilege to not know what what what brought you here.
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jgreen: Well, I think it's privileged that you know they've in many cases they've come from a space
where they got whatever they wanted
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Um,
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jgreen: Right, even though they went through the the traumas of being trans
658
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jgreen: In many other aspects of their lives. They just got what they wanted.
659
01:11:11.910 --> 01:11:23.610
jgreen: Mm hmm. They got supported by the adults around them. They got supported by the leaders
around them. They got the opportunities to do various things that
660
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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You know,
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Evan Taylor: I'm also think about what you're saying about language and privilege in the sense of, you
know, for folks who are in a different generation than, you know, my even the generation or two
between us in terms of trans trans generations and that that those folks that there there's a
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Evan Taylor: They got what they wanted, because there was language to talk about who they were, they
didn't have to spend all of their energy
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Evan Taylor: Trying to say, Well, are we trans trans these transsexuals cross dressers transvestites, what
are we, which ones. What's are different or whichever like they didn't have to do all that work. They
were came in and went well. We're transgender, or something.
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Evan Taylor: That there was at least a word that they could use that identified them.
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jgreen: Yep.
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Evan Taylor: And there's a certain like there. And I think there's a huge privilege and not having to
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Evan Taylor: To, to, to, you know, literally create an identity create language to describe create an entire
discourse to describe who you are and your, you know, family and friends and
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Evan Taylor: You know community is that the privilege, the energy one does not have to expend in doing
that.
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Evan Taylor: Is the energy, one can take and go through law school or go through go through your
medical degree or whatever that literally has energy you're not expanding elsewhere that you have now
to develop yourself.
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jgreen: Right.
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Evan Taylor: Which perhaps makes people a little bit entitled
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jgreen: I think so.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, yeah. So moving forward, for the next, you know, for
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Evan Taylor: The next 20 years. What do you think are ways that we can engage younger folks and you
know i mean i'm almost I'm almost 48 so I'm thinking about folks that are like 20 like, you know, so, so,
so you're I can't remember how old you are, I asked. I remember
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Evan Taylor: 71 so you're 71 I'm like a generation and a half underneath you. So the generation coming
behind me at 20 How can folks in my generation ish and how can we engage those kids.
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jgreen: I have no idea.
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jgreen: I can't tell you. You know, it's like, at one point.
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jgreen: This back in the 90s after the after
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jgreen: After the first MDM conference in in 95
681
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jgreen: And some of the some of the activism that happened because of the not because of the
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jgreen: The non discrimination ordinance and and
683
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jgreen: The institution of trainings in the police academy and blah, blah, blah.
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jgreen: There were
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jgreen: I mean I got interviewed by the newspaper several times and people would say, Well, what do
you think things can happen in five years.
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jgreen: I know I I have never, I wouldn't have told you five years ago that this was, I'd be writing, you're
talking to you. How would I know I have not the faintest idea.
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jgreen: I'm just living
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jgreen: And knowing that I see things that hurt people that I see things there are opportunities to
change that. Right. And I'm doing what I can to change that. And I'm trying to live the values of not
hurting people.
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Evan Taylor: Um,
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jgreen: And of helping people and giving people opportunities in making room for people to have
opportunities to to be creative, to be contributing to be safe.
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Mm hmm.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: Those you know 20 years from now, I want to see people doing those things being safe having
opportunities, being able to contribute understanding how they got to where they are and knowing who
they are and feeling good about themselves, dance, Paul, I want
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jgreen: And I see these these things like religious objections and the fact that in our culture, we can't
talk about religion without
695
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jgreen: You know, and everybody goes all haywire. Yeah.
696
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jgreen: It's not a serious problem. Mm hmm. And
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jgreen: And I'm and I really worried about people who are worried about skinheads I worry about Nazis.
I worry about people who want to join the Ku Klux Klan I you know those people. Those people who
want to hate this scares the shit out of me.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. We certainly haven't seen that kind of
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Evan Taylor: racist white nationalism and you know and i mean it's always been there, but it's certainly
having a resurgence right now in a way that's quite terrifying for the
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jgreen: Future. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: So, though, so this is this is the flip side of that question, of course, which is, you know, if
everything went terrible in 20 years what the ones like what would be worst case scenario for the
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Evan Taylor: transgenerational, what would you, what would you see in 20 years that you could envision
that would be terrifying.
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jgreen: Say that again. What would be terrifying.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, so it's not the miracle question like what if everything was great and 20 years, quite
the opposite. What a
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Evan Taylor: handbasket
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jgreen: Oh well.
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jgreen: We would not have any access to medical transition and we would not be allowed, we would all
be wearing assign gender assigned clothing, as you know, that was described it ascribed to our genitalia.
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jgreen: Um, you know, intersex people would have a much worse time than they do now.
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jgreen: You know, things are still not good for them. Yeah. Um,
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jgreen: But yeah, I mean, we'd go back to the 50s.
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Uh huh.
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jgreen: Which is what Donald Trump wants to do.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah yeah 1938 if you're if you're counting the Oscars. Right. Yeah.
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And
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jgreen: You know, it just we'd all be in closets again. Mm hmm.
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Evan Taylor: I think there's something very important to know. I'm very aware right now that's we're
talking, somebody might listen to this and 50 100 years and so as I'm thinking about that. I think it's very
fascinating to to point out that
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Evan Taylor: In all the change that's happened and all of the, you know, I mean, it's
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Evan Taylor: Your transition has been either 71 years or, you know, over 50 years or depending on how
one looks at it right that in all of that time you are still
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Evan Taylor: Very aware and very cognizant that the risk of things flying back to where they were is
actually quite precarious.
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Evan Taylor: Given our political situation and all that time and we certainly wouldn't be saying that you
know i i certainly don't think we're going to go back to slavery.
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Evan Taylor: You know, I don't think that's going to happen for you know for for people of color for race
issues and yeah are still with gender, you know, and we haven't made progress that we can actually feel
that we can rely on that's solid
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jgreen: Yeah, as far as gender is concerned, I think we, our culture is still not clear.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: We still don't have a language that allows gender to exist.
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jgreen: Right in the sense that we still are arguing over whether gender is your genitals.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: And we're still arguing over whether there is
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jgreen: Something to gender that is biological
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jgreen: Right, that
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jgreen: Were
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jgreen: Or that it's completely mutable. And, you know, for skin it changed in your culture.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Now,
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jgreen: Culturally prescribed and culturally moderated
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Evan Taylor: Yes. Yeah, but
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jgreen: It because we still don't know we're still in big disagreement about that. I mean, look at the the
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jgreen: Trans exclusionary radical feminist wars going on in the UK, then that's threatening as all get out.
Yeah, absolutely. And you know it's it's showing up here in North America, too.
737
01:19:53.160 --> 01:19:57.510
jgreen: Mm hmm. And it's something that I think we really need to be able to confront
738
01:19:57.810 --> 01:19:58.440
Yes.
739
01:19:59.520 --> 01:20:02.130
jgreen: But I don't think we have the tools yet. Mm hmm.
740
01:20:02.730 --> 01:20:09.090
Evan Taylor: I was recently reading I add the add an article, I don't remember. I can remember what it's
called, or what the journal was most as a research.
741
01:20:09.630 --> 01:20:18.810
Evan Taylor: Research study that was looking at a sample of trans folks and measuring the hormones in
utero, and all this stuff and
742
01:20:19.200 --> 01:20:27.390
Evan Taylor: Basically what it was looking forward some sort of biological basis to explain you know this
phenomenon of transgender and and I am
743
01:20:27.870 --> 01:20:35.040
Evan Taylor: At first you know someone in forward it to me. And I'm thinking, Oh, isn't this interesting
and I kind of have to double take it for a second because there's this
744
01:20:35.730 --> 01:20:47.100
Evan Taylor: How you know how is this research going to be used like why are we looking for a biological
basis. What are we are we going to try and eliminate it, if we can, like, what, what is what's happening
here and their approach to looking at this biological stuff.
745
01:20:47.250 --> 01:20:51.540
jgreen: Yeah I know that's and that's there's definitely a fear about that.
746
01:20:52.800 --> 01:20:54.990
jgreen: Because if you can do genetic manipulation.
747
01:20:56.820 --> 01:21:06.180
jgreen: And change things, then you can change that if you decide that that is an unwanted
characteristic. Mm hmm. Example characteristic and that's that's a there's a risk.
748
01:21:06.810 --> 01:21:07.590
jgreen: But I think
749
01:21:07.650 --> 01:21:22.290
jgreen: I actually think that it's important to try to understand more about human development and
about our bodies and about this thing that we call gender. Yeah, because I personally feel that
750
01:21:23.550 --> 01:21:35.910
jgreen: There is a biological component. Mm hmm. I don't care what it is. Mm hmm, per se. I just want
people to recognize that it's real. Mm hmm.
751
01:21:36.450 --> 01:21:42.450
Evan Taylor: And if that means we go back to understanding what you know lesbians have a different
inner ear or whatever we were talking about in the 90s. If we go
752
01:21:42.840 --> 01:21:44.070
jgreen: Over this or something. Yeah.
753
01:21:44.130 --> 01:21:45.900
Evan Taylor: Yeah, exactly, forget to mention your fingers.
754
01:21:46.110 --> 01:21:46.920
jgreen: Right and
755
01:21:46.950 --> 01:21:49.230
Evan Taylor: If that's true, then. Good. Now we know how to design
756
01:21:49.290 --> 01:22:03.750
Evan Taylor: Hearing aids for lesbians that right. If we know that, but it's it's a matter of, you know, if
there is a biological basis. How do we use that information and, you know, to increase care as it right,
you know, hold it against people. I didn't care, right. Mm hmm.
757
01:22:04.650 --> 01:22:08.940
jgreen: So I, I prefer to think that
758
01:22:11.070 --> 01:22:16.080
jgreen: We wouldn't go to one of these, you know, like The Handmaid's Tale scenario.
759
01:22:16.530 --> 01:22:16.860
Evan Taylor: Yeah.
760
01:22:16.920 --> 01:22:19.200
jgreen: We wouldn't go to a world like that.
761
01:22:19.620 --> 01:22:21.570
jgreen: Again we have more humanity.
762
01:22:22.890 --> 01:22:23.580
jgreen: Than that.
763
01:22:24.690 --> 01:22:26.400
jgreen: That will prevail.
764
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jgreen: In spite of the horror that we as human beings can also create right um
765
01:22:37.080 --> 01:22:39.000
jgreen: I prefer to think that we can
766
01:22:40.320 --> 01:22:45.420
jgreen: Rise Above that, because that's what motivates me. Hmm.
767
01:22:46.890 --> 01:22:58.800
Evan Taylor: I'm also hearing part of what's you know your deep your belief system that motivates you
was around and, you know, education and communication has been key to you know that that that
process anyway. Yep. Yeah.
768
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Evan Taylor: And something else. So as I can talk to you. I've been. I've noticed something I think is really
fascinating that I that I want to make sure it's on on the record because
769
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Evan Taylor: You keep talking about things when you're on the very few people that when I've asked you
something you've said, You know, I don't, I can't answer that question. I'm, I'm not even going to get,
because I don't know.
770
01:23:15.060 --> 01:23:21.360
Evan Taylor: And then when you went on to explain it. What you went on to explain was healthy. I'm
trying to come talk to somebody is very process oriented.
771
01:23:21.660 --> 01:23:27.300
Evan Taylor: That you're not really invested in what the you know the outcome is just got to be better,
whatever that means.
772
01:23:27.570 --> 01:23:32.160
Evan Taylor: A kinder, more gentler, you know, more educated world where people are nice to each
other.
773
01:23:32.400 --> 01:23:36.780
Evan Taylor: You know that people aren't discriminated against and beat up for who they are. That's the
now that, of course, that's the end goal.
774
01:23:37.050 --> 01:23:42.960
Evan Taylor: But that how we get there, you seem to be completely uninterested in and that all you're
all you're looking at this thing.
775
01:23:43.260 --> 01:23:49.530
Evan Taylor: As long as we're doing this in a way that increases education at that increases our ability to
communicate with each other. We'll get to that nice place.
776
01:23:49.890 --> 01:23:57.930
Evan Taylor: It'll be around about. It's not a direct route, but we'll get there. We just need to keep
ourselves in the process. Is that an accurate accurate thing to say.
777
01:23:58.320 --> 01:24:05.430
jgreen: Kind of, yeah, I guess so. Because, you know, although I see myself. I see myself as a big picture
thinker.
778
01:24:06.480 --> 01:24:07.170
jgreen: And
779
01:24:09.630 --> 01:24:12.150
jgreen: And I'm I'm driven by values.
780
01:24:13.560 --> 01:24:14.280
jgreen: And
781
01:24:16.080 --> 01:24:17.280
jgreen: And emotions.
782
01:24:18.630 --> 01:24:19.470
jgreen: And
783
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jgreen: And well, I like systems. Mm hmm. You know,
784
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jgreen: And I like technology and I like it. I like I like all these different things that we have around us to
to amuse ourselves with and create things with and all that, um,
785
01:24:42.510 --> 01:24:57.930
jgreen: I don't think those things are the be all end all in themselves, right. I think the be all end all is
here. Mm hmm. You know, in here is related, you know, this is all it's all this
786
01:24:58.860 --> 01:25:09.810
jgreen: It's our. It's the human body and the human mind and the human spirit and the human
relationships because we are social beings.
787
01:25:11.040 --> 01:25:17.070
jgreen: Yes. And while we can invent electric toothbrushes and, you know,
788
01:25:18.090 --> 01:25:22.290
jgreen: rocket ships to Mars and all this stuff that's all great.
789
01:25:24.510 --> 01:25:29.160
jgreen: But that's in those are things we keep ourselves busy with. Mm hmm.
790
01:25:30.900 --> 01:25:32.490
jgreen: But where we live.
791
01:25:34.200 --> 01:25:34.710
jgreen: Is
792
01:25:35.910 --> 01:25:38.940
jgreen: And the interactions we have with other human beings.
793
01:25:41.190 --> 01:25:43.260
jgreen: Are what has to motivate us
794
01:25:43.560 --> 01:25:44.220
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
795
01:25:44.280 --> 01:25:48.210
jgreen: What has to, you know, what's the point of going to Mars.
796
01:25:51.750 --> 01:25:54.390
jgreen: I mean, literally, what is the point of going to Mars.
797
01:25:55.650 --> 01:25:59.790
jgreen: It's it's it's to bring back more information. Right, right.
798
01:26:01.020 --> 01:26:04.500
jgreen: Or to figure out a way to let people live longer.
799
01:26:04.650 --> 01:26:05.220
Evan Taylor: Hmm.
800
01:26:05.250 --> 01:26:14.550
jgreen: Or something, you know, but it's all about people living yeah and dealing in the moment and
communicating
801
01:26:14.940 --> 01:26:16.140
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. But
802
01:26:16.200 --> 01:26:17.610
jgreen: What happens is people get
803
01:26:18.810 --> 01:26:21.750
jgreen: Lost in the mechanism.
804
01:26:23.190 --> 01:26:29.550
jgreen: Of the activity. Right. Yeah. And forget the real reason
805
01:26:31.050 --> 01:26:38.880
Evan Taylor: For doing things. Mm hmm. That relation ality is the real reason that the human connection
right. Mm hmm.
806
01:26:39.030 --> 01:26:44.040
jgreen: That gets elided over, it's you know, it's like, oh, well, of course.
807
01:26:45.090 --> 01:26:47.310
jgreen: No, that's the point.
808
01:26:47.550 --> 01:26:56.070
Evan Taylor: Yes. Yeah, and I like what you're saying, but this going to connect back to what we were just
talking about in terms of all the different types of knowledge is whether the you know the
809
01:26:56.400 --> 01:27:02.490
Evan Taylor: biologic knowledge, like we now know which we didn't know 25 years ago and people
listening 50 years gonna be laughing
810
01:27:02.940 --> 01:27:15.180
Evan Taylor: About neurobiology. It just wasn't a field of study and we're able to say, we actually know
the brain, the human brain is as a that's an evolutionary tool. It is wired for connection.
811
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Evan Taylor: It is wired.
812
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Evan Taylor: To have relations with other people and anything that we can do in the world to increase
that relation ality is actually perhaps the entire point of human existence, based on understanding
biology and social humanitarian processes as well. But these are all linked
813
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jgreen: Yep, exactly.
814
01:27:36.510 --> 01:27:37.470
Evan Taylor: I love that.
815
01:27:37.650 --> 01:27:44.160
jgreen: Exactly. I think the whole point of what we do as human beings is communicate
816
01:27:44.580 --> 01:27:46.170
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Mm hmm.
817
01:27:47.070 --> 01:27:55.170
jgreen: That's what we do, you know, ants make an hills trees put out leaves and maybe fruit. If they're
that kind of tree.
818
01:27:55.260 --> 01:27:55.830
Evan Taylor: Right.
819
01:27:56.070 --> 01:27:56.520
You know,
820
01:27:57.630 --> 01:27:59.970
jgreen: Everything has its thing that it does.
821
01:28:00.060 --> 01:28:02.250
jgreen: And what do you live beings do is communicate
822
01:28:02.550 --> 01:28:03.030
Evan Taylor: Yes.
823
01:28:03.120 --> 01:28:05.250
jgreen: In our communication gets twisted
824
01:28:05.700 --> 01:28:06.270
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
825
01:28:06.720 --> 01:28:13.710
jgreen: In so many ways and in so many directions and we get lost in the mechanics. Yeah, of things.
826
01:28:13.950 --> 01:28:14.760
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
827
01:28:15.150 --> 01:28:18.540
jgreen: And we forget what is the real purpose of life.
828
01:28:18.840 --> 01:28:28.650
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. What does it what does it mean right now, when somebody is 20 years old, the
same to somebody who's 70 something. Oh yeah, transsexuals a bad word. You're not allowed to say
that
829
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Evan Taylor: What does that mean, does it mean anything about the word transsexual orders in fact
means something about how we communicate with each other about similar concepts about change
about gender or whatever.
830
01:28:39.330 --> 01:28:40.230
jgreen: Yep. Yeah.
831
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Evan Taylor: Well, that's great. I love that.
832
01:28:42.000 --> 01:28:45.780
jgreen: I do not want people telling me how I feel, or what I think.
833
01:28:45.990 --> 01:28:46.890
Mm hmm.
834
01:28:49.980 --> 01:28:54.150
jgreen: And I really don't like people telling me what words I can use. I'm an artist.
835
01:28:54.300 --> 01:28:57.030
jgreen: Right, I can use any word I want
836
01:28:59.160 --> 01:29:06.000
Evan Taylor: It's all it's all in how you know the the context in which you're using it and the intent behind
it and exactly what that means.
837
01:29:07.350 --> 01:29:07.740
Evan Taylor: Yeah.
838
01:29:09.300 --> 01:29:18.630
jgreen: Looking like don't tell me if I'm a painter and you want to tell me. Okay. We don't like read
anymore. That is a bad color Trump wears red ties. So no more read
839
01:29:21.270 --> 01:29:21.900
Evan Taylor: He would probably
840
01:29:22.470 --> 01:29:25.410
Evan Taylor: I haven't. I don't know you very well, but in the time I've been talking to you.
841
01:29:25.590 --> 01:29:37.980
Evan Taylor: I can't imagine in a million years he'd stop using red because you'd be like, No, we still need
to use it because it's artistic and we're going it's it's emotional if if what what is evoking is a fear of
Trump. Then let us read and talk about it.
842
01:29:38.280 --> 01:29:39.720
jgreen: Yes, exactly.
843
01:29:41.040 --> 01:29:48.750
Evan Taylor: I really appreciate this is something that I think a lot of folks who have a business
background like like you do who've done some work you do.
844
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Evan Taylor: Miss. I think the emotionality and in all of this, and I really appreciate that you're looking at
it, saying, you know, we must be must not be afraid of the emotions that would be a fault, even if
they're terrifying.
845
01:29:59.910 --> 01:30:11.700
Evan Taylor: Like, that's part of the human experience. And then when we can share that terror and
discuss it with another human being. Actually, that's where we obtain our humanity. It's not in the
unfolding of fear. It's in the direct relating with each other.
846
01:30:11.940 --> 01:30:15.420
jgreen: That's right, it's in the it's in the grasping and the understanding
847
01:30:15.690 --> 01:30:16.410
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
848
01:30:16.590 --> 01:30:31.200
jgreen: And the sharing and the and the application again it's that's that's the values stuff if if all you
want to do is Terrell wings off of butterflies, you know,
849
01:30:33.150 --> 01:30:33.630
jgreen: That's
850
01:30:34.650 --> 01:30:36.900
jgreen: That's not a value I share. Mm hmm.
851
01:30:37.710 --> 01:30:43.170
Evan Taylor: And what happens to you that that that you do attain this value somehow from other
humans.
852
01:30:44.370 --> 01:30:54.930
jgreen: Yeah, exactly. Why do you have that problem. I think I see that as a problem. Yeah, you won't be
destructive. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. What do you get out of being destructive.
853
01:30:55.200 --> 01:31:07.110
jgreen: Mm hmm. Can we find that for you in some other way, if that's really important, or can really
educate you so that you don't have to have that impulse anymore.
854
01:31:07.410 --> 01:31:14.520
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. And as a big picture thinker. What I'm imagining you're looking at is I use this
analogy, sometimes of the gold fish in the bowl right
855
01:31:14.730 --> 01:31:23.430
Evan Taylor: That the goldfish can only survive and the ball as long as the water support tickets
likelihood. So, and hearing is a big picture thinker that you're not questioning necessarily
856
01:31:24.030 --> 01:31:33.180
Evan Taylor: Wrong with that individual goldfish. But you're looking at the same. What is what is in the
water that allows a goldfish to take on these awful values, right. Mm hmm.
857
01:31:33.780 --> 01:31:42.390
Evan Taylor: And if we can resolve that then we've really actually we we hit the point of actually starting
to discover why human beings exist, and what we're doing on the planet are all
858
01:31:42.780 --> 01:31:47.910
jgreen: Yeah yeah cuz I don't think I don't think any person is inherently bad
859
01:31:48.180 --> 01:31:49.320
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Right.
860
01:31:50.700 --> 01:31:54.330
Evan Taylor: Yeah, no baby is born homophobic, racist and transfer over right
861
01:31:56.820 --> 01:32:06.210
jgreen: That, that stuff is learned and things happen to people and they learn these the Learn behaviors
that don't serve them do it all the time.
862
01:32:06.900 --> 01:32:24.330
jgreen: We all do it in various ways. We all eat too much ice cream or we all keep picking the wrong
partner or, you know, all these things that are patterns that we've learned and we, you know, to try to
figure out what serves us what helps us
863
01:32:25.440 --> 01:32:27.510
jgreen: What helps us get along better
864
01:32:27.840 --> 01:32:28.560
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
865
01:32:29.130 --> 01:32:29.640
You know,
866
01:32:31.590 --> 01:32:35.340
jgreen: And then, and then to make those be able to make those changes that we need to make
867
01:32:36.030 --> 01:32:39.570
Evan Taylor: A nice them down the further generations, so that they can process.
868
01:32:39.690 --> 01:32:40.440
jgreen: Exactly.
869
01:32:40.500 --> 01:32:48.990
Evan Taylor: Which I'm hearing from you and the, you know, I think folks are listening to this and
whatever years are going to be looking at it and saying, well, your dad said, you can't change City Hall.
870
01:32:49.380 --> 01:32:55.920
Evan Taylor: He said, Yes, you can. And I imagine the value that you're teaching your kids is not just city
hall, but the world's
871
01:32:56.070 --> 01:32:57.540
Evan Taylor: Yep. Yeah.
872
01:32:57.600 --> 01:33:12.510
jgreen: That's beautiful. I also, I also tell my kids, you know, don't take on something that isn't you don't
take on something that you, that makes you uncomfortable. Right, unless you're doing it deliberately to
challenge yourself.
873
01:33:12.720 --> 01:33:13.230
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
874
01:33:13.500 --> 01:33:18.840
jgreen: To grow that's fun, you know, don't do something that puts you at risk. Mm hmm.
875
01:33:19.260 --> 01:33:19.680
Evan Taylor: Yeah.
876
01:33:20.010 --> 01:33:26.160
jgreen: You know, if you want to take a risk, because you know you'll grow from it. That's fine.
877
01:33:26.670 --> 01:33:34.410
Evan Taylor: Yeah, but that that authenticity of don't force yourself into a box that doesn't fit just
because you think it's supposed to be what me or you know whatever
878
01:33:34.500 --> 01:33:35.400
jgreen: Supposedly
879
01:33:35.460 --> 01:33:40.680
Evan Taylor: Don't do that. Make sure that you're driven by something that's very dear to your heart,
that means something to you.
880
01:33:40.740 --> 01:33:47.670
Evan Taylor: That's right, that's right. I really, I really like to work in this sort of retrospective things this
or that. I have a couple of questions that are sort of
881
01:33:48.150 --> 01:33:54.990
Evan Taylor: The overarching questions I like to make sure I had sort of closer and closer to the end of
the interview. And so I've got this
882
01:33:55.380 --> 01:34:05.340
Evan Taylor: One of the ones that I have this looking back, so to your early self, whether it's your early
active itself or your younger self or whatever. What do you know now that you wish you'd known that
883
01:34:08.820 --> 01:34:13.170
jgreen: I think I spent a lot of years, holding myself back because I was afraid.
884
01:34:14.220 --> 01:34:15.180
jgreen: Of many things.
885
01:34:16.920 --> 01:34:32.130
jgreen: Even though, and some people would say, Oh, you're so outgoing or oh you do this and you do
that and you, you know, you take these risks and you, you know, you break boundaries and you, you
know, do all these things I was holding myself back
886
01:34:33.690 --> 01:34:35.490
jgreen: In many ways,
887
01:34:37.590 --> 01:34:38.160
jgreen: And
888
01:34:39.570 --> 01:34:41.220
jgreen: I really feel I could
889
01:34:42.810 --> 01:34:44.760
jgreen: I could have accomplished a lot more
890
01:34:46.530 --> 01:34:49.800
jgreen: If I had been able to
891
01:34:52.740 --> 01:34:54.690
jgreen: To not worry so much about my gender.
892
01:34:55.800 --> 01:34:59.970
jgreen: And to not worry about so much about solving these particular problems right
893
01:35:03.420 --> 01:35:05.580
jgreen: Although I'm proud of what I've accomplished.
894
01:35:07.980 --> 01:35:11.100
jgreen: And I don't regret anything in my life.
895
01:35:13.020 --> 01:35:21.810
jgreen: I just have a sense that I've held myself back out of fear at various times in my life right and
896
01:35:25.260 --> 01:35:26.010
jgreen: You know, that's
897
01:35:33.210 --> 01:35:35.130
jgreen: That's something that I try to
898
01:35:36.540 --> 01:35:44.700
jgreen: Encourage people now and in my children and my friends to look at closely.
899
01:35:46.290 --> 01:35:48.510
jgreen: In themselves and
900
01:35:49.560 --> 01:35:54.000
jgreen: Try to resolve in a way that allows them to be more successful.
901
01:35:56.730 --> 01:36:04.380
Evan Taylor: I think that's beautiful. I love the fact that what you're saying is I, this is, this is what I wish
I'd known and since I didn't know it. I'm going to keep telling other people so they know
902
01:36:05.820 --> 01:36:07.830
jgreen: It's beautiful. Yeah. Thank you.
903
01:36:08.580 --> 01:36:11.760
Evan Taylor: I mean, it's literally why we're doing this work right. This is how intergenerational
904
01:36:12.030 --> 01:36:21.300
Evan Taylor: Healing happens, it only happens by understanding what the traumas were that were faced
by those previous generations and then learning from those and being able to pass those messages
along. Yeah.
905
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Evan Taylor: And in terms of and so my, my, my main question I asked everybody and it's you know it's
more premature for some than others.
906
01:36:30.990 --> 01:36:37.080
Evan Taylor: But I think it's for me it's the, it's the, the most important part of the interview in some, in
some ways,
907
01:36:37.980 --> 01:36:51.690
Evan Taylor: And it's the question is again a little bit early for you this time of life, but you know, you
could get hit by a bus tomorrow. And if you did, you know what, what is the legacy that you would like
to leave. What is it you would like to be remembered for
908
01:36:58.200 --> 01:36:59.460
Evan Taylor: Oh, thank you. Freezing there.
909
01:37:04.380 --> 01:37:05.160
Evan Taylor: We are back.
910
01:37:05.430 --> 01:37:09.600
jgreen: Oh my god. That was horrible. This is the most important part of
911
01:37:11.910 --> 01:37:13.560
jgreen: You got hit by a bus tomorrow.
912
01:37:16.440 --> 01:37:20.370
Evan Taylor: Bang. That was I'm hopefully that's not some foreshadowing.
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Evan Taylor: Crossing the street for the next few days.
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jgreen: Yeah, it would be very careful. Yes.
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Evan Taylor: So the question is, it's not necessarily most important part, but I feel that when you're
doing we're doing the interviews we we really build up to this, this, you know, this visit this question.
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Evan Taylor: So the question. And again, if you didn't hear the whole thing was, if you know again if you
got hit by a bus tomorrow or something. And so what what is the legacy, you would like to leave and
what is it you would like to be remembered for
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jgreen: I would like to be remembered for
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jgreen: Being kind
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jgreen: And changing the world.
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Mm hmm.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: Empowering other people. Um,
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: That's about it.
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jgreen: That's that's been one
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Evan Taylor: Okay, hit by a bus. Be careful, but I am absolutely sure that that is exactly how you'll be
remembered and, you know, many years from now when somebody was listening to this and
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Evan Taylor: And I also think I was actually been talking one things I've been trying to do is think about
it's it's a question I don't I don't actually ask people about for you. And it's important to us as as a writer.
I'm wondering
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Evan Taylor: What would you like someone to title. Yeah, your biography and 50 years
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jgreen: Oh, wow.
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jgreen: Um,
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jgreen: I don't know. It could be becoming visible.
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Um,
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Evan Taylor: That's, that's it, that's a theme for you. I'm
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jgreen: Apparently,
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Mm hmm.
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Evan Taylor: Some. One of the things I was thinking about is this idea that you've talked so much about
overcoming fear and you've talked so much about communication.
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Evan Taylor: And and using education and communication as a tool of activism and so that's that's that's
what I would like to see them. How does your tagline. So, well, you know, becoming visible overcoming
fear in order to increase communication and relation ality
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Evan Taylor: Great. Okay, we've got the data will, we will leave that for somebody to write in 100 years
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jgreen: Excellent. That would be great. I would love that.
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Evan Taylor: I don't think I'm taken hundred years, but
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Evan Taylor: It will happen sooner than that. I'm very sure.
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Evan Taylor: Thank you so much for this interview Jamison, I really appreciate it.
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jgreen: Thank you. And it's really been a wonderful experience. And I thank you.
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Evan Taylor: Not a problem at all. I've thoroughly enjoyed myself has been one of those one of those
times, you know, again, I read your book early on for for me and
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Evan Taylor: It was, it was just so nice to be able to get to know the person you know to have that
relation ality and communication very directly with you, not just you know indirectly with the book. So
it's been an absolute honor for me to get to get to Jackie for so long.
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jgreen: Thank you. I
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Evan Taylor: Can connect it. I think we've been transferred three four conference in
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Evan Taylor: April and chat. Yeah.
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jgreen: Yeah, absolutely. Let's, let's be honest. Absolutely. Let's continue this dialogue in other ways.
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jgreen: Absolutely. Yeah, thanks. I'd like to learn more about your work and
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jgreen: Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: I remember, I remember saying, last time I offered you a fortune, my, my desk or at least a
couple of articles from the sale. You cannot have a look at that.
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jgreen: Wonderful. I would really appreciate that. Thanks.
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Evan Taylor: Thanks. Great.
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Evan Taylor: Listen.
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jgreen: All right, they have been
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jgreen: Day. Thanks. You too.
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jgreen: Bye Bye now.
Aaron replacement
Interview Summary – Trans Activism Oral History
Summary:
Jamison recalls that Jude Patton had previously been on the WPATH board, however nonetheless, Jamison was
told that they lost members when he joined - which he presumes is because he is not as mild-mannered as Jude.
Although, Jamison points out that, during his presidency on the board, membership tripled. After his presidency
he felt traumatized and it took time to recover, even though he still feels some resentment and anger. He talks
about the importance of WPATH and the standard of care to protecting patients from people like John Brown.
After joining the Standards committee, he convinced the board to release a statement about medical necessity
which was the first time they’d ever released such a statement - and it changed the game in terms of the legal
landscape of insurance claims.
He talks about his experience in the corporate, medical, and legal worlds as a communicator and how that
prepared him for the advocacy and activism work he did with WPATH, among others. He worked as a legal
writing instructor in the 1970s and reflects on the importance of this work in being able to communicate
arguments effectively. Jamison talks about wanting to be a writer since he was young and why it’s so important in
activism and change work. He reflects on his father and the arguments he used to have with him about how “you
can’t change city hall” and talks about how his gender nonconformity as a child gave him skills to create change
as an activist. He talks about the need to overcome shame in change work and particularly for trans men who
have been often invisibilized in the perception and understanding of trans people and communities. Jamison
recalls education campaigns that he ran with Dallas Denny, including pamphlets, posters, and education
presentations. Particular changes he has seen over time are a) the ability of trans people to be out in their
workplaces and, b) the inclusion of gender identity issues in the larger gay rights movement, which had been so
resisted initially.
Jamison is particularly proud of the work he has done with the Corporate Equality Index and talks about the
impact of the commitment to trans rights that was part of the index. He talks about the role of individual human
psychology in activism work and understanding anger and fear, as well as the functions of privilege and power
within an organization such as WPATH. He expresses concern for the future of his country and the rise in
nationalism and ways that gender is still so uncritically constructed in society. He talks feeling motivated to create
a better world and the importance of kind interactions with other human beings. He has some sense that he
could’ve accomplished more in life if it wasn’t for his gender, but he does feel he has been able to do a lot.
Interviewee name: Jamison Green
Interviewer: Evan Taylor
Date of Interview: March 5, 2020
LGBTQ2+ Oral History Digital Collaboratory
Video Log Form
Name of Interviewee: Jamison Green
Name of Video Logger: Evan Taylor
Interview date: 5-Mar-20
Description/Topic of clip Start time Starting language or Quote End time Ending language Notes, if any
Jamison on managing and engaging change. 0:08:30 “As a manager myself when I was managing in corporate…” “…that's not why the organization began.”
Talking to another board member about revising the standards of care. 0:16:09 0:16:28 “…And I said, look, if you have to write a letter to explain what the standards mean that means the standards need to be rewritten. No one should have to require a letter explaining it.”
Jamison talks about wanting to be a writer and why it’s so important in activism. 0:27:23 0:29:19 “…But I could change the world.”
Jamison talks about how his gender nonconformity as a child gave him skills to create change as an activist. 0:34:36 “I also think a lot comes from my own physical experience in the world…” 0:35:38 “…good to check out the lay of the land.”
Jamison discusses how he sees the world changing in 20 years. 1:12:41 1:15:39 ”…everybody goes all haywire.”
Jamison on communication. 1:27:37 “Exactly. I think the whole point of what we do as human beings is communicate” 1:27:44
**Legacy question 1:37:52 “Being kind and changing the world. And empowering other people...”
LGBTQ2+ Oral History Digital Collaboratory
Video Log Form
Name of Interviewee: Jamison Green
Name of Video Logger: Evan Taylor
Interview date: 28-Feb-20
Description/Topic of clip Start time Starting language or Quote End time Ending language Notes, if any
0:07:10 “I’m the first American and the eighth person in the world with a PhD in law specializing in transgender and transsexual issues.”
0:24:25 “I don't think of myself as transgender all the time, right. It's a political position.” 0:24:31
0:32:12 “And I really worried about people adopting transgender as an identity label right. I thought it was an organizing label, not an identity label.” 0:32:18
Jamison recalls different words used over time to describe trans people. 0:54:39 ”…if somebody else said it. That was not good.” 0:57:05
0:57:53 “I write for two reasons. One is to be evocative to move people and one and the other is to educate, to inform. Mm hmm. And so in both styles of communication. You use words differently. But you have to be clear.” 0:58:14
Jamison on why he wanted to be involved with WPATH 1:31:52 1:32:35 “…That's why I wanted to get involved.”
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Evan Taylor: On excellent yes that's going now. Okay.
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Evan Taylor: Great. I can see you. Great. Your friend very nicely. Thank you. That's good.
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Evan Taylor: So thank you so much for agreeing to do to do an interview here and this is a, it's a great
honor for me to get to interview you. One of those
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Evan Taylor: One of those folks that was, you know, paving the way when I was first first coming up
myself. So I was I'm so glad to be able to get you on the list.
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jgreen: Thank you. Well, it's you know, it's just
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jgreen: A matter of timing.
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Evan Taylor: Well, it's, it's also I mean the whole the what we're doing here in history is like it's a matter
of timing, you know, the
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Evan Taylor: Point in history that will never have again where we have folks who knew about what's
going on, we're organizing before the internet and, you know, we'll never get these you know those.
That's true.
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jgreen: Yeah, just the other day I got, I was on a list of Portland area business people are at, you know,
activists working in the business arena and Portland.
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jgreen: Somebody was advertising a production of I, in my own wife, which is the play about Charlotte
von malls Dorf
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Evan Taylor: I don't know who that is.
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jgreen: You don't know who that is. Oh. Well Charlotte von Miles Dorf you should you should look up
the book, I am my own wife.
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jgreen: And there's also a film made by Rosa on primetime from Berlin.
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jgreen: That is of this by the same title that is absolutely phenomenal and
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jgreen: Basically they were promoting this play, and
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jgreen: It occurred to me that
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jgreen: You know they were talking about why you should see this play. It's really, it's a one man show.
It's really incredible. It's about Charlotte vitamin store who killed her father and the Nazi era and lived
lived completely crushed stressed and her entire life and
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jgreen: You know, ran an antique in Teach store and just live through the whole Nazi thing.
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jgreen: Wow cross dressed
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Evan Taylor: All my goodness.
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jgreen: Yeah, and I actually met her.
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jgreen: In and I and I responded to this email. I said, well, it's great. They're putting this play on and tell
them, look, which is a little tiny town on the coast of Oregon and which I think the theater holds
probably fewer than 50 people in the audience.
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Evan Taylor: Okay, it's
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jgreen: Tiny and and I said, it's really great that they're putting this production honest and I was
privileged to meet Charlotte fun mall store.
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jgreen: In Berlin, a few years before she died and and she was, she was actually the most
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jgreen: Feminine and completely composed person I have ever met. Hmm, was astounding.
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Evan Taylor: All shouldn't have to be to make it
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jgreen: And, but, you know, she's not she wasn't like glamorous, or you know anything. This is just
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jgreen: A woman.
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jgreen: And
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Evan Taylor: managed to survive that.
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jgreen: Yeah, and you know, no response from all the people on this list, who I know you know like
nobody had a response. And I'm thinking,
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jgreen: It probably kept no idea what to say. Um, yeah. And it's and i and i did occur to me, you know,
we are in this sort of period where I mean I've missed meeting Harry Benjamin by a year. Wow.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: And I know a lot of people who knew him well but
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jgreen: You know, it's, it's, we're really, it's true. There's a lot of people who did a lot of things before
there was an internet and who
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jgreen: Who made a big effort to change trans lives before we really had the language for it. And those
people are fading very, very rapidly. Huh.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah well that's a bit in this doing the this project. It was one of those things that we know
we have to decide what do we, what do we want to focus on. And we just said, we're just going to focus
on whoever has the oldest memories possible. That's what, that's that's that's the focus
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jgreen: No.
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Evan Taylor: So, how we usually start off, I ask you a bunch of demographic questions just for the, for
the record of an oral history.
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Evan Taylor: When folks, you're missing.
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Evan Taylor: 100 years or whatever.
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Evan Taylor: And then we'll get into more the
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Fun conversational
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Evan Taylor: And so just for the record.
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Evan Taylor: We are here today. It is just after 10 O'clock AM Pacific Standard Time. My name is Evan
Taylor and here in Vancouver and I'm interviewing Jamison green. And where are you located today,
James.
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jgreen: I'm in Vancouver, Washington.
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Evan Taylor: Oh, to Vancouver. It's good for us.
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Evan Taylor: And and you go, he is him pronouns.
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jgreen: As do. Yes, that's correct.
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Evan Taylor: And how old are you, today 7171 for the record. Not even close to the oldest person I've
interviewed
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Evan Taylor: Good.
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Evan Taylor: Were you born
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jgreen: I was born in Oakland, California.
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Evan Taylor: And where do you live now.
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jgreen: Vancouver, Washington.
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Evan Taylor: And how long have you lived there.
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jgreen: little over two years. Okay.
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Evan Taylor: And complex. A question for you. Are you employed I retired and what was your work.
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jgreen: Well as I'm still working a little bit
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jgreen: For my sort of career career. I was a publications manager and a technical writer. I have a master
Fine Arts degree in creative writing
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jgreen: Which I earned in 1972 and i i wanted to parlay that into and when i mean i wanted to work as a
writer and I happen to just sort of fall into this timing for the whole technological
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jgreen: Explosion. Right. And so I was able to do fairly well in that arena.
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jgreen: My last corporate position. I was Vice President. No, I wasn't. Vice President, I wasn't vice
president of one company, my last corporate position. I was
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jgreen: Director of technical publications for visa me
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jgreen: But I worked for Sun Microsystems, I worked for
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jgreen: Which is where I worked when I transitioned. I work for North Star computers. I worked for
Cooper laser Sonics documenting medical
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jgreen: medical technologies.
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jgreen: Late surgical lasers and and
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jgreen: Ultrasound and interact killer microsurgery
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Evan Taylor: Yeah.
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jgreen: So I learned a lot and I learned a lot about talking to doctors
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jgreen: Mm hmm. That particular job.
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Evan Taylor: And that's come in handy over the years.
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jgreen: Who has very much so. Very much so.
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Evan Taylor: And I know you've completed a PhD. Yes.
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jgreen: Yes.
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Evan Taylor: And where was that what was that
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jgreen: I took a PhD in law equalities law at Manchester Metropolitan University. I studied with Stephen
whittle and I haven't thought, I'm the first American and the eighth person in the world with a PhD in
law specializing in transgender and transsexual issues.
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Evan Taylor: Wow.
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Evan Taylor: I'd like I not for the purpose of today, but I want to get a list of those other seven
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jgreen: I don't know who they are there. They were all students have Steven. So, though.
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Evan Taylor: I was
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jgreen: The only Professor OB qualities law in the world.
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Evan Taylor: Have students who profession list.
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Evan Taylor: Right smart. Okay, and you have any visible or invisible disabilities that you live with.
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jgreen: Yeah, since 2016 I've lost the use of these two fingers.
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jgreen: Like you know there's I can move them, but I can't open my hand and my manual dexterity is
gone to shit.
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Evan Taylor: Is that does that relate to a particular illness or
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jgreen: Don't know it's just I had some
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jgreen: intense pain in the brachial plexus in my left side which is underneath the shoulder blade alone
or big nerve bundle and I just thought, oh, you know, it's a sore muscle or whatever.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: I was actually it's it hit me the day before I was leaving for
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jgreen: Kazak stand at the request of the US Embassy here to meet with the, the Office of the
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jgreen: Kurdistan.
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jgreen: Medical people. What is it the
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jgreen: What did they call their Minister health minister. OK, so the Health Minister, I was supposed to
meet with them about their very barbaric treatment of trans people. And this was arranged by the
embassy. Right. And so I wasn't going to not go
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jgreen: Right and
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jgreen: You know, so I you know basically faded away the pain did after a few days and then
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jgreen: After I after I returned, I was just woke up one morning with no use my fingers couldn't open my
hand.
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jgreen: Very weird very weird. So I've been to neurologists, I've been to hand surgeons. I've been to
nerve centers. I've been, you know, all kinds of stuff and
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Evan Taylor: No one knows what it is.
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jgreen: Well, there's a syndrome called parsonage Turner syndrome.
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jgreen: That my symptoms.
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jgreen: Pretty much correspond with but not entirely. Okay. And there's no cure.
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jgreen: It's just nerve.
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jgreen: Just the thing that often. Yeah. And so I have low I have less
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jgreen: Muscle in my forearm, it's like all faded away because it's not getting
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Evan Taylor: Stimulated used right it's really awful.
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jgreen: So now, breakfast is my favorite meal but um but that that disability, which is quite invisible was
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jgreen: Many times he ought to be treated properly by adults. I mean, going to a kid's birthday party
traumatic incident egg age six kids birthday party here have a piece of cake, no thank you have a piece
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actually not. There's something wrong with me as a person I know my body. I know my health issues. I
need treatment right
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jgreen: I had the same issue come up when I had appendicitis. Mm hmm. I was dismissed and I think it
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jgreen: Okay, and it was, you know, really unusual and he laughed when I said what you know when I
answered this question he laughed and I said you know that's not funny. That's a real job. Yeah. And he
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jgreen: The doctor comes in and says, so is there anything that you did. I should know about that might
impact your, your healing you know post-operatively and I said it's, you know, a certain thing that's that
bother is bothering you. And I said, yeah, you
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jgreen: Like what I said yeah you treat me like shit and I'm a human being and I'm as good a human
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jgreen: Well I identify as in terms of ethnicity of northern European Scandinavian Celtic English, Irish,
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jgreen: And it wasn't. They didn't care what religion we my brother, or I chose, but that that the
important thing they said was that we understood there was something out there, bigger than us, um,
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jgreen: She ended our relationship, but that time we had a one daughter and a son on the way. Okay.
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breast reconstruction. Right. And after about a year of sitting around with no bras.
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jgreen: Right. And that perhaps the surgery would actually help her your eight. And so she did it. And
then, and when when she got that when she internalized that she said to me one of the nicest things she
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, came to that understanding that way. Yeah, yeah. Wow. So that's a great story I'm
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what they felt in their bodies versus what their doctors said was the right thing to do or whatever.
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Evan Taylor: People very much had this sense and and their gender and sexuality informed that so
directly and yet their doctors were completely unaware that
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Evan Taylor: Like for instance, a trans man might experience breast cancer and a very different way and
just surgical reconstructions, then a very femme woman might feel or whatever. Right, right. So that's
fascinating. Thank you so much.
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Evan Taylor: Um, and then in terms of sexuality. How do you categorize that and has that changed over
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jgreen: Well, at first I was very attracted to women, when I was very young and occasionally to a guy,
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jgreen: So then I tried to I tried to be a lesbian. For a long time, but I never really felt comfortable as a
lesbian and even even long before I transitioned.
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jgreen: In many contexts, my lesbian friends would say, Oh, we're going to a women only event. You
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jgreen: That was in a period of, of, okay, I never learned to date. I have to date. Now, if I'm going to find
a solid relationship that actually works. Why do I keep reinventing these bad relationships. Let's try
something.
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jgreen: More conscious. So I'm going to date without doing the lesbian okay we had sex. Now let's get
the U Haul right you know let's let's
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jgreen: This isn't going to be the last relationship I ever have just because I'm with with you now, doesn't
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jgreen: Because I think a lot of times we especially back in the 60s and 70s when lesbians did that kind of
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jgreen: And so I'm in. And I realized I mean you're I'm like in my 50s thinking of this, you know, or not
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whole phase about learning how to have relationships and learning how to choose partners, not they all
do a good job at it they don't
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jgreen: You know, I, I just never learned those skills. And so now I'm going to date and I decided that I
was just going to be responsive to people and guy said come on to me a lot, and I just decided to say no
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jgreen: See what happens. Try let's try gay. Let's try straight. Let's try by identified people and blah, blah,
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Evan Taylor: And so this just open that up for you in the way I've just like let me explore it when you did.
You were sort of like, okay, that people are people, and I'm not that whole I love a person not a gender
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jgreen: In the 70s when things got political right and like the the task force and the human rights
campaign started their national advocacy. He they made
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jgreen: And this is, I object. Let me say for the record, I object to the 501 c three nonprofit model of
community leadership. I don't think having a 501 C three means you are in charge.
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although I have worked with these organizations and I know their leadership and I you know there's
value there. I really object to their strategies.
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jgreen: But nonetheless, they both said okay we need to stick to sexual orientation and we need to
make sure that everybody understands that we're just normal people. And we own the only difference is
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jgreen: You know, and therefore we got to get rid of all the gender queer looking people. We got to get
rid of the men and dresses. We got to get rid of, you know, the super dykes, you know, we don't want
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Evan Taylor: So I'm thinking about this particular you know POINT IN TIME, AND I'M REMEMBERING for
myself. Anyway, my, my generation that people were talking, we didn't want the drag queens, you
know, to be leading the Pride Parade because they're gonna make us all look bad.
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Evan Taylor: That sort of thing. So I and I'm, you know, I'm wondering from, from your perspective in
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Evan Taylor: With was mistaken. The sense of it divided people, when in fact we have the the
commonality of all of us.
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Evan Taylor: being oppressed by how it is that we're supposed to do, gender, whether we do gender and
straight or do gender as it says gender or whatever, but that that is the oppression, we should have
organized together.
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jgreen: That's right. Right.
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Evan Taylor: Gotcha.
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jgreen: And that's, that's the, that's the only reason why I sort of adopted or grudgingly took on the label
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jgreen: It was such a lightning rod right it with it with the word sex in it, it made a lot of people upset.
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jgreen: To me it was a medical term.
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jgreen: I thought it was an organizing label, not an identity label.
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jgreen: Hmm. And, but, you know, you can't control language so
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jgreen: It is what it is. It does what it does and things get on that catch on and things that don't, don't.
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Evan Taylor: And where we are now. I mean, I'm, you know,
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Evan Taylor: Doing these these conversations, it's inherently an intergenerational practice where I'm
talking to you as a generation above me, if not a couple of generations. And then we're preserving this
for the generation to follow me, if not a few more.
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Evan Taylor: And so I'm thinking now about, you know, as somebody who's almost I'm just almost 40
and I'm thinking about the 20 year olds right now. And when you say the word transsexual it's it's it's like
it's like a racial slur like it's like
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jgreen: And I don't know where that came from. I mean, some somebody somewhere said that's an
insulting term right and you know it's the lip in the medical literature is rife with it. He is everywhere. It's
a, it's a very, very useful term, especially for people like me who's gender never changed.
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Evan Taylor: Right, yeah.
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jgreen: And what changed for me was my sexual characteristics.
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Evan Taylor: He he literal biological bodily sex is what changed not
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jgreen: Right, right.
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jgreen: He my identity never changed my gender never changed my the way I express myself never
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jgreen: There's a lot of people have to really learn a lot of things about how to express themselves when
they go through a transition
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Evan Taylor: Yeah.
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jgreen: I was already perceived as male
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Evan Taylor: He. Yeah, I've seen a picture of you, and that was supposed to be pre transition I think
about 21 or something and and you have like this long hair and I, and it was supposed to be free
transition and I just I can't see it. I'm like, You look like a man.
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jgreen: Was that the one with me and Mike construction worker clothing.
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Evan Taylor: I think so.
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jgreen: Yes, I let my hair grow for a reason.
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jgreen: That that yeah there are very few pictures of me with long hair because was very little very tiny
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Evan Taylor: It was
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jgreen: When I was working in construction.
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jgreen: And specifically because the phone company had a policy that guys couldn't have long hair.
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jgreen: And so I decided to let my hair grow being the first female person there to see if they would say
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jgreen: And they didn't. So it didn't take very long.
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jgreen: But the guys around me recognized. Oh, I can let my hair grow too because they all wanted you
know they were all playing they're playing rock and roll.
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Evan Taylor: making the world a better place for everybody and everybody. Yes.
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jgreen: That's right. So, so that, and then as soon as the guys started letting their hair grow and nobody
said anything to them. I cut my hair again.
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Evan Taylor: No Mark yourself back to the mail.
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jgreen: I also did. It did something else in that context to where guys always you had to as a cable
splicer, you have to call into a test board and tell tell them where you are. So in case there's a problem
on the line, if they send a high voltage current down, they won't fry you
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Evan Taylor: Okay.
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jgreen: They can tell you to get out of the out of the cable if they need to do that. So, um, so you've
always call in and they had the test board had this record of where everybody was and everybody
identified themselves with their last name.
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jgreen: And I decided I wasn't going to do that. So I just, you know,
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jgreen: I don't go by green a green, you know, I'm not in the service, you know,
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jgreen: You know, at that time, I was I was using a while Jamison was my name, but I use Jamie for short
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jgreen: So I said, Hi, this is Jamie, this Jamie. Jamie green. Yep. Jamie and producing all the other guys
started using their first names to
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jgreen: It was much more humanizing
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Evan Taylor: Yes, yeah. At Knox that and that sort of, as you say, the toxic masculinity, in terms of the
militarization that out of it makes small
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Evan Taylor: Yep. Cool.
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jgreen: So those were those were two
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Evan Taylor: And these things have a ripple effects. Right. It's amazing when you make one small change
you know and and again we're talking about
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Evan Taylor: transact visit. But so much of transaction ism is wrapped up in the changing ways that
gender has been understood and the ways, especially I think masculinity has changed over the last, you
know, 50 years or so.
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jgreen: Right, yeah.
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Evan Taylor: Absolutely. And in terms of the so when we're talking about activism, but it's not a word
that you identify with you identify as an activist is not a word you would use.
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jgreen: Now, I do. But I didn't at the beginning. In the beginning
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jgreen: It basically was a diminishing term okay and
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jgreen: You know, if you were identified as an activist that you were easy to dismiss okay and I so I used
the term in the beginning I used the term advocate.
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jgreen: Let's see. I guess probably more so during the Obama years
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jgreen: I became more accepting of the term activist and would be would if I asked to submit a bio
somewhere I would use activist, rather than advocate.
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Evan Taylor: But what was that was that shift that happened around the Obama era that made that
more comfortable for you.
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jgreen: Um,
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jgreen: Recognized as having an important role to play, it is having an impact that was meaningful in the
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Evan Taylor: And you figure that that is related to the fact that we finally had a black man and power
and that the idea of activism to to affect that change was now sort of welcomed in that in that way.
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jgreen: I yeah. Possibly. I don't know that it's, I don't know that I could attribute it to his race, per se, but
the he was he was a community organizer. He was known as a community organizer prior to running for
the Senate, he, he wasn't in the senate very long.
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jgreen: Because he was much more of a in the street, kind of a person. Hmm.
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jgreen: And yeah, I mean, certainly the fact that he was black is important. I'm not trying to be
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. He was going to do specific organizing to that to create those conversations
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jgreen: Yeah, there was a lot of
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jgreen: A lot of people within the administration. I wasn't one of them, but
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jgreen: Were able to make that to have those conversations and and to affect his and, you know, I'm
pretty sure his wife actually had an impact on his ability to accept the idea of
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jgreen: We had a lot of people who came to it from a spiritual perspective grain and we had
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jgreen: You know people like Bishop Gene Robinson, who didn't know anything about trans really but
was willing to learn
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jgreen: He had the year of the administration, right. So, you know,
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jgreen: progress was made in that in that regard. And this it, but it was the openness to community.
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jgreen: Enables enabled those discussions. Mm hmm.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, yeah, somebody with a different background and understanding what community
organizing looks like. Right. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: And in terms of thing. So, you know, going back to before that, when you were first, you
know,
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Evan Taylor: Involved in what other people were calling activism. What sort of dream to That Was it that
you felt you needed to do it, or was it the fact that you
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Evan Taylor: Had a position that you know that you were able to contribute to other folks what was,
what was the sort of beginnings of that work like for you.
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jgreen: Well, I would say just
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jgreen: First of all, I realized that
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jgreen: Doctors didn't tell us anything he
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jgreen: Insurance just it had exclusions preventing our health care.
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jgreen: And not just transition related care, but any kind of health care.
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jgreen: Yeah, because the clauses, although they were targeted to transition related care. They were
written so broadly that they gave cover to any BIGOT Who wanted to say, nope, sorry, I can't treat your
sore throat. Nope, sorry, I can't sit your broken leg. Hmm. That's a transsexual leg.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, I'm not a specialized enough. Right.
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jgreen: So that had to be changed.
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jgreen: And as I gradually met more trans people in the late 1980s.
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jgreen: I realized, hey, these are all good ordinary people who are living with shame and fear. And I'm
like, that is wrong.
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jgreen: What am I going to do, what am I going to do about it because and I'm
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jgreen: I decided at the when Lou Sullivan died.
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jgreen: He had asked me a week before he died to take over his newsletter. Right. And in the newsletter.
Nobody published their whole name.
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jgreen: Everybody went by just an initial and last name or just to initials or their first name and last initial
right you know
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jgreen: But nobody. Everybody was really super worried about confidentiality. Mm hmm. And
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jgreen: You know, the locations of meetings were not
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jgreen: Publicly available right now I'm you had to know somebody and you had to be interviewed by
Lou before you could be given the, the location of a meeting.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, go ahead, sir. Okay. Right.
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jgreen: But, um,
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jgreen: But I, after I took over and got more exposed to more people and
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jgreen: A lot more active than it was. I mean, I just now, I had this I had this in my house now, whereas
before it was somewhere out there and now it's in my house and I'm having to produce this thing and
I'm having to think about this, and I'm getting communication from all these people
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jgreen: You know, how do I manage all this and I'm thinking,
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jgreen: We have to be public.
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jgreen: We cannot be so closeted right we will never get our needs met. We will never make the world
safe for us to be different if nobody knows who we are.
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jgreen: Hmm. Nobody people don't understand us
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jgreen: Right, some point I published a little squib in the newsletter, saying, Okay, I'm going public.
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jgreen: And I, because I think we need to let people know that we're out here.
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Evan Taylor: And that was the language you're using back then with gender diversity train us
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jgreen: Yeah, okay. That's what I wrote in the newsletter.
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jgreen: I'll have to go and look at the newsletter make absolutely sure. But that's, I think, pretty sure
that's what I wrote gender diversity training interesting is that it was going to be a gender diversity
consultant or something like that.
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Evan Taylor: Fascinating, because that's the language. We've come back around to now.
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jgreen: Yeah, nothing's nothing sacred
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Evan Taylor: Was the reaction of other folks in here.
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jgreen: People were the people called me up from all over the place. Don't do it.
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Evan Taylor: You're going to do is
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jgreen: You're going to expose us, they'll take away everything we have never survive.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: It's important that we stay hidden. Right. And I'm like, I'm sorry, I disagree with you. Yeah, I
really, I really think we have to
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jgreen: Step up a bit. And then, as you know, a couple years later when the term transgender was
coming up. A lot of people argued vehemently against the term. Nice. I said,
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jgreen: An emphasis on one person I know said you know that's going to erase transsexuals and we
won't be able to get our medical needs met.
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: I said, look, we're adults, we have those of us who have these needs have to speak up. Be
responsible take care of our needs.
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jgreen: Right, make sure that those things can get handled that a word isn't going to change that.
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jgreen: You know,
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Evan Taylor: I'm certainly thinking that Lou would have been very, very supportive of the idea of you
going public because he was so you know so out there himself in that way.
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jgreen: He was not very public at all.
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Evan Taylor: Huh.
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jgreen: He was very, very shy. He did some did some public speaking, which the last last year of his life.
He asked me to step in for him in some university classroom settings.
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jgreen: But, and he and he was outspoken in terms of his approach to the medical community trying to
educate them about the difference between
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jgreen: sexual orientation and gender identity. Right. Right. And that was, that was his significant
contribution, but he he totally supported the confidentiality. He totally
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jgreen: He wasn't all that out there. Okay.
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Evan Taylor: He
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Evan Taylor: I'm the only thing I've seen of him that was, I was thinking about was this this interview that
he has with his psychiatrists, that was so
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jgreen: You know,
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Evan Taylor: It felt led me to me was most public at that time how the publicizing of that in any way was
just so radical
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Evan Taylor: Oh, yes.
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Evan Taylor: Okay.
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Evan Taylor: That was much later that that became
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jgreen: Yes, it was circulated because there were several copies made and I recall. He himself sent me a
copy his copy because he said, I don't need this anymore. Yeah.
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jgreen: And yeah. And in fact, you know, Dallas Denny, and I wrote a Dallas Danny and Jason Cromwell,
and I did an article about about some research that we did about language that's used in in
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and
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jgreen: We actually from our first our first discussion about it. Actually, it was at
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jgreen: In Vancouver in Vancouver, BC at the big meeting in 1997 and I presented on our on some work
that Dallas and I had done on bisexuality and and then I mentioned about the
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jgreen: The bad language.
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jgreen: And I recall. He was in the audience, and afterward he approached me and said, well, Dallas and I
were standing there talking and I represented the work as mine and Dallas and he approached us and
said, Well, what do you want us to call you.
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jgreen: And we were like, man.
485
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jgreen: You know, we're not going to speak for the entire community.
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: We'll get back to you. And we went out and did some research on it and and with this was pre
internet
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: So, I mean, Internet existed, but it wasn't widely used in the
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Evan Taylor: Mainstream yet.
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And
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jgreen: So we did some research and we had
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jgreen: A paper and then I presented that paper in 2001 at the big conference in Galveston, Texas, and
that paper.
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jgreen: transformed the language that doctors were using at the time he basically I was there with two
other two trans women who also had presentations on the language is language us and they put us all
together in an opening plenary session.
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jgreen: And at the end of it.
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jgreen: The three of us presented our little you know 15 minute abstracts of our work and what our
theories were and all the questions afterward came to me.
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jgreen: And I was, I was really kind of surprised about that, but I'm realizing, though, that it's it's the fact
that I'm a trained communicator. The fact that I've had so much experience.
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jgreen: You know,
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jgreen: Working with doctors right that um I think that they just related to the way that I was delivering
the message. It's not that our messages were that different. Right.
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jgreen: But then that was during the time when you had your overhead slides and they had pencils that
you could are these crayons, you could write on your slides and
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jgreen: Yeah overhead projector and stuff.
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Evan Taylor: And little weird wacky things
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jgreen: Yes. So throughout the entire conference for the next three or four days, however long the
conference was
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jgreen: Doctors would be presenting and they would have scratched out the quotation marks around
the pronouns are names and they are around the organs.
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jgreen: And they would change. They crossed out the names of things and and wrote over them. I mean
it was just, and they would stop themselves in the middle of their presentation and say, is genius in
here. Is it okay if I say this
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jgreen: I'm not kidding. It was was
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jgreen: It was phenomenally dramatic wow that that was boom. It's just shifted right there.
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Evan Taylor: And so what were the words they were using, what would they change them into
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jgreen: Well, I mean, they, they were instead of like, for me, they would call me female because
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Evan Taylor: Gotcha. Okay.
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jgreen: You know, so I was a woman who was living as a man not really a man and that and he if they've
used a pronoun would have would be in quotes.
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Evan Taylor: Gotcha.
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jgreen: And my name would be in quotes. Yeah, you know,
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Evan Taylor: I'm not sure.
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jgreen: If you know they're talking about a
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jgreen: Neo vagina, they would have vagina in quotes.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. I remember sort of around this time yet, you know, if you looked at journal
articles. It was so hard to tell who they were talking about right, it would say transsexual woman when
what they meant was a trans man.
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jgreen: Exactly.
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Evan Taylor: And then he was so hard to and I remember just looking at articles and having to
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Evan Taylor: Figure out, and then you know you learn who the doctor, the doctors were because then
you'd learn which doctors referred to people appropriately and which ones didn't um you know even
have to figure it out in the articles.
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Evan Taylor: And my
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Evan Taylor: Language is very fascinating to me very fascinating to me. It's the department that my PhD
was in was land to literacy. So I'm fascinated with how language has changed. Not necessarily.
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Evan Taylor: Know the language itself, but the what we think and believe around it and how it culturally
it shifts are just things culturally
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Evan Taylor: What the conversations that I'm asking folks about right now is the some of the very older
words. So, you know,
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Evan Taylor: A transsexual was, you know, you know that one of these still like a newer term at some
point. But before there was like transit or training or some of these these older words and do remember
those words being used in community.
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jgreen: trannies used occasionally, you know, sort of like dyke.
527
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jgreen: Trans definitely existed in the 70s.
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jgreen: Stephen widdle wrote a paper or wrote a big thing about how he invented it in the 90s and I had
to write to him and say, I'm sorry, Stephen. If you go to the
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jgreen: Gay and Lesbian history. Historical Society in San Francisco and look at the street newspapers
that were circulated in the Tenderloin and and the pole district. Now you can find trans all over the
place. Right. Yes. Yes. You didn't make it up and
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Evan Taylor: That we're referring to, like, a specific fact like hacking of the of the trans community.
Where was it
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jgreen: Was it, but I think in those days it was really about people who cross dressed. It was probably
about sex workers in many contexts, but
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jgreen: In that those particular neighborhoods, but also it was about people who crust rest and we're
sort of in the in between.
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Evan Taylor: He said,
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jgreen: cross dressing may not have been, you know, like traditional cross dressing you know where you
know
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jgreen: You're, you're a guy and you're going to dress up to look like your mother right you know
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Evan Taylor: But it could have also been like people who are doing drag or whatever as well that time.
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Evan Taylor: And so what's the word. So I'm just a clarification or we were talking about the word trans.
It was it was trans us differently than trendy or trans II.
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jgreen: Yes, trans. He was more
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jgreen: A little bit more derogatory tranny was definitely derogatory trannies very popular tournament
Australia.
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jgreen: He was like the term in the community to
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jgreen: It was not thought of as a derogatory term at all.
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Right.
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jgreen: In the like in the 90s 80s and 90s, but I'm
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jgreen: 20 was pretty was training and translate pretty and like tranny transit he, she, it.
545
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jgreen: Know, pretty much the same kind of bad language.
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jgreen: But like
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jgreen: Like lesbians could call it call each other dikes but if somebody else called him a dyke, they were
in trouble right you know trans people would call themselves transit your tranny but if somebody else
said it. That was not good. Gotcha.
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Gotcha.
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Evan Taylor: And what about what are some of the other sort of changes that you've seen in terms of
how we how we refer to each other because you're, you know, you've seen this language actually unfold
itself over the years.
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jgreen: Unfolding threefold.
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Evan Taylor: Interesting. Tell me more about that. That's a, that's an interesting observation.
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jgreen: Well, I think it's just it we don't have control over language, you know, and things come and go,
then you know somebody something catches on at one point and fades and then somebody uses it
again and somebody else likes it, and boom, it catches on, you know, it's, there's no
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jgreen: There's no rhyme or reason. Exactly. I, you know, as somebody who's
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jgreen: I write for two reasons. One is to be evocative to move people and one and the other is to
educate, to inform. Mm hmm. And so in both styles of communication.
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jgreen: You use words differently. But you have to be clear.
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jgreen: And so that's in either in either
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jgreen: Realm. And so, clarity is the thing that matters to me. I don't like to be cavalier with language in
the context of
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jgreen: Where I might be educating someone or you never know where you might be educating
someone
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jgreen: Or only with your, with your closest friends, can you be completely free.
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jgreen: And and they might call you on it if they don't understand something, you're saying right but
strangers won't call you on it. They'll just take what you said and they'll use it the way they want to. Mm
hmm.
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jgreen: And I think that's something that a lot of people don't realize when especially when we think of
education being well I'll just go out and tell my story and that will educate people write your story is not
educational unless you give it context.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. If
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jgreen: Without context that connects to the life of the audience that every single person in the
audience, they won't get it.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: They'll take something
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jgreen: But it won't necessarily be what you intended right
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Evan Taylor: That's something that was so different when becoming invisible man came out and that's
what was so different about that than a lot of the other books that were around at that a lot of the
other books. I mean, there was what like 10
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jgreen: Or less. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: But like a lot of the other books that were coming out that were sort of memoirs in this in
this way, and we're very
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Evan Taylor: Autobiographical but they didn't. What I found different about your book at the time. And I
think that's also because I was
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Evan Taylor: I was in university is it was a young sort of college student and and what was so different,
was that there was a context to it. There was, um,
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Evan Taylor: It wasn't just here's. It wasn't just here's my here's my personal history. Here's my life story.
It was here is my life decision making.
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Evan Taylor: In the context of, you know, a theoretical way that we can actually look at the world. Here's
my worldview here's, you know, the politics that I've been involved in. Here's the cultural context and
and you gave all of that sort of
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Evan Taylor: You know what I what I that time recognized as an academic context, you know, I think it
was so much more than that. But a, you know,
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Evan Taylor: At least there was that, and I think that was so different, because at the time.
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Evan Taylor: You know, people were just just literally writing, you know, it was like your personal
journey because take your personal journal and go and publish it and just cuz he were trans people think
that was groundbreaking
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Evan Taylor: Right, but your book, there was. It was there was more meat to and I don't know what it
was, and I think
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Evan Taylor: Is this what you're saying right now that that good communication requires good context
and clarity around that. Yep. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that I really, I really remember that that book for me
shifted something culturally because
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Evan Taylor: You know, it changed the idea of being trans from
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Evan Taylor: You know, I wasn't quite familiar with Aaron divorce work yet or anything like that. But, um,
it's for me it's shifted the conversation around transmits from look at these neat weirdos.
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Evan Taylor: You know, it's very interesting. And, you know, yeah.
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jgreen: Of course,
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Evan Taylor: It's still going on.
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Evan Taylor: Yes, but it shifted the conversation away from that and it for the first time I think made
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Evan Taylor: At least for for trans masculine folks and it made us an interesting subject of study.
586
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Evan Taylor: You know that I could be like, Oh, well, we could we could you know we're an interesting
bunch of people like you know let's let's let's do some work on that. Let's understand this phenomenon.
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Evan Taylor: And and and i think that that was there was a shift those trying to happen in the late 2000s
around that, you know, with Aaron divorce gender blending book things. There was some shifts
happening.
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Evan Taylor: But you for me in that book made it accessible to the average person who actually wanted
to understand more not just a fun story, but we wanted to get something and be interested in it. I think
it stimulated that conversation.
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jgreen: Thank you. Thank you. That is what I wanted to do.
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Hmm.
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Evan Taylor: Well, you certainly, certainly did. And I told her in the story as well. But I remember going,
you know, to the very depths of the university library like way down in the basement way down the back
over in the corner. And there was this one shelf.
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Evan Taylor: And on the shelf was Cromwell's book on the show like there's, you know, there's just a
few. And I remember that shelf. And so I think in doing these conversations what so
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Evan Taylor: You know, we talked with the intergenerational aspect of it, but as much as there's
definitely intergenerational trauma that happened for trans folks doing this historical work, I think, is
part of the intergenerational healing that we can do.
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Evan Taylor: Where you you know there was what like no money in green or something. There wasn't a
the books that were around for you. We're not you know you're not as helpful as perhaps you would
want them to be.
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Evan Taylor: Right. And then for me there was a shelf. And now what we are creating for the next
generation that's coming behind me is an entire archive.
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Evan Taylor: Yep people's lives and histories
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jgreen: Yep. I agree.
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Evan Taylor: It's i mean it's it's it's it's groundbreaking in that, in that sense that we're able to have
conversations across three and four generations.
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jgreen: Yeah, it's fantastic. I really, really like it.
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jgreen: So,
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jgreen: Sister get back to the the activism thing. And I'm not say that not to be dismissive of this I I really,
really appreciate what you said about my work, because that's exactly what I wanted to accomplish and
and I'm really proud to have been able to
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jgreen: To reach some people
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jgreen: But I'm
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jgreen: Just say back in 1992 so I started doing educational talks and this is again about context, right.
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jgreen: I started doing some of the talks that Lou was too ill to go to. And then I kept after he died. I got
called more and more, but I used they used to do these panels and they they they have a gay man and
and lesbian and across dresser and a transsexual or they you know it's whatever they
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jgreen: Did
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jgreen: And so I would go and be the transsexual or the male, the female to male transsexual if they had
that kind of array right but um
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jgreen: Yeah, after a while, and sometimes I would speak last frequently, I would speak last in the in the
row and
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jgreen: You know, people would would say, well hey guy, you know, by that time they'd be comfortable
with the audience would be comfortable with us. And they'd say, So how come you're not wearing a
dress today. And I'd say, Well, I don't do that anymore.
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jgreen: We mean
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Evan Taylor: Maybe purposely I don't do that anymore. Yeah.
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jgreen: Right. So, and that was always a shock to people had this idea that trans people were always
men and dresses. Right. Yeah, always and that you know female to male people simply didn't exist. And
then, oh, if they do well, of course, women want to be men because
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Evan Taylor: Of course, who wouldn't want
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jgreen: To. So, you know, you're, you're not interesting.
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: I understand you. Yeah, of course. Right. So that was, that was a tough one but it as it happened.
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jgreen: The same professors would call me back semester after semester. And after a while, it didn't
actually was probably a year or two. So, two or three lectures and they stopped inviting the panels and
they would just invite me
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jgreen: Hmm, because I was able to give a context, right, I was able to provide some history. I was able
to provide some social
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jgreen: Content commentary. Right. I was able to put things in context for people
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jgreen: And talk about more than just myself right yeah that's made that made me an interesting
speaker.
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jgreen: Now, people were also interesting speakers for many other good reasons. You know, they were
funny or they were angry and people
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jgreen: caught on to that emotion and they like that and thought that they were powerful. So whatever
that it you know there's lots of ways to be an interesting speaker, but that was, that was my little hook.
Mm hmm. In those times.
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jgreen: And then to move into the activists, so I was strictly doing education right and then I was invited
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jgreen: Out of doing this education to speak to the San Francisco. Human Rights Commission.
625
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jgreen: To their they had a community based board called the
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jgreen: gay, lesbian, bisexual, HIV advisory committee so GL be HIV advisory committee to the Human
Rights Commission right
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jgreen: And so there was a staff person from the Human Rights Commission who convened a monthly
meeting of this committee and I was asked to come and educate this committee about why they should
have trans trans people should be included.
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jgreen: And it took two years.
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jgreen: To convince two years of monthly meetings to convince this body of community members that
trans people had a place
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jgreen: And trans people deserve human rights and considerations that was so finally in 1994 we got
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jgreen: To hold a public hearing in the supervisors chambers and invite witnesses to testify about how
they were discriminated against because of their transgender status and then
632
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jgreen: And I helped to organize that and get the get the people to come and testify and then
633
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jgreen: And I wasn't the only one involved. And I was, I was
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jgreen: There were several other there were several trans women who are also involved in educating
this committee and then in a few trans men would show up periodically. Yeah.
635
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jgreen: But, but I was probably the only one who was hundred percent consistent for all those years,
and
636
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jgreen: So anyway, we, we, they held the public hearing
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jgreen: In 1994 in May of 1994 and
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jgreen: And there was a there was recorded testimony and they get a transcription and they had asked
for bids from contractors to write the report of the committee that would be make come up with
findings and recommendations that the Human Rights Commission could adopt or reject.
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jgreen: And so I bid on that as a writer, you know, as a professional writer I bid on that contract and I
want it. There was a huge uproar from a lot of trans women.
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jgreen: That that
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jgreen: A white man was getting to write this report.
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Evan Taylor: And this isn't the mid 90s.
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jgreen: Yep. Okay. Yep. And so the Human Rights Commission people had to remind them that I was also
a member of the subject class. Hmm. I mean, constantly people would
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jgreen: Not recognize my trans ness. Right. And that was
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jgreen: It was sometimes it's useful and other times it's really damaging. Mm hmm. But anyway, I wrote
the report, it was accepted by the Human Rights Commission, it's still available on the Human Rights
Commission website.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: And it actually the findings and recommendations are remarkably appropriate even today that
describe what are the problems that trans people experience and what can be done about it from a
municipal standpoint. Right. And the first recommendation was that
648
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jgreen: That we should have a non discrimination ordinance and so that the Human Rights Commission
could investigate any complaints and
649
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jgreen: Help to resolve issues because that was one of the big problems right yeah you know trans
people would come and complain and they would say, well, we can't. There's nothing we can do. There's
nothing in the law that gives us any authority because
650
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jgreen: Anything for you because
651
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jgreen: We don't understand you anyway.
652
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jgreen: So,
653
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jgreen: So anyway, that so then they asked me to go and sit down with a city attorney and draft the
ordinance because they wanted to be sure the language was correct, because I did not want anything in
there about transgender a transsexual
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jgreen: I wanted it to say, gender identity or expression right that because those are universal
characteristics that everyone has and no one should be discriminated against, as a result of their gender
identity or expression.
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Evan Taylor: language we use up here in Canada and our human rights laws so
656
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jgreen: Right, it came
657
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Evan Taylor: From now.
658
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Yep.
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jgreen: So that passed at the end of 1994 and then we went into effect 30 days later in January of 95
660
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jgreen: But as soon as it passed, and this was like completely out of the blue. I had no idea. I was going
to say this, but I had been thinking
661
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jgreen: About how to handle these insurance exclusions and the fact that people were cut off from
medical care and paid into their insurance plans, but then couldn't get any benefits from it, etc, etc.
662
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: I'm and I had fought with my own company. I was no longer working there.
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jgreen: In 1994 but
665
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jgreen: But the company Sun Microsystems, where I worked when I transitioned. I had fought with them
about some of some of their coverage stuff and
666
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jgreen: I didn't win. But, you know, it gave me more food for thought around the issue, right. So this
soon as the, the non discrimination ordinance passed, I turned to the Human Rights Commission, guys.
And I said, guess what, now you're in violation of your equal benefits ordinance.
667
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jgreen: E, the equal benefits ordinance was their flagship legislation that moved to domestic partner
benefits across the entire United States. Okay.
668
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jgreen: Back in the 80s was a huge, huge deal. And they were extremely proud of it. And they had a
room full of attorneys examining contracts with with vendors who were trying to do business with the
city to make sure that they had
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jgreen: Equal benefits.
670
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Evan Taylor: Page.
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jgreen: For gay and lesbian people and
672
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jgreen: You know, so I said, now you're in violation of this they went, what
673
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jgreen: What, what do you mean. And I said, well, and having never read any of their insurance policies.
I said, likely your insurance policies that you offer to your transgender employees all have exclusions
that prevent them from actually accessing the health care that they need and
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jgreen: They went, oh my God, wow.
675
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jgreen: And you don't
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Evan Taylor: Need to go and read it at that point, you know. Yeah, everybody knew at that point that at
least that our community. We all knew that nothing was covered
677
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Evan Taylor: Right, right.
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Evan Taylor: Right, I don't need to go read it. I'll just tell you it's there.
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jgreen: Yeah, so
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jgreen: You know, the big sort of flipped out about it. But then I also said, look,
681
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jgreen: You now have well no, this I'm getting mixed up strike that so I said that at that time 1995 1994
rather end of 94 and
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jgreen: They kind of flipped out and then a few years went by, actually, at least two years went by and
683
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jgreen: I think it was two years, maybe it wasn't even quite that long. Anyway, a couple of guys from the
FEMA group by that i i was still leading
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jgreen: Who lived in the city because I didn't live in San Francisco. So I wasn't always engaged with stuff
all the time, but they went to some meeting and they had a big protest about it about insurance and got
really angry about access to health care and stuff like that.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: At that moment,
687
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jgreen: Somebody went to the reporter WENT TO THE MAYOR'S OFFICE AND THE MAYOR'S OFFICE
started referring press calls to me.
688
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jgreen: To my home.
689
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Evan Taylor: Your home number, even my
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Home.
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jgreen: And you know what's this about you know these demands that San Francisco provide health
insurance benefits. And I'm like, Well, I don't know anything about it. But so, but I jumped on it.
692
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jgreen: And we
693
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jgreen: We started meeting with the with the
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jgreen: The system health system service board, which is an appointed board of leaders in the
community. There's somebody from the fire department somebody from the police department.
695
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jgreen: Somebody the city Treasurer someone from another person from the Board of Supervisors a
medical doctor that's appointed by the mayor, these people
696
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jgreen: Do you determine what are the benefits going to be that go into the health insurance plans and
we met with them for years.
697
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jgreen: monthly basis for years. And a lot of times you know they they put this on the agenda we gather
doctors and therapists and stuff to come in as witnesses testify
698
01:17:09.210 --> 01:17:19.080
jgreen: They and they we'd all be there and then they'd say, Oh, we're gonna have to table this item,
sorry, we can't. We don't have time for that. Right.
699
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jgreen: They were trying to get us to go away night and I was not going away. He so it took it took until
the year 2000 for us to get
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jgreen: Benefits in place into in one of the plans that they offered, but the the thing was I had a theory
and the theory was that there should be no cost associated with transgender care.
701
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jgreen: Because
702
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jgreen: There's very small number of people are actually going to use it right relative to the large pool of
insured.
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jgreen: But Aidan to me dawned on me many years prior that as an individual, I could beat my head
against the insurance company wall forever and not accomplish much
704
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jgreen: To make real systemic change the employers are the consumers of insurance policies right
they're the ones who make the contract. He they are the ones who have the power. You're the ones
who are paying
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jgreen: Paying the bills. That's right.
706
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jgreen: They're the ones who are paying the bills.
707
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jgreen: They're the ones who have the leverage to get the insurance companies to do something
different.
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jgreen: He so I said, you know, my theory was there should be no cost associated with this, the numbers
are small utilization will be low and
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jgreen: They basically every procedure every treatment or procedure that they are restricting from trans
people are already offered and covered for trans people. Right. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: It for for whatever other health conditions that they might, whether it's breast cancer
reconstruction and all that stuff. Yep. Yeah.
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jgreen: So that was my position and I was going to stick with it.
712
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jgreen: And I pushed and pushed and pushed. And finally, we got something through but and that wasn't
exactly what I wanted. Because they put in the $75,000 cap.
713
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jgreen: One, which I thought was useless and stupid, but it was they were just trying to look as if they're
being fiscally responsible
714
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Evan Taylor: Right.
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jgreen: Yeah, and but what they're doing is harming people but it's and finally they got rid of that that
stuff. But it took many years.
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jgreen: But then I there was a guy who
717
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jgreen: Who I knew a gay man who had developed what he called the equality index.
718
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jgreen: And it was a he was into shareholder activism and he developed this equality index and he
wanted to get companies to be rated on how good they were around equality issues and he sold that
instrument to the Human Rights Campaign.
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jgreen: And then in 2000 or 2001. I'm not sure exactly when they sold it, but
720
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jgreen: The first edition of the corporate equality index came out in 2002 okay but he sold it to them
with the condition that they always include transgender rights.
721
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jgreen: And transgender issues at the time they were not
722
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jgreen: very adept at that trans issues at all.
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jgreen: So the corporate equality index is administered by the workplace project, which is part of the
foundation so it's part of the nonprofit educational arm. It's not part of the lobbying arm great and
724
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jgreen: I was invited to join the Business Council.
725
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jgreen: Which is a board level position without a giver. Get that was filled with
726
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jgreen: This board was filled with gay and lesbian people who were
727
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jgreen: usually fairly highly placed in in major corporations around the country and they advised the
workplace project on the development of the corporate equality index.
728
01:21:15.750 --> 01:21:32.400
jgreen: And the measures that and how to do education around it and blah, blah, blah. So I was invited
to join the Business Council, and so was a trans woman named Donna rose. Okay, who was at the time it
was working for Dell in Texas.
729
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: And so the two of us. BASICALLY CARRIED THE TRANS flag for the workplace project and using
the corporate equality index, we got
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jgreen: By 2012 or 13 more than two thirds of all the fortune 500 corporations were offering trans
inclusive care.
732
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jgreen: Wow, and
733
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jgreen: I'm in. I met up at a, at a, at a Govt health conference. I've met up with a guy named Andre
Wilson, who
734
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jgreen: Knows new newly in transition guy who was a union organizer and he and I became friends
because I could see he had
735
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jgreen: Skills that I didn't have and that together we would be able to drive this insurance thing even
farther. Yeah. And so he and I from
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jgreen: On he and I developed all of the education stuff that HR see used to devote to train corporations
and corporate benefits managers.
737
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jgreen: To ask for this coverage to make sure that this coverage was equitably distributed to convince
executives that the coverage was necessary, you know, all, all this stuff. We just did a ton of work with
them.
738
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jgreen: And
739
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jgreen: Yeah.
740
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jgreen: That was
741
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jgreen: Then in 2014
742
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jgreen: This Center for Medicare and Medicaid Services lifted the exclusion.
743
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jgreen: On transsexual surgery.
744
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jgreen: Which they had had in place since the early 80s.
745
01:23:32.880 --> 01:23:33.540
Evan Taylor: Wow.
746
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jgreen: And I know for a fact. And people say, oh, and then other insurance followed after CMS did this.
Well, that's not true insurance was already doing it, that's what gave CMS, the courage to do it.
747
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Right.
748
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Evan Taylor: The the the motivation, if you will. Right.
749
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jgreen: So doctors believe that because CMS opened it up that that this is that insurance is now more
widely available right
750
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Evan Taylor: But it happening. Other way around
751
01:24:05.280 --> 01:24:06.090
jgreen: The other way around.
752
01:24:06.510 --> 01:24:14.730
Evan Taylor: Yeah i mean it's it's it's so interesting that, you know, in that way, you're able to sort of
leverage the corporate
753
01:24:16.140 --> 01:24:30.840
Evan Taylor: You know, the, the need for the need for capitalism to continue to just sustain itself, you're
able to hook into that and harness the in a way of saying this is actually not just this isn't a socially
responsible thing. This is financially responsible
754
01:24:30.870 --> 01:24:38.460
jgreen: That's right. Yeah. You've made an investment in your employees you hired them for a reason
you're contributing something to your bottom line.
755
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jgreen: You want to make sure your employees are healthy. You want to make sure your employees are
getting along, you want to deal with all these things. So hey, you have to do this.
756
01:24:47.130 --> 01:24:55.800
Evan Taylor: Yeah, that's, that's a brilliant. It's a brilliant strategy in that way to do to be basically it's, you
know, to use the system against itself.
757
01:24:55.890 --> 01:24:57.330
Right, yeah.
758
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jgreen: Yes, so
759
01:25:01.440 --> 01:25:03.690
jgreen: There's another aspect to this that
760
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So I was just thinking of it. Let me think.
761
01:25:13.470 --> 01:25:15.000
jgreen: It'll come back to me. Sorry.
762
01:25:15.720 --> 01:25:24.240
Evan Taylor: No worries. I was wondering about it, where this connected with your work with w path
because you were around in Delhi path all through this time that you're describing here.
763
01:25:24.780 --> 01:25:35.010
jgreen: Well I the first my first W path meeting was the one in the hip big meeting in Vancouver in 97.
Okay. And while I was there.
764
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jgreen: There was a revolt.
765
01:25:39.420 --> 01:25:55.530
jgreen: At the meeting and trans people demanded to get pounded on the doors and demanded to get
in and listen to the discussion of the forthcoming fifth version of the standards of care, right, and there
was literally nothing in the standards. Well,
766
01:25:56.550 --> 01:26:02.220
jgreen: Tiniest mention of breasts. But other than that, nothing that had to do with trans man.
767
01:26:02.670 --> 01:26:04.500
jgreen: Right and
768
01:26:05.550 --> 01:26:11.040
jgreen: You know, everything was was geared toward trans women. And so some guys
769
01:26:14.460 --> 01:26:29.760
jgreen: Basically said, look, we need more of this and Stephen Levine, who was the head of that the
standards committee at that point stood right there on the stage in front of hundreds of people and
pointed at me and said, all right, I'm going to make you an advisor.
770
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jgreen: To the standards and you know you can let us know what we should change.
771
01:26:37.620 --> 01:26:39.360
jgreen: And I'm just like, Oh, fuck.
772
01:26:40.500 --> 01:26:47.160
jgreen: You gave me one week to review the standards document and get him back a
773
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jgreen: Recommendations. So I went through it with a fine tooth comb. I actually stayed up 24 hours
doing it made myself ill.
774
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jgreen: sent it off to all the guys I knew who were at the meeting right and asked for their and guys I
knew who cared.
775
01:27:09.120 --> 01:27:20.190
jgreen: And who were logical and smart and asked for their feedback and asked for their just make sure I
didn't miss anything. And they all came back and said, This is great.
776
01:27:21.030 --> 01:27:28.740
jgreen: And some people said, Oh, you should have this, this, and this, but I did have that I know. But it
was very, very fast turnaround.
777
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jgreen: And then, and when I sent it in. I sent it with all our names on it, not just me all our names. So
what happens the damn they take the only corrections that I offer that they actually accepted were
punctuation.
778
01:27:45.780 --> 01:27:49.050
jgreen: They took literally nothing that I suggested.
779
01:27:50.100 --> 01:28:07.050
jgreen: And Dallas Danny was also an advisor from the MIT male to female perspective, right. So our
names are listed in this version five when it was published in 98 as as advisors to the committee and
literally
780
01:28:07.140 --> 01:28:14.100
jgreen: I don't know what they if they suggest if they took any of Dallas suggestions. But they took.
Literally none of mine. Nothing substantive
781
01:28:15.270 --> 01:28:22.290
jgreen: In 9091, I think it was
782
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jgreen: Was it 91 when the meeting was in London. Okay, and Aaron devor was on the on the standards
had been appointed Standards Committee, right, and also
783
01:28:38.430 --> 01:28:40.200
jgreen: And Lawrence was on the committee.
784
01:28:41.520 --> 01:28:51.840
jgreen: And they came to me and asked, I was not allowed to be on the committee I was not allowed on
first I have to go back and say back to 97
785
01:28:53.430 --> 01:28:57.240
jgreen: While I was at that meeting several people who are on the board.
786
01:28:58.260 --> 01:29:05.190
jgreen: took me out to dinner and said, You have to join the association, right, we really need you.
787
01:29:06.240 --> 01:29:07.200
jgreen: And I'm like really
788
01:29:08.400 --> 01:29:12.330
jgreen: And they said, well, but you can't join as a full member because you're not a doctor so
789
01:29:14.520 --> 01:29:29.160
jgreen: You have to join as a supporting Member, but you can at least come to the meetings and blah,
blah, blah, blah. And I'm like, So, what's the price difference right there supporting Member and they
say, oh, it's the same price. And I'm like, Why should I pay the same price for fewer benefits of
790
01:29:29.160 --> 01:29:29.730
jgreen: Membership
791
01:29:29.790 --> 01:29:34.020
jgreen: Come on. So, but I joined. Anyway, as a supporting Member.
792
01:29:35.490 --> 01:29:38.280
jgreen: And I happen to know that for the next
793
01:29:39.870 --> 01:29:40.980
jgreen: Four years.
794
01:29:42.210 --> 01:29:46.530
jgreen: The board argued about whether or not I could be a full member
795
01:29:50.100 --> 01:29:55.890
jgreen: And I know it because one of the board members sent me copies of the email exchanges.
796
01:29:56.100 --> 01:29:57.510
I'm
797
01:29:58.800 --> 01:30:02.040
jgreen: In which I was. It was labeled is
798
01:30:04.770 --> 01:30:08.580
jgreen: An activist who had entirely too much power.
799
01:30:09.540 --> 01:30:15.570
Evan Taylor: Interesting. Yeah, it goes back, back, back, back, that that the dismissive use of that word
again.
800
01:30:15.810 --> 01:30:16.170
jgreen: Yep.
801
01:30:16.710 --> 01:30:18.720
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Yep.
802
01:30:18.810 --> 01:30:31.680
jgreen: And so, but all of a sudden in 2002 after that whole thing with in 2001 at Galveston right with
the language change in 2002 out of the blue, I get a letter from the
803
01:30:32.190 --> 01:30:44.580
jgreen: The membership committee chair, who happened to that time to be Walter boxing right who
said, congratulations. You are now a full member and you can vote in the next election and, you know,
804
01:30:45.240 --> 01:30:55.500
Evan Taylor: So is this the sort of thing that the all the protesters in Vancouver were were upset about
was that they weren't able to access this inner circle love of clinicians
805
01:30:56.400 --> 01:31:05.580
jgreen: Yes. The meeting was expensive so they all got in without having to pay. I paid I paid even
though I wasn't even a member I paid
806
01:31:05.880 --> 01:31:06.270
Evan Taylor: Right.
807
01:31:06.360 --> 01:31:23.340
jgreen: To attend the meeting. I was a presenter and I still paid you know i mean there's everybody pays.
So I'm, you know, I wanted to pay my way. And so, but all these guys got Ian because they found it on
the door and which you know is great. I mean, it has to be done.
808
01:31:26.400 --> 01:31:26.940
jgreen: That and
809
01:31:27.120 --> 01:31:31.830
Evan Taylor: Sort of the voice of the voice of reason. But I think that you were the person who was able
to
810
01:31:32.430 --> 01:31:46.410
Evan Taylor: Take the know that that that that movement. They were trying to make by literally just
getting the door open. You were then able to say, well, that's, you know, since we're opening the door.
How about we really opened the door like lead us into the before members, I
811
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jgreen: I didn't say that, um,
812
01:31:52.710 --> 01:31:59.940
jgreen: I didn't say that, but I did question what why they have to why they wanted to be so exclusive
813
01:32:00.510 --> 01:32:02.070
Evan Taylor: What was it for you that motivated you then.
814
01:32:03.060 --> 01:32:08.640
jgreen: Because I believed that we needed more doctors on our side.
815
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jgreen: We needed people to understand us better to meet our needs better
816
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: To be more responsive to us and to speak up for us in contexts where we couldn't speak for
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jgreen: That's why I wanted to get involved.
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jgreen: And then in into so in 2003 they had an election for board and
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jgreen: Therapist in New York City.
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jgreen: called me up and said, If I nominate you for the board. Will you accept a nomination. And I said,
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jgreen: I'm just starting my PhD program. I won't, I won't have time to be on a board.
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jgreen: And she said, all the board doesn't do much anyway it all. They only meet once a year. It's like,
it's not a big deal. It's just something nice on your resume. She goes, I know you want to be president of
this organization someday.
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jgreen: It would just be good to get your name out there on the ballot. Nobody ever wins the first time
they're on the ballot anyway.
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jgreen: Get your name on the ballot get with your little statement about what your vision is for the
organization. It'll people will get to know you. And then when you're ready to run for president, you can.
I know. Okay, I'll do it. Well, I got elected.
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jgreen: It's true.
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Evan Taylor: I was not planning on this.
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jgreen: Right, I did. I got elected in 2003 to the board and for the first four year term.
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jgreen: They hardly spoke to me.
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jgreen: The other board members. I mean, it was sometimes in that we only did have one meeting.
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jgreen: A year.
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jgreen: And actually, at that in that those days. I think we only in the first for the first couple of years, we
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jgreen: 2006 they started having meetings board meetings in the off years okay but
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jgreen: Maybe it was 2005 anyway for the first two years there was only one meeting a year and in the
first couple of meetings, I was in people, you know, slide start to speak, they would just they look at me
and then they turn away. I mean, it was, it was downright rude.
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Evan Taylor: Wow.
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jgreen: That was
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jgreen: The animosity. Yeah, it was like, I don't know if we can listen to you. You're not if you're not a
professional. You're not a physician, right.
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Evan Taylor: And when did that start to shift. I mean, did you ever feel like there was a moment that that
that that changed or was it always like that.
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jgreen: Yeah, it started to shift in 2005 2006 I'm Stephen whittle got elected president in 2007 right well
he was actually elected, he became president in 2007 so he was elected in 2005 and then he's president
elect for two years. So he's he's there and I'm
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jgreen: Also, so he was the first trans person to be president of W path. I'm the second trans person to
be president of w, okay, um,
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jgreen: And it was that was it. One of our year meetings, I think in 2006 pretty sure it was 2006 at
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Aaron replacement
Interview Summary – Trans Activism Oral History
Summary:
After introductions, Jamison begins by talking about a play called “I am my own wife” based on the life of
Charlotte von Mahlsdorf, whom he met briefly in person. The interview begins with demographic information and
Jamison shares that he has a lifelong allergy to peanuts that has not only been traumatic, but has shaped his
activism in the sense that he had to learn at an early age how to advocate for himself and his health with
authorities in his life - particularly those who didn’t take him seriously. He recounts an incident as a child where he
ate a piece of cake after an adult pressured him to. He also recounts a story from 1973 of calling out one of his
doctors about his terrible bedside manner and that the doctor completely changed his approach.
He was with the same partner for 14 years who became the mother to his children, but the relationship didn’t work
out after he began transition and she didn’t understand it. She passed away of breast cancer in 2008, but before
she did, she reached out to Jamison to let him know that, after her own mastectomy, she had come to understand
his feelings of gender dysphoria. He talks about sexuality, and the evolution of his identity; he and his wife are
monogamous, but they are both bisexual, and queer, and that is important to them.
Politically, he objects to the 501 c three nonprofit model of community leadership and their organizing strategies.
He also discusses the problematics of the discourses used to identify trans people and the confusions between
political strategies and identities. Jamison talks about his own techniques of what he calls “social engineering”. He
talks about working in construction and growing his hair out as a woman, and how that encouraged his male
colleagues to also push with the company to be allowed to grow their hair long, and he also ensured that the
company called him by his first name, not last. He talks about organizing in the Obama years and how he began
to be more comfortable with the label of activist as activists were invited to the decision-making tables.
A week before he died, Lou Sullivan asked him to take over his newsletter. At the time, no one published their
whole names in the newsletter, just initials, but Jamison felt that visibility was a key to changing the political
landscape and started using his whole name and doing gender diversity trainings. There was a lot of pushback
from community members who felt their survival was connected to being hidden.
He recalls a training that he did with doctors at the Vancouver 1997 conference where the doctors all changed
their language for the rest of the conference and it was an immediate shift in how medical providers talked to and
about their trans patients. He also recalls different words used over time to describe trans people and specifically
recalls the use of the words trans and tranny in earlier years.
He describes doing many talks and lectures in the 90s and joining a community advisory board to the Human
Right Commission where it took 2 years of meetings to have trans rights included. In this same period, he also
pursued complaints with his employers about the health insurance coverage for trans people. The mayor started
referring calls about insurance to his home, so he started meeting with the city’s leadership board about coverage
in the health insurance plans. Finally, in 2000, this coverage was in place. His priority in these negotiations was
that trans people shouldn’t have to pay anything out of pocket for health care.
He was then invited to join the Business Council, which is a board level position, and along with Donna Rose,
used the Corporate Equality Index to increase the coverage for trans health to about ⅔ of all Fortune 500
companies. Andre Wilson and Jamison developed all of the education stuff that HRC used to devote to train
corporations and corporate benefits managers.
Interviewee name: Jamison Green
Interviewer: Evan Taylor
Date of Interview: February 28, 2020
Jamison remembers being appointed as an advisor in 1997 to the standards of care and consulting with other
trans men about the contents. However, none of his suggestions were taken and used in the revised version
published. He was invited to joint the WPATH board, but there was some pushback from other members who felt
he was too much of an “activist”. He was elected to the board in 2003 for the first four year term - but the other
board members would barely speak to him and would turn away when he talked.
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Evan Taylor: Hello. Can you hear me and see me.
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Evan Taylor: Great. Now, sometimes the headsets as well. I'm just gonna say something last time, but it
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Evan Taylor: So let me just check double check. Everything's recording properly. Yes. So we're back on.
So good morning again. Nice. Nice.
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jgreen: Yes. Great to see you. This is fun.
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Evan Taylor: So I taken a look at sort of where where we were at last time. So hopefully we can just
seamlessly move right through into the next pieces. And so there's. There was one question I had for
you and that we left off at the end and who nominated you in 2003 and four, the board.
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jgreen: Kit rachlin
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Evan Taylor: Kit wrapping. Okay, you've mentioned, it was a friend from New York, but I didn't know
what so on.
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Evan Taylor: And so yes, where we were, as we were talking about those those first few years were you
know folks were perhaps not as receptive to having a trans person on the board as maybe would have
been acceptable.
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jgreen: Well, it's interesting because, you know, they always had
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jgreen: They started with a trans person on the board. They started with Jude patent rate and you know
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jgreen: He's very mild mannered soft spoken and so he was, he was like, okay.
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jgreen: They were scared of me. Mm hmm. Some of them were
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jgreen: And four years later when I reelected. He said the same thing. And I said the same thing.
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jgreen: Well, and I said the same thing. And during my presidency or membership like tripled.
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jgreen: Well, that, that may be a factor. I don't know. Really, honestly, you know, I never felt like I was
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jgreen: You know, I got I got people did say a lot of people did say nice things to me and they thought
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jgreen: I think, really, it was a matter of timing, I think, you know, there was enough ground swell of
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jgreen: You know, I was trying to take it proactive. Mm hmm. And so I think it wasn't so much about me
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jgreen: Right, right. But I don't think the organization would have been ready if I hadn't already been
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Evan Taylor: A few sort of you know that I've created from what you're telling me where I'm picturing
you just sort of sitting there and what it means to be a trans person trying to be part of a trans
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Evan Taylor: Sis folks and non trans folks, whatever, turning away from you when you're trying to speak
like it's it's literally the most invisible eyes and disappearing act you can do to turn away. And that's
supposed to be not just a safe space. It's supposed to be active proactive.
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Evan Taylor: And it's not just where you felt it need you needed to take it. Yep. Yeah, it's mostly. How
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jgreen: It was very upsetting. And ultimately, when I ended my presidency, I realized they actually feel
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jgreen: Around you know that there are people on that board. And there are people in the organization
who are wonderful, who were so supportive and who appreciate me very, very much. And it was a very
painful, painful process.
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Evan Taylor: What are some other strategies that you learn sort of in a corporate world that you brought
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jgreen: There were people on the board who didn't want anyone to be involved, who they didn't know
they didn't want strangers to be nominated for positions and to take to come in to just sort of appear in
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jgreen: Right. And, you know, as a manager myself when I was managing in corporate America I. One of
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jgreen: You have to, and you have to let people have autonomy autonomy and be able to exert their
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jgreen: Because was an all volunteer organization. It's different than when you are in a management
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jgreen: I never assumed I had real authority and if TMI, other than to remind people about what our
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jgreen: Expressed and values that as we grew I introduced because I knew that we had to. We were a
service organization down the path is not a service organization. Right, right. W path is a professional
membership organization for you know that educates professionals. Mm hmm.
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jgreen: And we, the trans community need an organization like W path to exert its authority on trans
people. Hmm. Right, not about controlling trans people, right, which is what people have always
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jgreen: When you know as well as people became desperate they would, they began to go to surgeons
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And they're one of the one of the famous ones was guiding john brown right who
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jgreen: And he killed people and he left people to bleed out and he left people maimed and, you know,
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jgreen: And that definitely more study needed to be done. And in terms of who trans people are and
what trans people need and how trans people best can be treated. Right. But, you know, they shouldn't
be exploited and they shouldn't be objectified
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was a financial motivation on people's behalf or providing care in that theory air quoted way.
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jgreen: Well, you know, because things started out as sort of a research context and they began in
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jgreen: And things went commercial then and people like Janice Raymond were petitioning Congress to
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jgreen: That basically instructed physicians that they will never be reimbursed for this care. So they have
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Evan Taylor: What when you first came, they came into the into the organization. What was your sort of
what was, what did you envision, did you see that this was going to be the place you product to or was
that you know that that just sort of develop along the way.
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made that happen because it was not an organization that was doing that in the first public stance, we
took out beyond the standards of care and I also complained
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jgreen: Eli again Eli was in charge of the of the standards and he would not allow me to be appointed as
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jgreen: And so I can call in and say, look, these issues, keep coming up. Why don't we amend the
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jgreen: These are not big issues, you know, people have people have problems than they didn't get hold
of me and I write a letter explaining what the standards mean. And I said, look, if you have to write a
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jgreen: Right, I thought. And also, you know, talking with a lot of the lawyers about the cases that they
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jgreen: Was basically taking the insurance company position and saying that, you know, we're never
going to pay for, I don't know the exact content of the conversation. So I'm just making this up as an
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who happened to be a trans man said, well, judges pay a lot more attention to the WPS standards of
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jgreen: But it wouldn't it wouldn't have happened if we hadn't started with the statements and then as
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Evan Taylor: So that that context was already sitting, sitting there and it allowed it to be heard in a
different way.
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jgreen: Yes, I began my I began my law degree and I began my last Legal Studies in 2003 and I actually
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knowledge was starting to shape how you were able to to to do this activism in a way that perhaps you
know no one else would have been able to do
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jgreen: Yeah, I think I was uniquely positioned I you know I taught legal writing in mid 70s at law school
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jgreen: Interesting. And so I've always been had a focus on legal communication in addition to the
technical medical communications stuff that I've been exposed to in corporate in corporate world and
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Evan Taylor: Wow, I didn't realize that you did you actually started your laundry, you know, 2030 years
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jgreen: And she came home from class one day and was just really angry and upset and you know she
turns out she was having a big argument with her legal writing instructor and
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jgreen: And she had to rewrite this paper. And I said, well, let me see it. And she goes, oh, will you
understand it. And I said, Well, just let me see it. And so I read it over and they said, Okay, three things.
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jgreen: This your instructor does not like or know how to teach writing. Number two, she's trying to get
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jgreen: Is where you are losing your argument and you need to phrase this in a different way. You need
to you know and i and i explained that. And then number three, you will not learn this by rewriting this
paper now.
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rewrite this paper.
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jgreen: That you understand she's trying to get you to understand this thing. What you're going to do is
analyze a different case right a different paper showing demonstrating that you can that you understand
what she's trying to tell you
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jgreen: Hmm. And she goes, I can't do that. I said, you have to because both of you need to learn how to
how writing works.
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jgreen: Um, and she did it. She went back to school the next day she did the whole thing. It was all
successful every, you know, the first the instructor was like why you know really angry, but she stood
her ground and it worked out. And everybody grew and learned and years later.
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jgreen: After she had graduated from law school they appointed, my friend, the head of this Summer
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jgreen: For women and minority students who had been conditionally admitted to law school. Gotcha.
They went through a two month long course they took civil procedure.
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jgreen: There, from what I did in this sort of blew everybody away the I only hold held one class. It was
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jgreen: What my procedure was going to be and how I was going to work with everybody. And the first
assignment was I wanted them to write me 500 words.
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jgreen: On what they did for their summer vacation. Okay. And they were all angry. They said, We came
here to study law. We want to write about the law, blah, blah, blah. I said, that's nice. You'll have plenty
of time to do that, I want this assignment.
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Evan Taylor: But you need to raise about the law. So the writing comes first. Right.
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jgreen: So with that, and then when I then when I got there first papers on a case. I could
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jgreen: And as a result, and I worked really closely with each student and basically help them understand
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jgreen: Right. It stayed a little bit ahead of them in each of their classes. And so the assignments that I
that I made had to do with the work that they were studying
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Evan Taylor: And so this is like I'm hearing this right now as a sort of a, what, what's the, what's the word
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Evan Taylor: Something when something bad is going to happen. You can tell like a like almost like a not
not not a premonition but just the
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Evan Taylor: Foreshadowing that's the word I'm looking for, I'm hearing this as a foreshadow into the
work that you eventually have to do to teach people how to write about medicine. Yep.
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Evan Taylor: And is that something that you were very conscious of at the time that you were having to
do that at w, pal.
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Evan Taylor: It's a it doesn't reflect a particular value for you in how it is that people write and
communicate
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jgreen: Well, I wanted to be a writer from the time I was like seven years old, because I knew that
writing had an emotional and physical effect on people. Right.
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jgreen: Gotcha. And as I as I grew up, I realized that language really is.
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jgreen: And that it basically has a huge amount of control over us. Then how people write laws and how
people write regulations and give instructions.
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be a movie star is there going to be a comedian. I was never going to be somebody who
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jgreen: You know, that was never going to be a political candidate. I was never going to stand up in front
of the room and export people to revolution.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Mm hmm. Definitely. And I mean it took somebody with the, you know, that,
that, that very that very old movie line. No, I have a very particular set of skills.
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Evan Taylor: And it took a very particular set of skills to be able to make change at that time. And
somebody very uniquely positioned to be able to take those skills. Yeah.
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jgreen: So like, you know, for instance, in the last was the last, the last board election.
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jgreen: Excuse me. I can't remember. I guess it was in the election to the board where I was.
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jgreen: In Marci Bowers had been elected to to start her term on the board at that point when when I
dropped off. Not that there was that I mean that was the timing. That was the connection not. Yeah.
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jgreen: My seat or anything like that. But so Marci Bowers, and we we saw it ran into each other in some
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jgreen: And, you know, we've known each other for many years, and she's and she goes, I just can't wait
to get in there and on the board and I shake things up. I'm gonna do this, I'm going to do that. I said, you
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jgreen: I can understand the I know people are frustrated. I know you know i know that you personally
Marcy have been abused in the context of W path meetings because when you presented some of your
surgical techniques, years ago, people yelled at you and you know i mean
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Evan Taylor: So you're you're talking to in this context of saying I'm aware that all this has happened and
you're pretty
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jgreen: I'm aware of that. All this has happened and I know you want you want it. You know, you're
going to sit into it in a seat of power and you have a chance to retaliate, you know, think that's a good
idea.
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jgreen: Mm hmm. I, I know you can make a huge contribution. I know that you can make progress, you
know, make progressive change but I advise you to sit and listen for a while before you jumped in.
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jgreen: Great because you don't know who all is in the room. You don't know where they're coming
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And until you learn those things, you won't be able to influence them.
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Evan Taylor: Right. And also she she'd been away for a while and you've been there knew that there
have been some changes already happening. So you're kind of encouraging her to come in and take a
look and just get the lay of the land first before you start shaking it up.
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Evan Taylor: Who were folks like did you have folks like that for you that offer to you that kind of
mentorship or taught you how to do activism in that way.
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Evan Taylor: Trans or otherwise. And, you know, some people might say their mother or whatever, right
but but were there folks that taught you, you know how to how to how to have that patients yourself.
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jgreen: Okay, but his you know his advice was you can't change City Hall. You can't fight City Hall, you
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jgreen: Well, you know, my mother did tell me when in arguing with my father, she said that old adage
you catch more flies with honey than you do with vinegar.
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Evan Taylor: But eventually this end up being your, you know, the way that you were able to get, you
know, get your way in and change the lines of buying being able to listen and combat back, you know, in
a way, they could hear it.
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jgreen: But I also, I also think a lot comes from my own physical experience in the world because I was
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jgreen: I was constantly having to figure out what are they thinking, what are they going to do. Are they
going to attack me, are they, you know what, you know, and I was attacked, you know, many times and I
was ridiculed and I was teased and
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jgreen: And I was threatened. Mm hmm. And so I was pretty aware of my space right wherever I went
any, you know, whenever I went any place in public.
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jgreen: And so, you know, when I walk into a corporation to go to work. You know, I was
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Evan Taylor: On guardedness you know that happens. I think for folks. So then when you walk in a room
and something I you know
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Evan Taylor: That that certainly nowadays people of color, talk about in certain in certain ways, but you
know as as as a white man that's not usually what someone's going to say to you, but
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Evan Taylor: You're very aware of what we call the scan. Right. You walk in a room and you do a quick
scan. Is there anyone else like me and here. Where's the threats like it's just this quick
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Evan Taylor: It's it's it's nanoseconds, but it's a quick scan. Am I the only one in the room has a family.
Yep. And that's a trauma response is, you know, really.
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jgreen: Yeah, well, and I've, I've had that that skill I have from my whole life.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. I mean, in some ways, I have to reflect back in somebody who's up a very
different, you know, generation who has benefited from all this work that you've done and the it's it's so
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Evan Taylor: Terrifying and some ways to hear that you had to do that. Scan so consciously in in in a
space like a big dollar W pathway, you know, whatever reincarnation. It wasn't the time
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Evan Taylor: That that you had to do that in that space is is actually terrifying, in some ways, you know,
to me, for my generation, and I can't you know I can't imagine feel it was just like, well, this is the only
way to survive. Right. It's the only way to make it through.
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jgreen: Well, it's a lot safer now.
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jgreen: Then I think I really played a big part in that.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, I think so. I mean, yours, yours is the name that comes up. As you know, this was this
was the president where that change shifted, you know, and I think it's so much about that that legal
writing and the the positions that you took
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jgreen: Well, also, you know, during my presidency, I actually instituted as as a I treated the organization
as a business because it's a 501 C three corporation right here's a business it's structured as a business
never ran it as a business.
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jgreen: Hmm, and as a result they never grew
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jgreen: Yeah, they rent. Yeah, kind of. And they were, you know, to be perfectly honest, it from the
being beginning they were afraid to draw too much attention to themselves.
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jgreen: Um, because there was so much antipathy toward the fact that they were treating trans people,
or even talking to trans people.
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jgreen: That, that, you know, whenever people would publish articles in the professional journals, like
the surgery journals, in particular the subsequent issues would have letters to the editor from other
readers.
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jgreen: Chris criticizing the journal for publishing such trash. Right. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: It was it was Geraldo level trash.
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jgreen: So, you know, there was so there was in there, a lot of the professionals did not talk to their
peers outside of the organization.
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Evan Taylor: I'm wondering, so I remember something, he said to me last time we talked. I'm wondering
if there's a connection here where the work that you did.
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Evan Taylor: You know, just after Lou cells and died and where he said, you know, we need to start being
more visible I'm
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Evan Taylor: I'm going to come out to, like, I'm going to let people know I'm going to say this, I'm going
to be visible, you know, to use your word very literally.
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Evan Taylor: And then with what you did with w path where it say no, we need to be visible about this
work and we need to be out of it and I'm seeing this. Both of these have been very connected
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Evan Taylor: We're
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Evan Taylor: Much of your role was creating visibility and saying we shouldn't be hiding about this.
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jgreen: Right. That's right, contracts. And so within the community. I was doing education within the
community, not only about, you know, losing our fear overcoming our shame.
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jgreen: But about homophobia and trans phobia internalized trans phobia.
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jgreen: early 90s. Right. And yeah and and both within, within the trans women's community which I still
think has problems with trans men, um, you know, it was, it was much worse than it is now.
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Evan Taylor: Tell me more about what was it, what was going on, then that has changed now.
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jgreen: Well, there were there were a few people in any given thing like say like International
Foundation for gender education.
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jgreen: Big organization that drew that tried to draw people from local groups local support groups all
over the country and there were hundreds of them for trans women and almost nothing for
transmitted. Mm hmm.
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jgreen: Then at their annual meetings when people who come from all over the country to attend they,
you know, they would get up. Anybody, any speaker would get up on the stage and say, ladies.
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Evan Taylor: So if you're trans man that ruin me immediately here. It says, if you're not there. Exactly. Or
you're being completely nuts gender.
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Evan Taylor: Either way, exactly right.
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jgreen: And there were people always add. You know, they would always make comments about
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jgreen: You know you well they make comments about how handsome. We were and because they
wanted to hear how beautiful they were
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jgreen: Right. And that wasn't we didn't really have that
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jgreen: It wasn't a big deal. I mean, it was nice, but it wasn't a big deal. So I learned at that at those
conferences, how important it was to give people feedback about their appearance, which I had never
ever done in real in my life.
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jgreen: Also, I was I trained myself very consciously never to look for at a person and think, Okay, this is
a cross dresser. What do they look like when they're dressed as a male
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jgreen: You know, or or that or that person dressed as a male could be a cross dresser. What are they
going to look like when they're dressed as a woman, or even, you know, or to to put make any kind of
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jgreen: Useless. It's not what these people are about. And it's not what I'm about. And it's not it's not
about what we look like
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Evan Taylor: Are. Yes, I remember going to me, recalling when you're talking about that, going to the
very you know for myself. The very first
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Evan Taylor: Wasn't gender Odyssey back then when it was when it was just the MDM conference. And I
remember going to go into that and, you know, at that time, it was the
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Evan Taylor: Basically only space, you know, 15 minutes about 2005 and you
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Evan Taylor: Know, even a bit earlier, actually, you know, a couple years earlier. It was the only space at
that time that I'd ever. I think that existed in basically North America that was
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Evan Taylor: trans masculine predominant. You know, there's lots of other conferences, but they were
more, you know, transcendent dominant and this was the only one which is basket on it. And I
remember being there and it was a very weird thing and I and and I remember talking to
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Evan Taylor: To Lucas Walter about this as well and and he said he had the same experience where the
very first time we went to one of these conference where we're in
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Evan Taylor: A space that is predominantly trans masculine, you kind of forgot about it and you forgot
about it until three days later, you went back home.
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Evan Taylor: And you realize that you're now thinking everyone's trans all the time you're assuming that
they're all trends and
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Evan Taylor: What a complete mind trip that was to realize that within three days my entire worldview
had shifted and I didn't even notice it because there I was exactly like you're saying that wasn't who
people were to me. I just assumed they were all trans and then got to know them as people.
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Evan Taylor: Right, completely different contracts than I'd ever had before.
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Evan Taylor: Yep. Yeah. And so I just had sort of what your experience.
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jgreen: Yeah, so, so that's so are you know I was processing this stuff.
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jgreen: And thinking about, okay, how do we learn to communicate with each other. How do we learn to
improve our situation can't continue to just meet once a quarter or once a month or once a year in
these, you know, dark hotel rooms.
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jgreen: You know, and these ballrooms of of hotels and pretend that everything's okay yeah this is not
the way to live.
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jgreen: You know, it's great to go have fun. It's great to get together. I love that. But I know because I
watched people fall apart at the end of these conferences. Yeah, because they're leaving
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jgreen: Mm hmm. Because now they have to go back to their real life yes yeah and and how miserable.
They were
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jgreen: In. I'm like, No, we can't. We have to bring our real life into this space and we have to take this
space out to our real life.
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jgreen: Mm hmm. This is who we are.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. The consciousness in some way. We're part of that not hiding. We're part of that
not being visible and if we can you know that
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Evan Taylor: for social reasons that's fine you know over like just to get together. But then there's what
do we do, like, how do we improve our lives that we have to go back to so that we don't have that
crushing depression on the Tuesday morning, but we need to go.
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Evan Taylor: Right, yeah. And so when you first sort of started thinking about this in the, in the early 90s,
were there other trans folks that you were able to talk to about it that had similar approaches.
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jgreen: Nobody really had and I don't even think I did at the time. Nobody really had a concrete idea
about how to change things. Or, you know, I talked to people about
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jgreen: We need better communication from the doctors, hey, we need better support to get our rights
from politicians we need better. We need to form relationships with with politicians in order to so that
they can see that we're human beings. Right. You know, that sort of stuff.
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jgreen: You know, and then and then various people had different ideas like okay, we're going to have a
lobby day. Okay, we're going to, we're going to go to
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jgreen: We're going to have our little regular social event. But then we're all going to get on a bus or get
on the subway and we're going to go over to Congress.
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Evan Taylor: I'm right.
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Evan Taylor: And then that sort of evolved from there and then it became the more the focus and
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Evan Taylor: Right, right. And so thinking there's also this line that happened around 2000 where
suddenly the internet was more mainstream for folks to right so there's
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Evan Taylor: Really changed how you were doing, you know, communication in the 90s with must been
very different than communication in the early 2000s.
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jgreen: Well you know I left him I in in
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jgreen: You know, had not been elected to the w pegboard yet okay and
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jgreen: I still wanted. I was I wanted to write a book.
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jgreen: And I wanted, I didn't know what I wanted to do. Exactly. I didn't want to lead an organization.
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jgreen: At that moment, just before the turn of the century.
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jgreen: Dallas Denny called me up and said we want to start an organization called gender education
and advocacy, it will be completely online.
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jgreen: Um, and we want you to join the board and we want you to be the chair of the board.
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jgreen: These names.
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jgreen: But of course they did it.
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Evan Taylor: And do it. Was it just necessity.
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jgreen: Will it was opportunity again to communicate.
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jgreen: And some of the things that we did actually were were pretty powerful.
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jgreen: Dangerous curves was one of them. It's a little poster that had like a traffic sign with occur, you
know, the curvy road and says, dangerous curves and it talks about
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jgreen: We talked to, we had, we had flyers that we put, you know, we create and post and then
distribute at conferences and things like that. Also about I think we had something about HIV, we had
something about
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jgreen: We had a bunch of them. They're probably still out there on the web.
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Evan Taylor: Dallas probably has come up on the agent side.
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jgreen: Definitely, definitely. So yeah, so Dallas. It was Dallas and Jessica Xavier and me and Sandra Cole
and Glenn Smith and
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jgreen: In the, in the political and social realm about trans issues. Mm hmm. And
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jgreen: Then we we did educational presentations. We did. We did our we did our little fire things and
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jgreen: Jessica went on to do the incredible epidemiology research and
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Evan Taylor: I know that name from. Thank you for having me.
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jgreen: Yep. And she ultimately worked for NIH. Mm hmm. And
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do our site was through gender education and advocacy.
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jgreen: When went on to do other things. I started my law school stuff my PhD and and I had to in 2003
and 2003 and I had to step back, Dallas got busy with a bunch of other stuff and so be sort of it all sort of
disappointed.
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jgreen: And Dallas and I are still doing stuff together and Jesse is sort of retired and glamorous still
writing stuff for var I think and and various other outlets.
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Evan Taylor: So did the end was this sort of a short lived on online part
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jgreen: Of it still out there.
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jgreen: Okay, still out there but yeah the the active part was probably sort of died down after 2003
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Evan Taylor: And I'm imagining at that point you were deep into writing your book as well. The book.
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jgreen: I finished the book in 2003 and it was published in 2004 it was
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jgreen: University Press.
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jgreen: Gotcha. Yeah, I've been pretty busy.
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jgreen: Working on that stuff. And plus, I still am full time job and
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jgreen: And was, you know, parenting my kids and stuff. So, yeah.
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Evan Taylor: So I'm you know I've asked a little bit about that, that, that moment where the the internet
sort of changed how communication what's happening.
485
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Evan Taylor: What are some of the other sort of, you know, over it. It doesn't have to be necessarily
Internet technology, but what are some of the biggest changes that you've seen in the trans community
over time.
486
00:53:56.850 --> 00:54:04.050
jgreen: I think with that, the biggest one of the biggest changes is people basically coming out.
487
00:54:05.340 --> 00:54:10.830
jgreen: People taking their place in their professions.
488
00:54:12.090 --> 00:54:15.690
jgreen: And not being afraid to say that they're trans
489
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Right.
490
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jgreen: Gotcha. And then
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jgreen: Another big change has been
492
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jgreen: The gay community basically
493
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jgreen: Actually
494
00:54:33.630 --> 00:54:44.040
jgreen: I don't, I hesitate to say the word accepting but you know they they recognized ultimately that
they had to incorporate us
495
00:54:44.370 --> 00:54:45.030
Mm hmm.
496
00:54:47.250 --> 00:54:49.950
jgreen: They had to they tried not to. But they hadn't you
497
00:54:50.370 --> 00:54:57.810
jgreen: Mm hmm. And so that was a huge thing but also you know that this was the other
498
00:54:59.160 --> 00:55:06.630
jgreen: The other big thing that the other realm in which I had impact was through the corporate
equality index. Hmm.
499
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jgreen: And I talked about that before.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah. You mentioned last time.
501
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Evan Taylor: Okay, and what I'm interested in this piece as well about how it actually you know affected
change that's the piece of it's really, you know, interesting to me.
502
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jgreen: Yeah. So what it did was it was designed essentially to engage corporations and give
503
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jgreen: The Human Rights Campaign, which was the organization that actually
504
00:55:35.760 --> 00:55:47.700
jgreen: oversaw the the index, give them the opportunity to do training, education within corporate
settings. Now, there was another organization that was based in San Francisco.
505
00:55:49.140 --> 00:56:00.540
jgreen: That is called out an equal workplace advocates okay they they they own the workplace. That is
their only focus is workplace is LGBT
506
00:56:02.520 --> 00:56:05.370
jgreen: Workplace success, right.
507
00:56:06.810 --> 00:56:19.320
jgreen: That is the only thing they do, whereas human rights campaign has an educational arm. They
have the health care equality index, they have the corporate equality index, they have their lobbying
arm. Their, their
508
00:56:19.950 --> 00:56:27.720
jgreen: 501 C four arm that does total political advocacy, they do on the ground campaign stuff.
509
00:56:29.460 --> 00:56:35.190
jgreen: All over the country in it. So, so they're big. They're, they're multi tentacles.
510
00:56:36.300 --> 00:56:44.610
jgreen: Organization that's focused in 11 different areas in the workplace project, which is part of the
501 C three foundation
511
00:56:45.660 --> 00:56:56.040
jgreen: They have a very small budget compared to the budget of the out unequal workplace advocates
but HR see got the corporate equality index.
512
00:56:57.480 --> 00:57:03.960
jgreen: Okay, and the corporate equality index is the major workplace it major
513
00:57:05.070 --> 00:57:07.560
jgreen: It's the major workplace intervention.
514
00:57:08.130 --> 00:57:09.330
jgreen: That allowed
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jgreen: LGBT people to really have an impact because corporations are competitive.
516
00:57:18.450 --> 00:57:30.210
jgreen: Mm hmm. And somebody gets 100% on the corporate equality index and they've got corporate
peers in their industry.
517
00:57:31.230 --> 00:57:34.950
jgreen: Wait a minute. Those people have 100% of corporate we should have that too.
518
00:57:35.370 --> 00:57:40.170
Evan Taylor: Right, right, which is not visible and measuring that
519
00:57:40.440 --> 00:57:58.320
jgreen: And sounds right. So, so I think I mentioned before that you know the the instrument was
developed by a gay man in San Francisco, who sold it to human rights campaign within with the proviso
that trans issues. Always be included.
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00:57:59.100 --> 00:58:02.250
Evan Taylor: I didn't realize that part that was part of the proviso selling it.
521
00:58:03.300 --> 00:58:12.000
Evan Taylor: But it. Did you know Did you know this person and what what what motivated him to do
that as a gay man who didn't have a vested interest in that way.
522
00:58:12.030 --> 00:58:15.570
jgreen: Just had a conference, he was just a good guy.
523
00:58:16.590 --> 00:58:22.890
jgreen: And he was super into shareholder advocacy and and and the power of business.
524
00:58:23.400 --> 00:58:33.060
Evan Taylor: Interesting and for him it was, it was just they, you know, this makes two senses, it's both,
you know, an ethical thing. And it's also just good business sense right
525
00:58:33.180 --> 00:58:34.800
Evan Taylor: Exactly. Gotcha.
526
00:58:35.340 --> 00:58:44.010
jgreen: So, and then I did mention Donna Rosen I were appointed to the business council that guided
the workplace project.
527
00:58:45.090 --> 00:58:50.520
jgreen: With other corporate executives, most of them were actually we're executives. I was not an
executive
528
00:58:52.860 --> 00:58:54.030
jgreen: I was a director
529
00:58:54.300 --> 00:58:55.620
Evan Taylor: Okay, but
530
00:58:55.770 --> 00:58:59.370
jgreen: By that point, actually, I wasn't a director. I was just a senior technical writer.
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jgreen: And in 2002
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jgreen: When did I become a director and make 2000
533
00:59:09.270 --> 00:59:13.080
jgreen: I think I became a director in 2005 okay i was promoted.
534
00:59:14.250 --> 00:59:16.410
jgreen: But I was working. I was working for visa.
535
00:59:17.010 --> 00:59:28.680
jgreen: Okay, and you know it's a big company important company. It's actually a small company,
relatively speaking, in terms of number of employees, right, there's only about 5000 employees.
536
00:59:28.890 --> 00:59:30.690
Evan Taylor: Oh wow, I want to talk with much larger than that.
537
00:59:30.750 --> 00:59:39.180
jgreen: Well, it's got one of the like Coca Cola, it's, it's got one of the most recognizable brands Coca Cola
McDonald's visa.
538
00:59:39.540 --> 00:59:43.440
jgreen: Exactly top three recognizable brands in the world.
539
00:59:43.560 --> 00:59:43.980
Evan Taylor: Yeah.
540
00:59:44.160 --> 01:00:01.320
jgreen: So it's a big, big company and also actually has the corner of the market on financial transaction
processing. So they process many, many thousands, thousands more transactions per minute than
MasterCard, or American Express.
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Evan Taylor: Oh really, wow, I
542
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Evan Taylor: Didn't even I didn't even realize I would have assumed it was an enormous company.
543
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jgreen: Know,
544
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Evan Taylor: When is it easier in court. In, in, you know, in the corporate sector is it easier to to do
activism and change because there's a very literal financial motivation and sometimes it's a smaller
organization.
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jgreen: Yes. And because of the top down. If you can get to the top and influence the person at the top
right, top down stuff actually happens. Unlike ronald reagan's trickle down economy ideas which
546
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Evan Taylor: Right.
547
01:00:39.570 --> 01:00:44.520
jgreen: culture change can actually happen from the top down in a corporation.
548
01:00:44.700 --> 01:00:49.530
jgreen: Mm hmm. Does the paychecks get signed right
549
01:00:49.770 --> 01:00:56.100
Evan Taylor: Well, I'm, what I'm hearing this all comes back to what you were saying about authority and
the ability to actually exercise it and
550
01:00:56.370 --> 01:01:04.350
Evan Taylor: When you run something as a business when w path becomes an actual business, not just a
you know a club of folks who are interested in this stuff. But when it's
551
01:01:04.650 --> 01:01:10.680
Evan Taylor: An actual business that then you can actually affect and call on that authority and it can be
processed in a way that's predictable.
552
01:01:10.890 --> 01:01:20.400
Evan Taylor: That people can can accept that they understand and that allows them a way to actually
create be able to to make that change as opposed to waiting for everyone to agree. Yep. Yeah.
553
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Evan Taylor: That makes a lot that makes a lot of sense. And in some ways it's easier to do that work in a
in a in the corporate world then in the nonprofit world where we talk about consensus building and all
of that stuff.
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Evan Taylor: You know that that consensus building in some, in some ways, my dad always used to say
he was a business guy. My dad. My dad. I was just saying, you know, like the consensus is just lowest
common denominator.
555
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jgreen: If you, if consensus is it difficult leadership position.
556
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Hmm.
557
01:01:51.540 --> 01:01:58.410
Evan Taylor: Because you've never you're never going to get everybody to agree, especially when we're
talking, you know, when we thought our LGBT IQ to to a
558
01:01:59.490 --> 01:02:06.330
Evan Taylor: Questioning soup. You know, when we have this big alphabet soup you doing, you're never
going to get everybody on the same page in that way.
559
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jgreen: And we have to allow that to exist.
560
01:02:09.870 --> 01:02:10.440
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
561
01:02:10.500 --> 01:02:14.250
jgreen: You can't control every aspect of life.
562
01:02:14.550 --> 01:02:15.150
Evan Taylor: Right.
563
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jgreen: You know you can't like you can't control language.
564
01:02:18.570 --> 01:02:19.170
Evan Taylor: Hmm.
565
01:02:19.470 --> 01:02:23.550
jgreen: You know, but you can control values.
566
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Right.
567
01:02:26.100 --> 01:02:34.710
jgreen: You can control the the area of your that you've taken on responsibility for. Mm hmm.
568
01:02:35.880 --> 01:02:37.770
Evan Taylor: And I'm hearing that it's very much like you were saying.
569
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Evan Taylor: Last time. Last time we talked, and you were saying, you know, nowadays, you know, we
might say you were talking about the bisexual advocacy.
570
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Evan Taylor: work that you've done and saying no. And I'm connecting that took nowadays you know 20
year olds would be saying pan sexual or
571
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Evan Taylor: What, you know what, whatever, you know, Debbie pan sexual all sorts of different you
know combinations of words and at the end of the day, the value is still the same. And the value
572
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Evan Taylor: Is, you know, I am open to the person, not the gentle, gentle is not the gender not, that's
not what I'm at I'm after the person here and that
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Evan Taylor: Was the, sort of, you know, joining value that while we might have all different
perspectives on opinions, the value is the same. Yep, exactly. I like that.
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jgreen: And I think I really think that that in order to be successful in the world. You have to have space
and you have to give space. Mm hmm. To allow people to be who they are right to make the
contribution that they're capable of making
575
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. And in terms of spaces, what kinds of space. Are you thinking like physical,
emotional informational, what are the kinds of things you're thinking
576
01:03:46.680 --> 01:03:52.530
jgreen: All of it all of it. Everything whatever is appropriate to the context of the interaction, right.
577
01:03:53.880 --> 01:03:59.430
Evan Taylor: And so on. In some ways, I'm thinking, you know, going back just just assessment to when
the internet came out.
578
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Evan Taylor: That that was finally a way that as transports, we could we could make space in a way that
was, you know, we could we could be anonymous right we weren't going to get killed.
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Evan Taylor: For making that space, you know, maybe not right away but you know that there was there
was at least just this smidgen of space. We can carve out in the world and meet each other and talk to
each other without the risks that happens in the, the non virtual world.
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Right.
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Evan Taylor: That's right, yeah. So, thinking, you know, with the year 2000 then now.
582
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Evan Taylor: I you know I don't know another. So that's 20 years later by 2014 what you know if you
could, you know, snap your fingers and and you know make the ideal world, what kinds of changes
would you would you hope would happen over the next 40 years in terms of that space, making
583
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jgreen: Well, I think we have to solve the problem of religious freedom. So obviously we have to solve
the problem of people's
584
01:05:01.620 --> 01:05:03.780
jgreen: We still are dealing with people's fears.
585
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Evan Taylor: Um, yes.
586
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jgreen: And we still are dealing with in course, people don't want to admit that they're afraid. Mm hmm.
And fear for some people just makes them angry right and then they get aggressive. Mm hmm. And
587
01:05:23.160 --> 01:05:28.500
jgreen: You know, they can buy that time that they're so hyped up that they can't possibly even admit
that they're afraid.
588
01:05:28.860 --> 01:05:32.400
jgreen: Right. That's why they behave the way they do.
589
01:05:33.210 --> 01:05:38.130
jgreen: All these problems. It's psychology its individual human psychology
590
01:05:39.330 --> 01:05:46.050
jgreen: That we're still dealing with many respects you know we have not solved the problem of belief.
591
01:05:46.920 --> 01:06:05.100
jgreen: Right, so we have not solved the problem of belief which is which. The concept of religious
freedom and religious exemptions and, you know, we don't want to step on another person's religion.
So we'll let them hate you, you know, that's fine. They can you all they want
592
01:06:07.230 --> 01:06:10.740
jgreen: God forbid, we should step on their on their religion.
593
01:06:11.010 --> 01:06:21.150
jgreen: Mm hmm. That's a real serious problem because people who have evil intent will use that to
their advantage.
594
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Right.
595
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jgreen: And
596
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jgreen: And we haven't solved the problem of good and evil. Um,
597
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Evan Taylor: I don't know about that.
598
01:06:31.260 --> 01:06:36.840
jgreen: Well, I don't know about it either. I mean, I just that just popped into my head. It's just, you
know, people with evil intent. Where does that
599
01:06:36.870 --> 01:06:39.030
Evan Taylor: Even come from right
600
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jgreen: What motivates people to to find compassion for another person situation and real ends and
say, oh,
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jgreen: Well, I guess I don't have to be afraid of you anymore. I can, I can accept you. Mm hmm. And
what makes people
602
01:06:57.480 --> 01:07:08.040
jgreen: get pleasure out of stepping on somebody right killing somebody. Mm hmm killing animals. Mm
hmm. You know what
603
01:07:10.080 --> 01:07:15.840
jgreen: What, what does. Where does that come from something that's completely beyond me. Mm
hmm.
604
01:07:16.620 --> 01:07:24.840
Evan Taylor: And I'm hearing that connection back to what you're talking about, about fear that the
future is you know that that it's it's it's coming from both like from both sides because
605
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jgreen: Right now.
606
01:07:25.470 --> 01:07:26.580
Evan Taylor: There, you know that the
607
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Evan Taylor: You know, really just right. Sure, whatever is afraid of us because they don't understand it.
They don't know if they don't, they're not aware of their own fears, it just becomes some anger and a
resentment that
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Evan Taylor: You know, get, get it away from me, because I don't I don't understand it. And I don't want
to hear.
609
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jgreen: It right
610
01:07:40.260 --> 01:07:46.380
Evan Taylor: We are terrified for, you know, for very understandable reasons of intergenerational
trauma that have happened where
611
01:07:46.470 --> 01:07:52.710
Evan Taylor: We're aware that, you know, if we will be killed. WE WILL BE BEAT UP, WE WILL BE HURT.
We will be legislated out of existence.
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Evan Taylor: That those sorts of things. You know that we have very real fears in that way, whereas the
fears that the other folks are having our fears of a lack of understanding or lack of education than our
fears are what they do to us when they don't understand us
613
01:08:06.660 --> 01:08:07.740
Evan Taylor: Right, yeah.
614
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jgreen: And then, you know, and then we get special rights.
615
01:08:11.820 --> 01:08:12.750
jgreen: That they don't get
616
01:08:13.170 --> 01:08:15.870
jgreen: Mm hmm. Which is a bunch of crap. Yeah, I'd be
617
01:08:16.140 --> 01:08:17.940
Evan Taylor: Happy to somehow that special rate.
618
01:08:19.080 --> 01:08:19.500
jgreen: Right.
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Evan Taylor: Now, being able to not live in fear.
620
01:08:21.300 --> 01:08:22.530
Evan Taylor: Is somehow right
621
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Evan Taylor: Exactly. Hmm.
622
01:08:24.660 --> 01:08:31.560
jgreen: Now there's that come from their interpretation that they still that they live in fear. So why
should we not have to live in fear. I don't know.
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Evan Taylor: And what kind. Is that, is that a fear of loss is that a fear of, you know, is that the, you know,
the fear of God that's, you know, they believe
624
01:08:39.480 --> 01:08:40.320
Evan Taylor: That fear that there
625
01:08:41.100 --> 01:08:41.730
jgreen: I don't know.
626
01:08:42.990 --> 01:08:52.050
jgreen: And without communication. Mm hmm. And a language to approach this stuff with in a non
threatening way we'll never find out.
627
01:08:52.290 --> 01:08:59.640
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. And we live in a time right now that's so much based in this call culture that
literally cancels communication.
628
01:09:00.180 --> 01:09:02.040
jgreen: Which is really awful.
629
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
630
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jgreen: I find that absolutely threatening. Yeah, absolutely. And, you know, and I've been. I've been
attacked in W path meetings by by trans people who think that I am just this white man with power.
631
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jgreen: And treated as if, you know, well, you have all the privilege.
632
01:09:27.000 --> 01:09:29.400
jgreen: Right, you know, and
633
01:09:31.470 --> 01:09:35.160
jgreen: You know that's. I'm like, yeah, you're an MD.
634
01:09:36.780 --> 01:09:41.310
jgreen: Where did you get that privilege. Right. I don't have any of the privilege, you have
635
01:09:41.610 --> 01:09:42.120
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
636
01:09:42.240 --> 01:09:44.070
jgreen: I'm never make the money you make.
637
01:09:44.670 --> 01:09:45.120
jgreen: You know,
638
01:09:45.210 --> 01:09:46.380
Evan Taylor: I'd be people younger than you.
639
01:09:47.550 --> 01:09:48.900
jgreen: Yeah, they're younger than me. Yeah.
640
01:09:49.200 --> 01:09:55.950
Evan Taylor: Well, this is like this is not what I'm thinking about just doing doing this work that they
don't they don't understand because they're saying you have all this privilege well
641
01:09:56.250 --> 01:10:01.140
Evan Taylor: You know, they haven't had to sit in a W PAC meeting and have people turn away from
them when they're speaking, they
642
01:10:01.500 --> 01:10:13.350
Evan Taylor: You know, they haven't had to literally you know Bang down the door to get in touch. I'll be
meeting they have to do that those doors were opened by other people, figuratively, literally, you know
those doors were opened. And so there's a I'm
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Evan Taylor: A lack of a lack of historical context in the sense of, they don't understand what people
have to go through to give them the opportunity to get there two letters after their name.
644
01:10:23.580 --> 01:10:24.570
jgreen: They don't care.
645
01:10:25.020 --> 01:10:26.550
Evan Taylor: I'm the apathy.
646
01:10:27.720 --> 01:10:27.990
Evan Taylor: Why
647
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jgreen: What do you think what they want. Yeah. What is selfishness about
648
01:10:31.620 --> 01:10:32.550
jgreen: They want what they want.
649
01:10:33.600 --> 01:10:34.650
Evan Taylor: And then, uh,
650
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jgreen: Huh.
651
01:10:35.910 --> 01:10:41.610
Evan Taylor: Is that generational or do you think that that's a privilege or what does that function that
they're not sort of CNN.
652
01:10:41.790 --> 01:10:43.650
Evan Taylor: Idea interesting
653
01:10:43.890 --> 01:10:46.110
jgreen: Sometimes I think it is privilege. Mm hmm.
654
01:10:47.580 --> 01:10:50.250
Evan Taylor: The privilege to not know what what what brought you here.
655
01:10:51.120 --> 01:10:58.920
jgreen: Well, I think it's privileged that you know they've in many cases they've come from a space
where they got whatever they wanted
656
01:10:59.160 --> 01:11:00.120
Um,
657
01:11:01.260 --> 01:11:07.080
jgreen: Right, even though they went through the the traumas of being trans
658
01:11:08.100 --> 01:11:11.580
jgreen: In many other aspects of their lives. They just got what they wanted.
659
01:11:11.910 --> 01:11:23.610
jgreen: Mm hmm. They got supported by the adults around them. They got supported by the leaders
around them. They got the opportunities to do various things that
660
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
661
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You know,
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Evan Taylor: I'm also think about what you're saying about language and privilege in the sense of, you
know, for folks who are in a different generation than, you know, my even the generation or two
between us in terms of trans trans generations and that that those folks that there there's a
663
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Evan Taylor: They got what they wanted, because there was language to talk about who they were, they
didn't have to spend all of their energy
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Evan Taylor: Trying to say, Well, are we trans trans these transsexuals cross dressers transvestites, what
are we, which ones. What's are different or whichever like they didn't have to do all that work. They
were came in and went well. We're transgender, or something.
665
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Evan Taylor: That there was at least a word that they could use that identified them.
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jgreen: Yep.
667
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Evan Taylor: And there's a certain like there. And I think there's a huge privilege and not having to
668
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Evan Taylor: To, to, to, you know, literally create an identity create language to describe create an entire
discourse to describe who you are and your, you know, family and friends and
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Evan Taylor: You know community is that the privilege, the energy one does not have to expend in doing
that.
670
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Evan Taylor: Is the energy, one can take and go through law school or go through go through your
medical degree or whatever that literally has energy you're not expanding elsewhere that you have now
to develop yourself.
671
01:12:36.300 --> 01:12:36.570
jgreen: Right.
672
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Evan Taylor: Which perhaps makes people a little bit entitled
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jgreen: I think so.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, yeah. So moving forward, for the next, you know, for
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Evan Taylor: The next 20 years. What do you think are ways that we can engage younger folks and you
know i mean i'm almost I'm almost 48 so I'm thinking about folks that are like 20 like, you know, so, so,
so you're I can't remember how old you are, I asked. I remember
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Evan Taylor: 71 so you're 71 I'm like a generation and a half underneath you. So the generation coming
behind me at 20 How can folks in my generation ish and how can we engage those kids.
677
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jgreen: I have no idea.
678
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jgreen: I can't tell you. You know, it's like, at one point.
679
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jgreen: This back in the 90s after the after
680
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jgreen: After the first MDM conference in in 95
681
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jgreen: And some of the some of the activism that happened because of the not because of the
682
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jgreen: The non discrimination ordinance and and
683
01:13:52.050 --> 01:13:56.730
jgreen: The institution of trainings in the police academy and blah, blah, blah.
684
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jgreen: There were
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jgreen: I mean I got interviewed by the newspaper several times and people would say, Well, what do
you think things can happen in five years.
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jgreen: I know I I have never, I wouldn't have told you five years ago that this was, I'd be writing, you're
talking to you. How would I know I have not the faintest idea.
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jgreen: I'm just living
688
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jgreen: And knowing that I see things that hurt people that I see things there are opportunities to
change that. Right. And I'm doing what I can to change that. And I'm trying to live the values of not
hurting people.
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Evan Taylor: Um,
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jgreen: And of helping people and giving people opportunities in making room for people to have
opportunities to to be creative, to be contributing to be safe.
691
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Mm hmm.
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jgreen: And
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jgreen: Those you know 20 years from now, I want to see people doing those things being safe having
opportunities, being able to contribute understanding how they got to where they are and knowing who
they are and feeling good about themselves, dance, Paul, I want
694
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jgreen: And I see these these things like religious objections and the fact that in our culture, we can't
talk about religion without
695
01:15:34.110 --> 01:15:39.120
jgreen: You know, and everybody goes all haywire. Yeah.
696
01:15:40.530 --> 01:15:44.910
jgreen: It's not a serious problem. Mm hmm. And
697
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jgreen: And I'm and I really worried about people who are worried about skinheads I worry about Nazis.
I worry about people who want to join the Ku Klux Klan I you know those people. Those people who
want to hate this scares the shit out of me.
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01:16:06.210 --> 01:16:08.790
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. We certainly haven't seen that kind of
699
01:16:10.200 --> 01:16:18.150
Evan Taylor: racist white nationalism and you know and i mean it's always been there, but it's certainly
having a resurgence right now in a way that's quite terrifying for the
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jgreen: Future. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: So, though, so this is this is the flip side of that question, of course, which is, you know, if
everything went terrible in 20 years what the ones like what would be worst case scenario for the
702
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Evan Taylor: transgenerational, what would you, what would you see in 20 years that you could envision
that would be terrifying.
703
01:16:43.500 --> 01:16:45.930
jgreen: Say that again. What would be terrifying.
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Evan Taylor: Yeah, so it's not the miracle question like what if everything was great and 20 years, quite
the opposite. What a
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Evan Taylor: handbasket
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jgreen: Oh well.
707
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jgreen: We would not have any access to medical transition and we would not be allowed, we would all
be wearing assign gender assigned clothing, as you know, that was described it ascribed to our genitalia.
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01:17:07.980 --> 01:17:13.170
jgreen: Um, you know, intersex people would have a much worse time than they do now.
709
01:17:14.850 --> 01:17:18.630
jgreen: You know, things are still not good for them. Yeah. Um,
710
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jgreen: But yeah, I mean, we'd go back to the 50s.
711
01:17:24.900 --> 01:17:25.410
Uh huh.
712
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jgreen: Which is what Donald Trump wants to do.
713
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Evan Taylor: Yeah yeah 1938 if you're if you're counting the Oscars. Right. Yeah.
714
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And
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jgreen: You know, it just we'd all be in closets again. Mm hmm.
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Evan Taylor: I think there's something very important to know. I'm very aware right now that's we're
talking, somebody might listen to this and 50 100 years and so as I'm thinking about that. I think it's very
fascinating to to point out that
717
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Evan Taylor: In all the change that's happened and all of the, you know, I mean, it's
718
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Evan Taylor: Your transition has been either 71 years or, you know, over 50 years or depending on how
one looks at it right that in all of that time you are still
719
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Evan Taylor: Very aware and very cognizant that the risk of things flying back to where they were is
actually quite precarious.
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Evan Taylor: Given our political situation and all that time and we certainly wouldn't be saying that you
know i i certainly don't think we're going to go back to slavery.
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Evan Taylor: You know, I don't think that's going to happen for you know for for people of color for race
issues and yeah are still with gender, you know, and we haven't made progress that we can actually feel
that we can rely on that's solid
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jgreen: Yeah, as far as gender is concerned, I think we, our culture is still not clear.
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
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jgreen: We still don't have a language that allows gender to exist.
725
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jgreen: Right in the sense that we still are arguing over whether gender is your genitals.
726
01:19:01.170 --> 01:19:02.310
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
727
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jgreen: And we're still arguing over whether there is
728
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jgreen: Something to gender that is biological
729
01:19:12.210 --> 01:19:13.560
jgreen: Right, that
730
01:19:14.970 --> 01:19:15.480
jgreen: Were
731
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jgreen: Or that it's completely mutable. And, you know, for skin it changed in your culture.
732
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Now,
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jgreen: Culturally prescribed and culturally moderated
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Evan Taylor: Yes. Yeah, but
735
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jgreen: It because we still don't know we're still in big disagreement about that. I mean, look at the the
736
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jgreen: Trans exclusionary radical feminist wars going on in the UK, then that's threatening as all get out.
Yeah, absolutely. And you know it's it's showing up here in North America, too.
737
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jgreen: Mm hmm. And it's something that I think we really need to be able to confront
738
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Yes.
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01:19:59.520 --> 01:20:02.130
jgreen: But I don't think we have the tools yet. Mm hmm.
740
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Evan Taylor: I was recently reading I add the add an article, I don't remember. I can remember what it's
called, or what the journal was most as a research.
741
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Evan Taylor: Research study that was looking at a sample of trans folks and measuring the hormones in
utero, and all this stuff and
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Evan Taylor: Basically what it was looking forward some sort of biological basis to explain you know this
phenomenon of transgender and and I am
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Evan Taylor: At first you know someone in forward it to me. And I'm thinking, Oh, isn't this interesting
and I kind of have to double take it for a second because there's this
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Evan Taylor: How you know how is this research going to be used like why are we looking for a biological
basis. What are we are we going to try and eliminate it, if we can, like, what, what is what's happening
here and their approach to looking at this biological stuff.
745
01:20:47.250 --> 01:20:51.540
jgreen: Yeah I know that's and that's there's definitely a fear about that.
746
01:20:52.800 --> 01:20:54.990
jgreen: Because if you can do genetic manipulation.
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jgreen: And change things, then you can change that if you decide that that is an unwanted
characteristic. Mm hmm. Example characteristic and that's that's a there's a risk.
748
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jgreen: But I think
749
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jgreen: I actually think that it's important to try to understand more about human development and
about our bodies and about this thing that we call gender. Yeah, because I personally feel that
750
01:21:23.550 --> 01:21:35.910
jgreen: There is a biological component. Mm hmm. I don't care what it is. Mm hmm, per se. I just want
people to recognize that it's real. Mm hmm.
751
01:21:36.450 --> 01:21:42.450
Evan Taylor: And if that means we go back to understanding what you know lesbians have a different
inner ear or whatever we were talking about in the 90s. If we go
752
01:21:42.840 --> 01:21:44.070
jgreen: Over this or something. Yeah.
753
01:21:44.130 --> 01:21:45.900
Evan Taylor: Yeah, exactly, forget to mention your fingers.
754
01:21:46.110 --> 01:21:46.920
jgreen: Right and
755
01:21:46.950 --> 01:21:49.230
Evan Taylor: If that's true, then. Good. Now we know how to design
756
01:21:49.290 --> 01:22:03.750
Evan Taylor: Hearing aids for lesbians that right. If we know that, but it's it's a matter of, you know, if
there is a biological basis. How do we use that information and, you know, to increase care as it right,
you know, hold it against people. I didn't care, right. Mm hmm.
757
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jgreen: So I, I prefer to think that
758
01:22:11.070 --> 01:22:16.080
jgreen: We wouldn't go to one of these, you know, like The Handmaid's Tale scenario.
759
01:22:16.530 --> 01:22:16.860
Evan Taylor: Yeah.
760
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jgreen: We wouldn't go to a world like that.
761
01:22:19.620 --> 01:22:21.570
jgreen: Again we have more humanity.
762
01:22:22.890 --> 01:22:23.580
jgreen: Than that.
763
01:22:24.690 --> 01:22:26.400
jgreen: That will prevail.
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jgreen: In spite of the horror that we as human beings can also create right um
765
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jgreen: I prefer to think that we can
766
01:22:40.320 --> 01:22:45.420
jgreen: Rise Above that, because that's what motivates me. Hmm.
767
01:22:46.890 --> 01:22:58.800
Evan Taylor: I'm also hearing part of what's you know your deep your belief system that motivates you
was around and, you know, education and communication has been key to you know that that that
process anyway. Yep. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: And something else. So as I can talk to you. I've been. I've noticed something I think is really
fascinating that I that I want to make sure it's on on the record because
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Evan Taylor: You keep talking about things when you're on the very few people that when I've asked you
something you've said, You know, I don't, I can't answer that question. I'm, I'm not even going to get,
because I don't know.
770
01:23:15.060 --> 01:23:21.360
Evan Taylor: And then when you went on to explain it. What you went on to explain was healthy. I'm
trying to come talk to somebody is very process oriented.
771
01:23:21.660 --> 01:23:27.300
Evan Taylor: That you're not really invested in what the you know the outcome is just got to be better,
whatever that means.
772
01:23:27.570 --> 01:23:32.160
Evan Taylor: A kinder, more gentler, you know, more educated world where people are nice to each
other.
773
01:23:32.400 --> 01:23:36.780
Evan Taylor: You know that people aren't discriminated against and beat up for who they are. That's the
now that, of course, that's the end goal.
774
01:23:37.050 --> 01:23:42.960
Evan Taylor: But that how we get there, you seem to be completely uninterested in and that all you're
all you're looking at this thing.
775
01:23:43.260 --> 01:23:49.530
Evan Taylor: As long as we're doing this in a way that increases education at that increases our ability to
communicate with each other. We'll get to that nice place.
776
01:23:49.890 --> 01:23:57.930
Evan Taylor: It'll be around about. It's not a direct route, but we'll get there. We just need to keep
ourselves in the process. Is that an accurate accurate thing to say.
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jgreen: Kind of, yeah, I guess so. Because, you know, although I see myself. I see myself as a big picture
thinker.
778
01:24:06.480 --> 01:24:07.170
jgreen: And
779
01:24:09.630 --> 01:24:12.150
jgreen: And I'm I'm driven by values.
780
01:24:13.560 --> 01:24:14.280
jgreen: And
781
01:24:16.080 --> 01:24:17.280
jgreen: And emotions.
782
01:24:18.630 --> 01:24:19.470
jgreen: And
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jgreen: And well, I like systems. Mm hmm. You know,
784
01:24:28.950 --> 01:24:41.250
jgreen: And I like technology and I like it. I like I like all these different things that we have around us to
to amuse ourselves with and create things with and all that, um,
785
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jgreen: I don't think those things are the be all end all in themselves, right. I think the be all end all is
here. Mm hmm. You know, in here is related, you know, this is all it's all this
786
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jgreen: It's our. It's the human body and the human mind and the human spirit and the human
relationships because we are social beings.
787
01:25:11.040 --> 01:25:17.070
jgreen: Yes. And while we can invent electric toothbrushes and, you know,
788
01:25:18.090 --> 01:25:22.290
jgreen: rocket ships to Mars and all this stuff that's all great.
789
01:25:24.510 --> 01:25:29.160
jgreen: But that's in those are things we keep ourselves busy with. Mm hmm.
790
01:25:30.900 --> 01:25:32.490
jgreen: But where we live.
791
01:25:34.200 --> 01:25:34.710
jgreen: Is
792
01:25:35.910 --> 01:25:38.940
jgreen: And the interactions we have with other human beings.
793
01:25:41.190 --> 01:25:43.260
jgreen: Are what has to motivate us
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01:25:43.560 --> 01:25:44.220
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
795
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jgreen: What has to, you know, what's the point of going to Mars.
796
01:25:51.750 --> 01:25:54.390
jgreen: I mean, literally, what is the point of going to Mars.
797
01:25:55.650 --> 01:25:59.790
jgreen: It's it's it's to bring back more information. Right, right.
798
01:26:01.020 --> 01:26:04.500
jgreen: Or to figure out a way to let people live longer.
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01:26:04.650 --> 01:26:05.220
Evan Taylor: Hmm.
800
01:26:05.250 --> 01:26:14.550
jgreen: Or something, you know, but it's all about people living yeah and dealing in the moment and
communicating
801
01:26:14.940 --> 01:26:16.140
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. But
802
01:26:16.200 --> 01:26:17.610
jgreen: What happens is people get
803
01:26:18.810 --> 01:26:21.750
jgreen: Lost in the mechanism.
804
01:26:23.190 --> 01:26:29.550
jgreen: Of the activity. Right. Yeah. And forget the real reason
805
01:26:31.050 --> 01:26:38.880
Evan Taylor: For doing things. Mm hmm. That relation ality is the real reason that the human connection
right. Mm hmm.
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01:26:39.030 --> 01:26:44.040
jgreen: That gets elided over, it's you know, it's like, oh, well, of course.
807
01:26:45.090 --> 01:26:47.310
jgreen: No, that's the point.
808
01:26:47.550 --> 01:26:56.070
Evan Taylor: Yes. Yeah, and I like what you're saying, but this going to connect back to what we were just
talking about in terms of all the different types of knowledge is whether the you know the
809
01:26:56.400 --> 01:27:02.490
Evan Taylor: biologic knowledge, like we now know which we didn't know 25 years ago and people
listening 50 years gonna be laughing
810
01:27:02.940 --> 01:27:15.180
Evan Taylor: About neurobiology. It just wasn't a field of study and we're able to say, we actually know
the brain, the human brain is as a that's an evolutionary tool. It is wired for connection.
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Evan Taylor: It is wired.
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Evan Taylor: To have relations with other people and anything that we can do in the world to increase
that relation ality is actually perhaps the entire point of human existence, based on understanding
biology and social humanitarian processes as well. But these are all linked
813
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jgreen: Yep, exactly.
814
01:27:36.510 --> 01:27:37.470
Evan Taylor: I love that.
815
01:27:37.650 --> 01:27:44.160
jgreen: Exactly. I think the whole point of what we do as human beings is communicate
816
01:27:44.580 --> 01:27:46.170
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Mm hmm.
817
01:27:47.070 --> 01:27:55.170
jgreen: That's what we do, you know, ants make an hills trees put out leaves and maybe fruit. If they're
that kind of tree.
818
01:27:55.260 --> 01:27:55.830
Evan Taylor: Right.
819
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You know,
820
01:27:57.630 --> 01:27:59.970
jgreen: Everything has its thing that it does.
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01:28:00.060 --> 01:28:02.250
jgreen: And what do you live beings do is communicate
822
01:28:02.550 --> 01:28:03.030
Evan Taylor: Yes.
823
01:28:03.120 --> 01:28:05.250
jgreen: In our communication gets twisted
824
01:28:05.700 --> 01:28:06.270
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
825
01:28:06.720 --> 01:28:13.710
jgreen: In so many ways and in so many directions and we get lost in the mechanics. Yeah, of things.
826
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Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
827
01:28:15.150 --> 01:28:18.540
jgreen: And we forget what is the real purpose of life.
828
01:28:18.840 --> 01:28:28.650
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. What does it what does it mean right now, when somebody is 20 years old, the
same to somebody who's 70 something. Oh yeah, transsexuals a bad word. You're not allowed to say
that
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Evan Taylor: What does that mean, does it mean anything about the word transsexual orders in fact
means something about how we communicate with each other about similar concepts about change
about gender or whatever.
830
01:28:39.330 --> 01:28:40.230
jgreen: Yep. Yeah.
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Evan Taylor: Well, that's great. I love that.
832
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jgreen: I do not want people telling me how I feel, or what I think.
833
01:28:45.990 --> 01:28:46.890
Mm hmm.
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jgreen: And I really don't like people telling me what words I can use. I'm an artist.
835
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jgreen: Right, I can use any word I want
836
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Evan Taylor: It's all it's all in how you know the the context in which you're using it and the intent behind
it and exactly what that means.
837
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Evan Taylor: Yeah.
838
01:29:09.300 --> 01:29:18.630
jgreen: Looking like don't tell me if I'm a painter and you want to tell me. Okay. We don't like read
anymore. That is a bad color Trump wears red ties. So no more read
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Evan Taylor: He would probably
840
01:29:22.470 --> 01:29:25.410
Evan Taylor: I haven't. I don't know you very well, but in the time I've been talking to you.
841
01:29:25.590 --> 01:29:37.980
Evan Taylor: I can't imagine in a million years he'd stop using red because you'd be like, No, we still need
to use it because it's artistic and we're going it's it's emotional if if what what is evoking is a fear of
Trump. Then let us read and talk about it.
842
01:29:38.280 --> 01:29:39.720
jgreen: Yes, exactly.
843
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Evan Taylor: I really appreciate this is something that I think a lot of folks who have a business
background like like you do who've done some work you do.
844
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Evan Taylor: Miss. I think the emotionality and in all of this, and I really appreciate that you're looking at
it, saying, you know, we must be must not be afraid of the emotions that would be a fault, even if
they're terrifying.
845
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Evan Taylor: Like, that's part of the human experience. And then when we can share that terror and
discuss it with another human being. Actually, that's where we obtain our humanity. It's not in the
unfolding of fear. It's in the direct relating with each other.
846
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jgreen: That's right, it's in the it's in the grasping and the understanding
847
01:30:15.690 --> 01:30:16.410
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
848
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jgreen: And the sharing and the and the application again it's that's that's the values stuff if if all you
want to do is Terrell wings off of butterflies, you know,
849
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jgreen: That's
850
01:30:34.650 --> 01:30:36.900
jgreen: That's not a value I share. Mm hmm.
851
01:30:37.710 --> 01:30:43.170
Evan Taylor: And what happens to you that that that you do attain this value somehow from other
humans.
852
01:30:44.370 --> 01:30:54.930
jgreen: Yeah, exactly. Why do you have that problem. I think I see that as a problem. Yeah, you won't be
destructive. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. What do you get out of being destructive.
853
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jgreen: Mm hmm. Can we find that for you in some other way, if that's really important, or can really
educate you so that you don't have to have that impulse anymore.
854
01:31:07.410 --> 01:31:14.520
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. And as a big picture thinker. What I'm imagining you're looking at is I use this
analogy, sometimes of the gold fish in the bowl right
855
01:31:14.730 --> 01:31:23.430
Evan Taylor: That the goldfish can only survive and the ball as long as the water support tickets
likelihood. So, and hearing is a big picture thinker that you're not questioning necessarily
856
01:31:24.030 --> 01:31:33.180
Evan Taylor: Wrong with that individual goldfish. But you're looking at the same. What is what is in the
water that allows a goldfish to take on these awful values, right. Mm hmm.
857
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Evan Taylor: And if we can resolve that then we've really actually we we hit the point of actually starting
to discover why human beings exist, and what we're doing on the planet are all
858
01:31:42.780 --> 01:31:47.910
jgreen: Yeah yeah cuz I don't think I don't think any person is inherently bad
859
01:31:48.180 --> 01:31:49.320
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm. Right.
860
01:31:50.700 --> 01:31:54.330
Evan Taylor: Yeah, no baby is born homophobic, racist and transfer over right
861
01:31:56.820 --> 01:32:06.210
jgreen: That, that stuff is learned and things happen to people and they learn these the Learn behaviors
that don't serve them do it all the time.
862
01:32:06.900 --> 01:32:24.330
jgreen: We all do it in various ways. We all eat too much ice cream or we all keep picking the wrong
partner or, you know, all these things that are patterns that we've learned and we, you know, to try to
figure out what serves us what helps us
863
01:32:25.440 --> 01:32:27.510
jgreen: What helps us get along better
864
01:32:27.840 --> 01:32:28.560
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
865
01:32:29.130 --> 01:32:29.640
You know,
866
01:32:31.590 --> 01:32:35.340
jgreen: And then, and then to make those be able to make those changes that we need to make
867
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Evan Taylor: A nice them down the further generations, so that they can process.
868
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jgreen: Exactly.
869
01:32:40.500 --> 01:32:48.990
Evan Taylor: Which I'm hearing from you and the, you know, I think folks are listening to this and
whatever years are going to be looking at it and saying, well, your dad said, you can't change City Hall.
870
01:32:49.380 --> 01:32:55.920
Evan Taylor: He said, Yes, you can. And I imagine the value that you're teaching your kids is not just city
hall, but the world's
871
01:32:56.070 --> 01:32:57.540
Evan Taylor: Yep. Yeah.
872
01:32:57.600 --> 01:33:12.510
jgreen: That's beautiful. I also, I also tell my kids, you know, don't take on something that isn't you don't
take on something that you, that makes you uncomfortable. Right, unless you're doing it deliberately to
challenge yourself.
873
01:33:12.720 --> 01:33:13.230
Evan Taylor: Mm hmm.
874
01:33:13.500 --> 01:33:18.840
jgreen: To grow that's fun, you know, don't do something that puts you at risk. Mm hmm.
875
01:33:19.260 --> 01:33:19.680
Evan Taylor: Yeah.
876
01:33:20.010 --> 01:33:26.160
jgreen: You know, if you want to take a risk, because you know you'll grow from it. That's fine.
877
01:33:26.670 --> 01:33:34.410
Evan Taylor: Yeah, but that that authenticity of don't force yourself into a box that doesn't fit just
because you think it's supposed to be what me or you know whatever
878
01:33:34.500 --> 01:33:35.400
jgreen: Supposedly
879
01:33:35.460 --> 01:33:40.680
Evan Taylor: Don't do that. Make sure that you're driven by something that's very dear to your heart,
that means something to you.
880
01:33:40.740 --> 01:33:47.670
Evan Taylor: That's right, that's right. I really, I really like to work in this sort of retrospective things this
or that. I have a couple of questions that are sort of
881
01:33:48.150 --> 01:33:54.990
Evan Taylor: The overarching questions I like to make sure I had sort of closer and closer to the end of
the interview. And so I've got this
882
01:33:55.380 --> 01:34:05.340
Evan Taylor: One of the ones that I have this looking back, so to your early self, whether it's your early
active itself or your younger self or whatever. What do you know now that you wish you'd known that
883
01:34:08.820 --> 01:34:13.170
jgreen: I think I spent a lot of years, holding myself back because I was afraid.
884
01:34:14.220 --> 01:34:15.180
jgreen: Of many things.
885
01:34:16.920 --> 01:34:32.130
jgreen: Even though, and some people would say, Oh, you're so outgoing or oh you do this and you do
that and you, you know, you take these risks and you, you know, you break boundaries and you, you
know, do all these things I was holding myself back
886
01:34:33.690 --> 01:34:35.490
jgreen: In many ways,
887
01:34:37.590 --> 01:34:38.160
jgreen: And
888
01:34:39.570 --> 01:34:41.220
jgreen: I really feel I could
889
01:34:42.810 --> 01:34:44.760
jgreen: I could have accomplished a lot more
890
01:34:46.530 --> 01:34:49.800
jgreen: If I had been able to
891
01:34:52.740 --> 01:34:54.690
jgreen: To not worry so much about my gender.
892
01:34:55.800 --> 01:34:59.970
jgreen: And to not worry about so much about solving these particular problems right
893
01:35:03.420 --> 01:35:05.580
jgreen: Although I'm proud of what I've accomplished.
894
01:35:07.980 --> 01:35:11.100
jgreen: And I don't regret anything in my life.
895
01:35:13.020 --> 01:35:21.810
jgreen: I just have a sense that I've held myself back out of fear at various times in my life right and
896
01:35:25.260 --> 01:35:26.010
jgreen: You know, that's
897
01:35:33.210 --> 01:35:35.130
jgreen: That's something that I try to
898
01:35:36.540 --> 01:35:44.700
jgreen: Encourage people now and in my children and my friends to look at closely.
899
01:35:46.290 --> 01:35:48.510
jgreen: In themselves and
900
01:35:49.560 --> 01:35:54.000
jgreen: Try to resolve in a way that allows them to be more successful.
901
01:35:56.730 --> 01:36:04.380
Evan Taylor: I think that's beautiful. I love the fact that what you're saying is I, this is, this is what I wish
I'd known and since I didn't know it. I'm going to keep telling other people so they know
902
01:36:05.820 --> 01:36:07.830
jgreen: It's beautiful. Yeah. Thank you.
903
01:36:08.580 --> 01:36:11.760
Evan Taylor: I mean, it's literally why we're doing this work right. This is how intergenerational
904
01:36:12.030 --> 01:36:21.300
Evan Taylor: Healing happens, it only happens by understanding what the traumas were that were faced
by those previous generations and then learning from those and being able to pass those messages
along. Yeah.
905
01:36:22.260 --> 01:36:30.510
Evan Taylor: And in terms of and so my, my, my main question I asked everybody and it's you know it's
more premature for some than others.
906
01:36:30.990 --> 01:36:37.080
Evan Taylor: But I think it's for me it's the, it's the, the most important part of the interview in some, in
some ways,
907
01:36:37.980 --> 01:36:51.690
Evan Taylor: And it's the question is again a little bit early for you this time of life, but you know, you
could get hit by a bus tomorrow. And if you did, you know what, what is the legacy that you would like
to leave. What is it you would like to be remembered for
908
01:36:58.200 --> 01:36:59.460
Evan Taylor: Oh, thank you. Freezing there.
909
01:37:04.380 --> 01:37:05.160
Evan Taylor: We are back.
910
01:37:05.430 --> 01:37:09.600
jgreen: Oh my god. That was horrible. This is the most important part of
911
01:37:11.910 --> 01:37:13.560
jgreen: You got hit by a bus tomorrow.
912
01:37:16.440 --> 01:37:20.370
Evan Taylor: Bang. That was I'm hopefully that's not some foreshadowing.
913
01:37:22.500 --> 01:37:24.330
Evan Taylor: Crossing the street for the next few days.
914
01:37:24.750 --> 01:37:26.310
jgreen: Yeah, it would be very careful. Yes.
915
01:37:27.690 --> 01:37:37.560
Evan Taylor: So the question is, it's not necessarily most important part, but I feel that when you're
doing we're doing the interviews we we really build up to this, this, you know, this visit this question.
916
01:37:38.070 --> 01:37:49.110
Evan Taylor: So the question. And again, if you didn't hear the whole thing was, if you know again if you
got hit by a bus tomorrow or something. And so what what is the legacy, you would like to leave and
what is it you would like to be remembered for
917
01:37:52.770 --> 01:37:54.930
jgreen: I would like to be remembered for
918
01:37:58.290 --> 01:37:59.370
jgreen: Being kind
919
01:38:01.650 --> 01:38:03.570
jgreen: And changing the world.
920
01:38:05.250 --> 01:38:06.090
Mm hmm.
921
01:38:08.400 --> 01:38:09.150
jgreen: And
922
01:38:10.350 --> 01:38:12.780
jgreen: Empowering other people. Um,
923
01:38:18.030 --> 01:38:18.720
jgreen: And
924
01:38:23.940 --> 01:38:24.330
Yeah.
925
01:38:25.500 --> 01:38:26.130
jgreen: That's about it.
926
01:38:27.210 --> 01:38:28.530
jgreen: That's that's been one
927
01:38:29.940 --> 01:38:40.260
Evan Taylor: Okay, hit by a bus. Be careful, but I am absolutely sure that that is exactly how you'll be
remembered and, you know, many years from now when somebody was listening to this and
928
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Evan Taylor: And I also think I was actually been talking one things I've been trying to do is think about
it's it's a question I don't I don't actually ask people about for you. And it's important to us as as a writer.
I'm wondering
929
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Evan Taylor: What would you like someone to title. Yeah, your biography and 50 years
930
01:38:58.440 --> 01:38:59.100
jgreen: Oh, wow.
931
01:39:05.370 --> 01:39:06.180
jgreen: Um,
932
01:39:10.500 --> 01:39:13.440
jgreen: I don't know. It could be becoming visible.
933
01:39:14.190 --> 01:39:15.270
Um,
934
01:39:16.770 --> 01:39:18.330
Evan Taylor: That's, that's it, that's a theme for you. I'm
935
01:39:21.150 --> 01:39:21.930
jgreen: Apparently,
936
01:39:22.170 --> 01:39:22.830
Mm hmm.
937
01:39:23.850 --> 01:39:32.100
Evan Taylor: Some. One of the things I was thinking about is this idea that you've talked so much about
overcoming fear and you've talked so much about communication.
938
01:39:32.820 --> 01:39:47.250
Evan Taylor: And and using education and communication as a tool of activism and so that's that's that's
what I would like to see them. How does your tagline. So, well, you know, becoming visible overcoming
fear in order to increase communication and relation ality
939
01:39:48.060 --> 01:39:52.020
Evan Taylor: Great. Okay, we've got the data will, we will leave that for somebody to write in 100 years
940
01:39:52.440 --> 01:39:55.560
jgreen: Excellent. That would be great. I would love that.
941
01:39:55.740 --> 01:39:57.750
Evan Taylor: I don't think I'm taken hundred years, but
942
01:39:59.340 --> 01:40:01.230
Evan Taylor: It will happen sooner than that. I'm very sure.
943
01:40:02.760 --> 01:40:05.640
Evan Taylor: Thank you so much for this interview Jamison, I really appreciate it.
944
01:40:06.630 --> 01:40:11.790
jgreen: Thank you. And it's really been a wonderful experience. And I thank you.
945
01:40:12.660 --> 01:40:20.490
Evan Taylor: Not a problem at all. I've thoroughly enjoyed myself has been one of those one of those
times, you know, again, I read your book early on for for me and
946
01:40:20.940 --> 01:40:33.330
Evan Taylor: It was, it was just so nice to be able to get to know the person you know to have that
relation ality and communication very directly with you, not just you know indirectly with the book. So
it's been an absolute honor for me to get to get to Jackie for so long.
947
01:40:33.750 --> 01:40:35.130
jgreen: Thank you. I
948
01:40:36.660 --> 01:40:39.090
Evan Taylor: Can connect it. I think we've been transferred three four conference in
949
01:40:39.090 --> 01:40:40.710
Evan Taylor: April and chat. Yeah.
950
01:40:41.490 --> 01:40:48.570
jgreen: Yeah, absolutely. Let's, let's be honest. Absolutely. Let's continue this dialogue in other ways.
951
01:40:48.900 --> 01:40:54.030
jgreen: Absolutely. Yeah, thanks. I'd like to learn more about your work and
952
01:40:55.050 --> 01:40:55.560
jgreen: Yeah.
953
01:40:56.520 --> 01:41:03.660
Evan Taylor: I remember, I remember saying, last time I offered you a fortune, my, my desk or at least a
couple of articles from the sale. You cannot have a look at that.
954
01:41:03.990 --> 01:41:06.510
jgreen: Wonderful. I would really appreciate that. Thanks.
955
01:41:07.500 --> 01:41:08.010
Evan Taylor: Thanks. Great.
956
01:41:08.100 --> 01:41:08.490
Evan Taylor: Listen.
957
01:41:09.060 --> 01:41:10.650
jgreen: All right, they have been
958
01:41:11.490 --> 01:41:13.050
jgreen: Day. Thanks. You too.
959
01:41:13.440 --> 01:41:14.820
jgreen: Bye Bye now.
Aaron replacement
Interview Summary – Trans Activism Oral History
Summary:
Jamison recalls that Jude Patton had previously been on the WPATH board, however nonetheless, Jamison was
told that they lost members when he joined - which he presumes is because he is not as mild-mannered as Jude.
Although, Jamison points out that, during his presidency on the board, membership tripled. After his presidency
he felt traumatized and it took time to recover, even though he still feels some resentment and anger. He talks
about the importance of WPATH and the standard of care to protecting patients from people like John Brown.
After joining the Standards committee, he convinced the board to release a statement about medical necessity
which was the first time they’d ever released such a statement - and it changed the game in terms of the legal
landscape of insurance claims.
He talks about his experience in the corporate, medical, and legal worlds as a communicator and how that
prepared him for the advocacy and activism work he did with WPATH, among others. He worked as a legal
writing instructor in the 1970s and reflects on the importance of this work in being able to communicate
arguments effectively. Jamison talks about wanting to be a writer since he was young and why it’s so important in
activism and change work. He reflects on his father and the arguments he used to have with him about how “you
can’t change city hall” and talks about how his gender nonconformity as a child gave him skills to create change
as an activist. He talks about the need to overcome shame in change work and particularly for trans men who
have been often invisibilized in the perception and understanding of trans people and communities. Jamison
recalls education campaigns that he ran with Dallas Denny, including pamphlets, posters, and education
presentations. Particular changes he has seen over time are a) the ability of trans people to be out in their
workplaces and, b) the inclusion of gender identity issues in the larger gay rights movement, which had been so
resisted initially.
Jamison is particularly proud of the work he has done with the Corporate Equality Index and talks about the
impact of the commitment to trans rights that was part of the index. He talks about the role of individual human
psychology in activism work and understanding anger and fear, as well as the functions of privilege and power
within an organization such as WPATH. He expresses concern for the future of his country and the rise in
nationalism and ways that gender is still so uncritically constructed in society. He talks feeling motivated to create
a better world and the importance of kind interactions with other human beings. He has some sense that he
could’ve accomplished more in life if it wasn’t for his gender, but he does feel he has been able to do a lot.
Interviewee name: Jamison Green
Interviewer: Evan Taylor
Date of Interview: March 5, 2020
LGBTQ2+ Oral History Digital Collaboratory
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Name of Interviewee: Jamison Green
Name of Video Logger: Evan Taylor
Interview date: 5-Mar-20
Description/Topic of clip Start time Starting language or Quote End time Ending language Notes, if any
Jamison on managing and engaging change. 0:08:30 “As a manager myself when I was managing in corporate…” “…that's not why the organization began.”
Talking to another board member about revising the standards of care. 0:16:09 0:16:28 “…And I said, look, if you have to write a letter to explain what the standards mean that means the standards need to be rewritten. No one should have to require a letter explaining it.”
Jamison talks about wanting to be a writer and why it’s so important in activism. 0:27:23 0:29:19 “…But I could change the world.”
Jamison talks about how his gender nonconformity as a child gave him skills to create change as an activist. 0:34:36 “I also think a lot comes from my own physical experience in the world…” 0:35:38 “…good to check out the lay of the land.”
Jamison discusses how he sees the world changing in 20 years. 1:12:41 1:15:39 ”…everybody goes all haywire.”
Jamison on communication. 1:27:37 “Exactly. I think the whole point of what we do as human beings is communicate” 1:27:44
**Legacy question 1:37:52 “Being kind and changing the world. And empowering other people...”
LGBTQ2+ Oral History Digital Collaboratory
Video Log Form
Name of Interviewee: Jamison Green
Name of Video Logger: Evan Taylor
Interview date: 28-Feb-20
Description/Topic of clip Start time Starting language or Quote End time Ending language Notes, if any
0:07:10 “I’m the first American and the eighth person in the world with a PhD in law specializing in transgender and transsexual issues.”
0:24:25 “I don't think of myself as transgender all the time, right. It's a political position.” 0:24:31
0:32:12 “And I really worried about people adopting transgender as an identity label right. I thought it was an organizing label, not an identity label.” 0:32:18
Jamison recalls different words used over time to describe trans people. 0:54:39 ”…if somebody else said it. That was not good.” 0:57:05
0:57:53 “I write for two reasons. One is to be evocative to move people and one and the other is to educate, to inform. Mm hmm. And so in both styles of communication. You use words differently. But you have to be clear.” 0:58:14
Jamison on why he wanted to be involved with WPATH 1:31:52 1:32:35 “…That's why I wanted to get involved.”
Jamison talks about his activism and work over many years - particularly focusing on his work with WPATH. Narrator Name: Jamison Green. Interviewer Name: Evan Taylor. Pronouns: He. Other Names or Pronouns: Charles Stuart Jamison Green; C.S. Jamison Green; "James".
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- Devor, Aaron
- Taylor, Evan
- LGBTQ Oral History Digital Collaboratory
- 2020-02-28|2020-03-05
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